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so i postned about it so see haow bad i csepele
DISREGARD THAT, I SUCK COCKS.
Good evening everyone. This was my first success at getting a dose longer than 10 minutes working, in my 1 1/2-2 years (huzzah!) of trying to get I-Doser to work. I jokingly told a couple of friends I was voice chatting with at the time (since I couldn't type all that well as evidenced by the above post) that I should post a dose experience thread. Against my better judgment (which at the time was a wee bit impaired) I posted the thread anyway. Sorry about that.
I had originally laid down for the purpose of taking a nap, but I figured it would be a good opportunity to attempt the successful administration of a dose. I tend to fall asleep while dosing anyway.
So I started up Heroin and initially it proved as fruitless as usual, but around 10 minutes with my eyes closed I started to see waves of color moving by, like an inverted waterfall; every wave a different color. This lasted for maybe 5 minutes give or take. Not long thereafter I noticed something I never had before, those instances wherein I would tend not to hear the dose for a moment as my mind began to wander, I could stop them and return my focus to the sound of the dose. This not only kept me focused on the dose, but also kept me preoccupied enough to stay awake.
I had never known what it really meant to focus on something I couldn't see. This experience showed me how the mind focuses on things just like your eyes do. As my mind would perceive that no big changes in what I was focusing on were taking place, it would wander to something else in my head. It's comparable to looking with your eyes at one fixed point, when your mind gets of bored of looking at the same thing for a brief period of time with nothing exciting happening you want to look at something else.
Toward the end of the dose I felt very calm, relaxed, and euphoric, not worried about moving or anything, just content to lay I suppose, while simultaneously feeling sort of jittery. When I got up it was very obvious that I was not myself. I had some difficulty keeping my balance as I walked to my computer (perhaps not so much unbalanced as moving in an atypical manner). I kept sitting in an unusual posture, hunched forward with my seat tipped back thereby tucking my knees into my chest. I then inarticulately communicated my then present situation to my friend via Ventrilo, laughing all along the way. I found that I couldn't stop laughing; whenever it seemed like it would subside, I would laugh harder, just over the thought of laughing over nothing.
Never fear! I won't post under the influence again!
Tonight I'm going to do Peyote. :3
My First Success! OR How To Get Doses Working (For Dummies)
My First Success! OR How To Get Doses Working (For Dummies)
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Apologies, won't happen again.
Now I shall amend my earlier post, making it far more comprehensible and verbose. I'd also like to take this time to point out something that was never explained to me on the forums that I believe lead to my success. With said knowledge I believe other's failure rates will decline.
Now I shall amend my earlier post, making it far more comprehensible and verbose. I'd also like to take this time to point out something that was never explained to me on the forums that I believe lead to my success. With said knowledge I believe other's failure rates will decline.