My second try-Peyote
Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 6:59 pm
At first I tried alchohol the other night...did nothing...today I tried ...doing all the correct steps (laying down,dark room...etc.) and it was intense. I had these strange images coming into view after about 10 min...like faces just zooming in at me.
Next, the pulsating waves started sounding like voices saying "take me there" over and over again...then I saw myself in the future...a brown beard...and I was pointing out the window of an apartment saying "take me there". I don't know how I knew it was me...but I just kind of did.
Next,It felt like i was floating,I saw the sky at dusk...and I was in the air...soon I floated into the stars...outer space...where I saw an explosion of a star happen...weird.
Then,I was placed gently down onto the grass or so it seemed (I was laying in my bed). Then some sort of alien kept saying "kneel down" when it seemed like I did...I heard a voice say "you are young". then the sounds slowly faded off.
The scariest part was after the dose was over,I had my ipod on random...so a metal song broke out,I jumped up,opened my eyes...threw the headphones off and put the covers and a pillow over my head...it felt like someone was standing over me...I was too afraid to look out from under the blanket for 20 min. Then I got up and ran out of the room...for the next 20 min I couldn't stop looking around and being paranoid.
scariest thing ever.
can't wait to do more doses
Next, the pulsating waves started sounding like voices saying "take me there" over and over again...then I saw myself in the future...a brown beard...and I was pointing out the window of an apartment saying "take me there". I don't know how I knew it was me...but I just kind of did.
Next,It felt like i was floating,I saw the sky at dusk...and I was in the air...soon I floated into the stars...outer space...where I saw an explosion of a star happen...weird.
Then,I was placed gently down onto the grass or so it seemed (I was laying in my bed). Then some sort of alien kept saying "kneel down" when it seemed like I did...I heard a voice say "you are young". then the sounds slowly faded off.
The scariest part was after the dose was over,I had my ipod on random...so a metal song broke out,I jumped up,opened my eyes...threw the headphones off and put the covers and a pillow over my head...it felt like someone was standing over me...I was too afraid to look out from under the blanket for 20 min. Then I got up and ran out of the room...for the next 20 min I couldn't stop looking around and being paranoid.
scariest thing ever.
can't wait to do more doses