So last night, I tried Gate of Hades again... I was listening to it on my iPod so I didn't know the %'s. But I think around half way I started to feel really weird in my own body.. Kinda.. I didn't really know how to explain it. Then, every few seconds it felt like my leg was getting jerked counter clockwise until it was like fully twisted. I could feel it moving, but no pain. I got scared and opened my eyes to see that my leg was totally normal. Then at 22 minutes came the fucking staticy shit storm that scares the crap out of you. The volume was really high also, but I didn't want to ruin the effect by moving so I just had to deal with it. I didn't really feel much during the dose. But after the dose was amazing.
First I was scared out of my mind... I was afraid to move. I quickly grabbed all the blankets and hid in them. I felt like someone was gonna try to kill me. And I did this when I was little too, I'd hide under blankets thinking I'm invisible, but that's irrelevant. Anyways, then I calmed myself down still too scared to get up out of my bed. I started looking around. My whole wall was scattered with black dots. I couldn't look directly at them or they'd dissapear, but if I looked around/near them they'd show up. It was extremely weird.... Then for some reason I just burst into tears.. But felt relieved at the same time.. I was no longer scared, I got up, turned on the lights and I went to see if the black dots were there, they weren't. Which i thought was odd cause they showed up in the dark, but not in the light. I was crying for several minutes, and when I stopped I was extremely happy, I don't know if it was cause I wasn't scared anymore but it was so fucking strange.
I wasn't able to sleep for like 2 more hours (I did this at like 11:00pm), I finally fell asleep at 1ish... And then at 3:36 AM i woke up. Why do I remember the exact times? I have no idea. then I fell back asleep woke up at 5:56, then again I woke up at 6:58, then at 7:58, then finally my dad woke me up for school at 8:30. But the strange thing is, I didn't have any nightmares, but from 7:58 - 8:30 I had one of the best dreams in my life... Also I know how sleeping works and dreaming, but it's possible to get into a dream even if you just fall asleep.
Yup, that's it. Sorry that it's hella long but wierd.I would recommend this dose, I think my experience was a little odd... Completely different from what the description says... But scared, crying, relieved = near death experience? I have no idea... But I definitely recommend this dose. It's my favorite one so far
) , and I wanted to go straight to the strongest one but, dude, when that evil screech started I just f'n stood up, threw away my damn headphones and went running for the light switch!