I just can't get it to work.

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I just can't get it to work.

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I really don't feel like coughing up more money for different doses to see which one works for me either. The ones I have are expensive enough. I tried Quickhappy, Alcohol, Marijuana, Crack, heroin and even Inhalant. I feel like I threw my money down the drain because they aren't working for me at all.

Inhalant gives me a headache and messes with my eardrums, They hurt after I listen to Inhalant. I tried all the tips, and I did get some very very minor effects, but really I just feel like I'm listening to noise and nothings happening. After I take the headphones off, nothing, just sore eardrums.

People say some people work with some doses, not others but I don't wanna clean out my pocket book trying new ones that don't work.

They say the Pirated ones don't work, but the ones I bought aren't working either. I'm hoping I will have a breakthrough one, but simply NOTHING is happening. My breathing isn't changing, I'm not feeling different, nothing.

Maybe I wasted my money. I also am a person who can't be hypnotized. A hypnotist tried and failed for hours to hypnotize me. Also, when I have surgery and they put me to sleep, it takes me longer than the average person and more of the drug to knock me out. When I had surgery on the appendix they told me "Ok, we are gunna put you to sleep now, count backwards from one hundred" I counted down to 30 befor I went to sleep!

They actually got frustrated with me for not passing out, LOL. They were like "go to sleep now", I respond "I can't". Later on they told me that they had to administer more than double the dose than the average person plus they had to keep administering it throughout the course of the surgery because my body kept trying to wake up.

I been doing it only a few days, I'll keep trying the ones I have. I'm not buying anymore though, if I don't get a breakthrough on the ones I already bought within a couple weeks, I'll give up on it.

PS - I find it almost impossible to relax, my mind is always stuck DEEP in beta mode. I always have to itch too. I absolutely have ZERO willpower not to scratch an itch if I feel one. I can only think about the itch until it's scratched.
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Post by 420master »

meh, keep trying the doses u got and dont buy anymore, dont bitch bout it.... nuff said
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I also should add that I am an insomniac. It takes me FOREVER to get to sleep. Even if I am very tired, it takes 45 minutes minimum to get to sleep. been like that my whole life. My brain doesn't like to leave beta wave state.
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420master wrote:meh, keep trying the doses u got and dont buy anymore, dont bitch bout it.... nuff said
I can bitch about it all I want, nuff said. This shit is expensive, if I buy something that doesn't work I'm gunna bitch.. nuff said.
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Ok well, I am going to try a different experiment tonight. I am going to get high from real marijuana, and drunk from real alcohol and give it another shot. I always feel apprehensive when I can't hear what's going on around me, like someone might come into my room and kill me while the headphones are on. When I'm drunk I have no fears and am totally relaxed.


I'll report back in a few hours to see if this worked.
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ive tried it baked before, i found it harder concentrate.
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420master wrote:ive tried it baked before, i found it harder concentrate.
Same, but I hope being drunk will lower my fear level a bit. I am tense when I put on the doses. When I'm drunk is the ONLY time I am totally relaxed.

Other than that, in my normal, sober state I am a very tense person. Easy to anger, easy to scare, always on alert. I feel this is what is stopping me from experiencing doses properly. Im currently stil in the process of drinking.
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You want to do you're doses more than once. You also need to concentrate on the sounds. If you only a dose once, then it probably won't work.
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cameraboirzu wrote:You want to do you're doses more than once. You also need to concentrate on the sounds. If you only a dose once, then it probably won't work.
I can't relax.
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Ethnocide wrote:
cameraboirzu wrote:You want to do you're doses more than once. You also need to concentrate on the sounds. If you only a dose once, then it probably won't work.
I can't relax.
Next time you go try it; instead of saying "this wont work, because I can't relax" Go in with an open mind. Think to yourself, "whatever happpens, happens"

Before you dose, stretch, drink some tea, and lay down. You will eventually be relaxed. If you are so bad that you can't relax EVER, then we can't help you.
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My main problem is I get impatient with the doses and I want the effects fast within minutes. Maybe you should try the QuickHits for a while. The NoxiousQH is only 5 minutes. the rest are 10 minutes.
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Matt0 wrote:My main problem is I get impatient with the doses and I want the effects fast within minutes. Maybe you should try the QuickHits for a while. The NoxiousQH is only 5 minutes. the rest are 10 minutes.
Yeah I have now switched to trying these. No effects yet. I will still give it 2 more weeks.

I try these about 12 times a day
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Ethnocide wrote:
Matt0 wrote:My main problem is I get impatient with the doses and I want the effects fast within minutes. Maybe you should try the QuickHits for a while. The NoxiousQH is only 5 minutes. the rest are 10 minutes.
Yeah I have now switched to trying these. No effects yet. I will still give it 2 more weeks.

I try these about 12 times a day
Quality over quantity.
It's not worth it to spend 2 hours a day doing this.
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One question, though. I bought the cocaine qh and the opium qh. Isn't cocaine supposed to make it HARD to stay laying down? I know that's how I remember the real thing. I couldn't lay and keep still if I wanted to.
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cameraboirzu wrote:
Ethnocide wrote:
Matt0 wrote:My main problem is I get impatient with the doses and I want the effects fast within minutes. Maybe you should try the QuickHits for a while. The NoxiousQH is only 5 minutes. the rest are 10 minutes.
Yeah I have now switched to trying these. No effects yet. I will still give it 2 more weeks.

I try these about 12 times a day
Quality over quantity.
It's not worth it to spend 2 hours a day doing this.
How do I increase quality? I am already laying down comfortably relaxed in the darkness counting backwards and counting breaths? and what about my cocaine question?
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