Ive been using idoser for about 3 months now. And ive been through every little stage, and had every little question, skeptic idea, and almost every dose that you all have done.
Ive been watching the forums here for about a month but havent posted untill i was sure i wanted too. so i am very familliar with the members, and their posts, threads, ideas, and personalities.
Soo my first 3 weeks using idoser were pretty similar to all you (skeptic, "it dosnt work", "its a placebo") peaple.
I was introdused to idoser from a friend of mine. He is really into all of this kind of stuff, and together weve done alot of real drugs. His first trip was amazing. It was on a-bomb. He told me all about how he was proppelled through space at amazing speed, and was thrown back in time. etc.
Keep in mind im 22 and he is 23 years old, soo hes not the imature 9 year old friend who overegzaggerates (Sp?) a tiny twitch.
so i was like damn im gunna have to try this stuff for myself.
So that night i got the whole program set up, plugged in my headphones (100$ Bose insulated over ear phones.)
I tried A-bomb.... i was lying on my bed in total darkness with my eyes closed while noone was home.
about a quuarter through the dose, the frequency pitch skyrocketed. I got this insane feeling like my stomach tightening up, and i was totally thinking i was tripping. But after about a day i realized, if that was the trip, then that sucked..
So i did it again the next day. this time my eye lids were twitching and i felt like i was going really fast soo i thought, maybe this time im really tripping. But i really wasnt.
After this i was done with this dose and became really skeptic. I looked all this stuff up, and reasearched it. I researched everyones trip on the forums, and i began to think that this stuff was a HUGE scam. I was so skeptic to the point where i thought everyone who was posting their really wierd, over milked, trips were actually the idoser staff in disguise haha.
But i stayed with it. Every night i would try a new dose. And a diffrent one every time. I finally did lsd and i starred at a wall for a really long time, and it started breathing. I thought i was finnaly tripping, but that just happens when u stare at somthing for a long time even sober.
so for the next month i was without a trip and totally skeptic. Untill one day. It was late at night, and i was depressed because my girl friend broke up with me. i had that feeling, like im one of those dudes from the movie 300. You know? that feeling you get when somthing bad happens, where you feel the need to go out and brake sh*t. The feeling where you tell your self that you dont care anymore and just want to do somthing crazy.
well after about an hour of trying to come up with somthing crazy to do, i gave up. I couldnt come up with anything soo i just decided to go on my computer and listed to some Burzum (Black Metal). I then remembered Idoser. So i started it up and laid down. I turned on genesis, and layed down and turned off the lights and relaxed.
THis was the first dose to work! I felt like everyything was cool, i had happy thoughts, and i was experianceing the biggest moodswing i had ever had. I felt like i was totally alive.
From that point on i kept practicing taking doses. I kept getting more used to the idea of not thinking.
And every night a new dose would work. I would try 3 diffrent doses, and maybe 1 would work.
Ive done almost all the doses now and only some still havent worked...yet. But they will, and i know they will. It takes practice.
Srry for this being too long. Im going to post my experiences some other time.
The point is, that it takes practice, and its annoying. for those of you who think it dosnt work, then quit. But if you still want to give it a shot just be open, and after a while it will click. Dont post threads saying (it dosnt work! im done!) because I personally dont care, and if you are not willing to research some of the tips people give on the forums, then go away.
Its not worth the time it takes to complain.
So anyway peace out guys. i will be posting some experiences soon.
