Why am I so scared?

[Rotundo]

I first starting Dosing a couple days ago. I tried Marijuana one and had a feeling of dropping as if on one of those "Tower of Terror" rides. It was in the light though. When i do them, they seem to scare me more than do the desire effect.
Why is this?
I tried to Genesis today and it was awesome. Tied a blanket for my eyes and had some friends in the room who were playing Black Ops.
Any suggestions on how to fix this?

[Zukamimotu]

Like anything, friend. Keep at it. It won't scare you so much anymore. I've been dosing for around two years now, and I remember I was mortified my first time getting the effects. Keep convincing yourself that you'll turn out fine and eventually, you'll calm down. Then you can do the fun stuff, like mixing.

[Rotundo]

Like anything, friend. Keep at it. It won't scare you so much anymore. I've been dosing for around two years now, and I remember I was mortified my first time getting the effects. Keep convincing yourself that you'll turn out fine and eventually, you'll calm down. Then you can do the fun stuff, like mixing.

Wow man, thanks for the support. I will keep at it.
Any doses you suggest that are fun/good?

[owlmaid]

Just start slow. Do doses that sound good to you- not scary. I was scared when I started too. Remember if you ever do get really scared all you have to do is take off your headphones- it's not like taking a real drug in that sense. Maybe keep something comforting nearby- when I begin I kept an amulet near me. Maybe a favorite t-shirt or something like that and dose in a room you feel really comfortable in. Genesis is good for beginners, I remember when I started out I liked Absinthe a lot. It's not scary. Nitrous was fun and it's short, if you're looking for a quick happy high.
You might like Morphine a lot. Demerol is good too. Happy dosing!

[Zukamimotu]

I remember when I was starting out, I did nitrous on my friend's computer. I hadn't laughed like that in years. It's nice, since it's relatively weak, but it's fast. Content is really nice for beginners- even though it's kinda long, it makes me all numb and stuff. Feels really nice. But yeah, save some of the longer, harder ones for later.

Eventually, you'll get less scared. I did a mix of CocaineQH and MarijuanaQH earlier. It's been an interesting day. XD