Alcohol: Recreated the effect of drinking two beers. Not much about it but enough to be worth its name.
White Crosses: I'll try to keep this one short, but anyway, it fucked my dreams up big time.
I fell asleep on it and had a weird dream. I remember laying down in bed, putting White Crosses on and falling asleep with my laptop on my chest (i have a light 12.1" lappy). Yes, i actually thought i put the dose on INSIDE THE DREAM.
Then i dreamt about having sex with a girl but not really enjoying it, and then i realized the bad sex was just a dream, so i woke up. IN ANOTHER DREAM. I dreamed that i was little and was sick, and i looked for my mother. I told her i was feeling bad but i'm going to be okay. And when i said "i'm going to be okay", that's when i woke up for real.
It was an interesting but scary experience, but i've had this happen to me before without any influence, to think that i'm awake but actually i was still dreaming. At one time (not the White Crosses one) i actually dreamed of rubbing my eyes to wake up and then waking up, but i "woke up" to another dream. I also had a few moments of sleep paralysis once last year, and i don't think i have to say that it scared the shit out of me.
Anesthesia: The perfect sleep dose. I don't think i could stand more than 15 minutes of this with my eyes closed without falling asleep. I sleep the whole night and wake up in the same position, lying on my back, with my headphones on. Usually i can hardly fall asleep when lying on my back. Very effective dose, should let my mom try it too as she has insomnia and the medication isn't always working.
DXM: About 7 minutes in i felt my mind go BLANK. I felt my heartbeat speeding up and i got scared so i turned it off.
I had photosensitive epilepsy from age 5 till 9, and took treatment till age 13. I'm 17 now and had no signs of seizure whatsoever since 9, and can watch movies with flashing lights without problems, but i have to be careful with this stuff. Btw, don't let your small kids/brothers/sisters watch a lot of cartoons if they don't sleep properly, that's how i got my first seizure when i was 5.
As far as real drugs go, i drink alcohol. I like getting buzzed when i'm out with my friends but i don't like passing out because of drinking, and i never vomited because of booze.
Have also smoked a few cigarettes but didn't like the taste. My mom and grandfather smoke enough anyway. I smoked a bit of a cigar (the big ones) a few months ago, that tasted good.
A few classmates are planning a 3 day trip in the mountains starting Monday and i'll go with them. We're probably going to have some MJ besides the beer, wine and whiskey, so it should be a nice trip from all points of view.
One more substance i wish to try in real life would be DXM. I won't touch club drugs such as ecstasy or K because they're never pure, you can't know what they mixed in there. Also stay away from heroin, i know someone who's 18 now and been addicted to smoking heroin when he was 16, took him a whole year to recover totally. He was lucky he never got to injecting the stuff, otherwise he would've been hooked for life.
That's pretty much all i had to say about me, I-Doser and other drugs. Cya around!
- Andrew
