I've never actually done ecstasy, but I wanted to try rave anyway. The ecstasy dose is more of a sexual dose, and Rave is supposed to model ecstasy, so it's all very confusing.
I'm 16% into ecstasy right now, and I don't know if I feel different or not. I feel warmer, but I'm not sure if thats me or the dose. I also feel like i'm a little buzzed, but I'm not sure.
33% I'm feeling pretty euphoric, and a little more relaxed and cozy. I feel like I don't want to move, but I also have the urge to move around a little, its like one big circle.
47% I'm finding myself thinking about a lot of things in the past. Some of its kind of bringing me down, but some of its making me happy.
68% I know this will sound weird, but the euphoria with this dose isn't strong like Vico, or buzzy like Oxy, but it's a full body euphoria. It feels like my surroundings have more of an influence on my thoughts and actions, if that makes sense. I feel like I'm part of the things around me.
95% I feel very euphoric, almost disoriented, a little warm, and very comfortable. The dose is winding down, and I dont know what to say. I feel really good right now. I'll probably feel better when these headphones come off
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Forgot to add that. My emotions were always stronger than they would normally be. Being happy would make me laugh. If I was scared I was horrified. I felt connected to people somehow. It was weird.Noise wrote:sounds like you had a good experience. thanks for the write up. I had a similar experience, but it also made me feel a lot of empathy and connection with other people. like afterwards i could stay up all night talking.
Some people report a rush of energy and other stuff, but I just wanted to be with people and talk. Lasted about 45 minutes too.
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Try listening to rave music or something, it's amazing after taking the dose. It's like every beat flows through your emotions making you happier.cameraboirzu wrote:Forgot to add that. My emotions were always stronger than they would normally be. Being happy would make me laugh. If I was scared I was horrified. I felt connected to people somehow. It was weird.Noise wrote:sounds like you had a good experience. thanks for the write up. I had a similar experience, but it also made me feel a lot of empathy and connection with other people. like afterwards i could stay up all night talking.
Some people report a rush of energy and other stuff, but I just wanted to be with people and talk. Lasted about 45 minutes too.