My Experience Log

[Jessika]

Sooo..Hello!

My name is Jessika, and I'm a new I-Doser user. When I was in High School, I remember hearing about I-Doser and getting 'high' off of music. I thought the idea was silly, and never thought about it again until I stumbled on an I-Doser video on YouTube just yesterday. Seeing some of the reviews and video-log experiences sparked my curiosity (to say the least), so I decided to look into I-Doser.

I'm not coming into this skeptically. I'm the type of person that can be easily impressionable, and I tend to agree with things such as unexplained phenomena more quickly than others. I figure that my personality sets me up for success with I-Doser, so that's a plus. I like the concept of the whole thing, so I am very interested to see how these things work for me.

I am going to update this thread as often as I can by reporting my experiences and such for other users to see. I think it will be interesting for me to reflect on my experiences, as well as to share them with others. I would like to mention that, as of today (2/23/12) I am not experienced at all with I-Doser. For me, this means that I don't have the 'techniques' down. I'm not sure how to not-concentrate but concentrate enough to realize what's happening..to not focus on what's going..to not set myself up for a placebo effect. I figure after repeated attempts, etc, I will get better at this and therefore have better, more 'real' experiences. Because of that, the things that I will try will be tried and reported on multiple times until I feel that I have experienced everything the Dose has to offer.

So, here's the doses that I want to try/have tried. I will update with dates every time I try a dose on this list, reply to this thread with my experience (whether it's the first or the fourth), and will be constantly updating the list once I discover new things I want to try.

: For easy access to my most recent review/experience, click the highlighted date, which will send you right to the post in this thread for that specific experience.

Doses:
A-Bomb
Adrenochrome
After Math
Black Sunshine
Cliff Hanger
Cocaine
Crack (2/23/12)
Divinorium
Ecstasy
Hand of God
Heaven's Door
Heroin (2/25/12)
Inhalant
Marijuana
Masochist
Methadone
Peyote (2/24/12),(2/25/12)

*List will be updated every time a Dose is used. Will also be adding more Doses to the list as I complete Doses.
**PLEASE: Share your experiences with me as well! I am very interested in hearing what you have to say! Also, if you want to recommend a Dose to try, please do so! Any tips are also appreciated.

[Jessika]

Crack:

Crack / Recreational (Very Strong) / 30 Minutes / It’s a purified form of cocaine. Are you ready for the next level? The effects are produced in minutes, are intensely euphoric, and last between 20 and 30 minutes upon completion of the dose. The intense, short high is followed by a rapid and intense high that lasts about 5 to 7 minutes. There will first be euphoria with delusions and possible hallucinations. Get through the bump, though, and fall into bliss, with some jarring revelations, and a sometimes harsh comedown over the 30 minutes past mark. Not for the inexperienced.

Use #1 (2/23/12)
This morning before I went to sleep at around 4 am, I tried my first ever Dose, Crack. I know it says 'not for the inexperienced', but I'm not really one to follow directions to begin with, so I went ahead with this anyway. I tried to calm down, closed my eyes, etc. and started the Dose. The first thing I noticed was how hard it was for me to not focus on anything, not think, not concentrate. I also had trouble keeping my eyes completely closed. I had thought that my room would be dark enough so that it wouldn't be an issue, but it was.

At 7:49 into the Dose, I decided to start over. I put a pillow over my eyes, got completely comfortable, and started again. This time, things were different. As I listened to the Dose, I became cold, and then warmed. I felt my body twitch, which was weird for me but I got over it and just let it happen. Eventually, I started seeing lights and patterns behind my eyelids. Occasionally I saw a face, or what I thought was a face, but when I would focus on it, it would vanish. The biggest reaction I had was that I felt like I was melting. I was so warm and comfortable. It felt like the pillow over my eyes and forehead was massaging me, while the rest of my body melted and expanded into my bed. The colors I kept seeing were white and yellow. I felt some weird kind of electric zap in my spine, but it was a good feeling--not bad.

As the dose neared the end, I started hearing laughter. It wasn't my own, but I heard it. It sounded like a woman who was kind of manic. It wasn't a normal laugh, that's for sure. It wasn't really scary. It was just something I noticed, and this time when I focused on it, it got louder instead of fading away like the face had earlier. Once the laughter had gone away, I started hearing a man's voice saying "BuzzBuzzBuzz" over and over. I'm curious to know if this laugh and this man's voice are actually part of the Dose, and I was just focusing on them enough to pick up on them, or if they were things my brain had created.

Once the Dose started to end, I found myself sort of crushed. I didn't want it to end. When the music stopped completely, it was like I came to. I wasn't as 'melty' as before, and I wasn't as warm as I had been when using the Dose. I would have done the Dose over again, but it was already getting close to 5am at that point. My goal is to re-try this Dose and see if I can get a better experience from it, as well as note any new experiences/feelings, and whether some of the same things (the face, laughter, and "Buzz" guy) reoccur.

[randomdude93]

pretty cool experience there! the little auditory hallucinations sound kinda weirdish-but the relaxation part sounds awesome! I like getting relaxed from doses more than anything.

Can't wait to see your other reviews

[SadLittlePony]

well when you use this dose again you might actually recognize the triggers when listening and it will make the effects stronger. thats what i have noticed in my dosing. like a deep base tone usually gives me a deep sinking feel

[Jessika]

pretty cool experience there! the little auditory hallucinations sound kinda weirdish-but the relaxation part sounds awesome! I like getting relaxed from doses more than anything.

Can't wait to see your other reviews

Thank you for reading! Yes, I'm not sure if I was supposed to have auditory hallucinations or anything..since it was my first Dose. They were interesting though, that's for sure! I know that it wasn't anything in my house, since it was 4am, and no one else was awake.

well when you use this dose again you might actually recognize the triggers when listening and it will make the effects stronger. thats what i have noticed in my dosing. like a deep base tone usually gives me a deep sinking feel

Thank you for the advice! I figure with each time I do a Dose, I can only get 'better' at it. I'm glad to see that my idea is true for you! Can't wait to try it again.

[Jessika]

Peyote:

Peyote / Recreational (VERY VERY Strong) / 35 Minutes / If you are new to hallucinogenic experiences then we HIGHLY suggest starting with our TRIP dose. It is MUCH more mellow than Peyote. If you really want to fly through the outer stratosphere, then we are happy to offer you Peyote. We sent one of our senior techs to Amsterdam to sample some of the best Peyote in the world, equipped him with a laptop, and told him to write a dose that gets you as close as possible. He came back with this, and it BLEW OUR MINDS! Causes a mystical loss of oneself, disorientation of the senses, distortions in body image, distortions in perception, the inability to communicate and hyper suggestibility. A true altered state of consciousness, not a toy, not for the weak minded, not for MOST people. If you aren't ready, STAY AWAY! We warned you.

Use #1 (2/24/12)
I heard a lot about Peyote, and even though it wasn't on my list to try ASAP, I decided I would get my hands on it as soon as I could to test it out. My first experience with the Peyote Dose wasn't really what I had thought it would be, but it was still pretty cool to try. From what I've read, some people have had very vivid experiences, but mine was not as extreme.

There were these parts in the Dose that sounded as if there was a vacuum, and it would increase and decrease. While I focused on these sounds, I felt like my head was legit being vacuumed up into..something. It felt as if the right side of my head was being pulled to the left, kind of like a cartoon, and then being 'sucked up'. It was an extremely interesting feeling, and wasn't disconcerting at all.

I felt as though I had got 'sucked up' into somewhere, but it wasn't very clear to me because I found it hard to focus this time. When I could focus on the sounds, I would start seeing some kind of bird behind my eyelids. It was sort of like a peacock and an owl mixed together? I'm not sure. I could also see the tops of trees, or what I thought were trees, and I felt like I just HAD to find this bird. Every time I would, it would fly away..but then I'd end up finding it again, only for it to disappear.

The sensation I felt was as if I was floating. Not necessarily flying, because I feel like if I had felt that, I would be able to control where I went and make myself do things. I just kind of slowly went around these trees and stuff, and I didn't really control the direction on my own..I don't know. This was all a visual behind my eyelids, but the physical feelings were there too. My body felt weightless, and the head vacuum thing too.

Next time I try this dose, it will be at night (I just did this and it's 2:47 pm, so it's the afternoon). I'm hoping I'll be able to concentrate better and that visuals and sensations will be clearer to me. Plus, I want to find that damn bird.

[SadLittlePony]

Peyote is by far my top track to listen to but my highest recomendations are First Love and Adrenochrome. Thanks for the reviews once again I love hearing from others.

[MinsQ23]

Peyote is by far my top track to listen to but my highest recomendations are First Love and Adrenochrome. Thanks for the reviews once again I love hearing from others.

Peyote IS really the best! I don't know about First Love but i recommend Adrenochrome too, it just trips hard But i think Bufo(Toad could be worth testing

[Jessika]

Thanks for the suggestions! I may try Adrenochrome soon, but I'm kind of scared of it. Once I get over that (hopefully soon ) I'll try it and let you guys know how it went!

Bufo)Toad sounds interesting, so I may try that. I'll give First Love a try soon! It sounds less trippy and more calming than Peyote and Crack.. haha.

[randomdude93]

I think first love sounds pretty cool, I've heard cool things about it-going from happy to sad, feeling warm, etc.

[SadLittlePony]

If you read my first post and Ill quote it here.

First Love



Description: First Love / Sexual (VERY Strong) / 30 Minutes / The feeling of love is such a hard thing to definem so we will let you experience it yourself. We interviewed hundreds of epople to ask them how they felt, mentally and physically, when they first met the "one." We took all those experiences and feelings and packed them into the First Love dose. You will feel your heart sink, a gentle warming, some arousal, a feeling of well-being, and everything will just be brighter, more beautiful, because you you are in love... love struck by one of our more interesting and powerful doses.

Rating: 10/10

This is the last one I listened to right before I went to sleep. I saw it and I wanted to try it because I remember the feeling. I fell in love just not too long ago when someone I love a lot tracked me down and started talking to me after a long time of broken contact. I felt really good and he made me blush and flirt with him. So I decided to try it. I loved that feeling. The sound made a warm flushing feeling sooth me I just felt warm and comforted. I was also filled with giddy and excitment. I thought a lot about the people I love but mostly him. I thought about him kissing me on the cheek and then I blushed very hard. I felt a pressure in me head like all the blood was rushing there. I felt higly euphoric and uplifted. I never took the headphones off. I fell asleep promptly when the track finished.

I think the feeling of being love is my favorite thing in the world. I know im just a girl who probably just has girly fantasies but What I would give to be in love again and again and again. That is why I recomend it.

[Jessika]

I think the feeling of being love is my favorite thing in the world. I know im just a girl who probably just has girly fantasies but What I would give to be in love again and again and again. That is why I recomend it.

It's my favorite, too! And yes, I read your posts. I think your experience is awesome, and totally makes me want to try it. I remember watching a youtube video of someone that had just done it, and they were crying but didn't know why. Ahh, the effects of love!

[Jessika]

Peyote:

Peyote / Recreational (VERY VERY Strong) / 35 Minutes / If you are new to hallucinogenic experiences then we HIGHLY suggest starting with our TRIP dose. It is MUCH more mellow than Peyote. If you really want to fly through the outer stratosphere, then we are happy to offer you Peyote. We sent one of our senior techs to Amsterdam to sample some of the best Peyote in the world, equipped him with a laptop, and told him to write a dose that gets you as close as possible. He came back with this, and it BLEW OUR MINDS! Causes a mystical loss of oneself, disorientation of the senses, distortions in body image, distortions in perception, the inability to communicate and hyper suggestibility. A true altered state of consciousness, not a toy, not for the weak minded, not for MOST people. If you aren't ready, STAY AWAY! We warned you.

Use #2 (2/25/12)
So, I thought I'd revisit Peyote today, just because I wanted to see if I could have the same experience (or better) than last time.

Well, this time wasn't the same. I didn't get any closed eye visuals, as far as I can tell. A lot of this experience was focused on things such as the way my body felt. I was relaxed, and almost 10 minutes in I couldn't feel my body any more at all. I still knew where my body WAS, but I just couldn't..feel it. I didn't try to move at first, because I didn't want the effects to go away.

I remember starting the dose, but I'm not sure what happened to the time. I felt as though I had been there for hours, but once the Dose started winding down (last 30 seconds or so), I felt as though I had 'come back' to my body. It was a weird experience, for sure. I felt like I had been on a trip outside of myself, but I came back slowly. I don't remember anything about the time I had 'lost', but I don't care. It was super interesting! This time, when I did try to move, it felt as though my body was 'rippling' like Jello. I moved to turn off the Dose and got up.

Afterwards, I was talking to my boyfriend on the phone outside while having a cig, and I was really chilled out. I noticed how hyper and awake he was compared to me, and I also noticed that if I focused on one spot outside, it seemed like everything around it was shaking. When I would look somewhere else, though, it would go away until I focused again. This happened for a couple minutes.

When I got back inside, I got on the computer and my focus on the things I was looking at completely drew me in. I was on skype, and my boyfriend was talking to me, but I kept forgetting the things he said. Eventually, after 20 minutes of this, the effects wore off and I was back to 'normal'.

Though this experience wasn't nearly as 'trippy' as the first, I still feel like I got more out of this one. I'm very happy with Peyote, and plan on using it again once I try/revisit a few other Doses.

[Jessika]

Heroin:

Heroin / Recreational (VERY STRONG) / 30 Minutes / For a much stronger dose than our popular OPIUM, here is Heroin. We get constant reports of feeling a surge of euphoria rush accompanied by a warm flushing of the skin, a dry mouth, and heavy extremities. Following this initial euphoria, the user goes on the nod, an alternately wakeful and drowsy state. You will dream while awake, and be awake while you dream. Unlike any dose we have. If you have tried our opium dose, times it by ten and you are close. Just like the real thing, without the instant addiction and horrific side effects, but still strong beyond belief. New users please try Opium. Experts and those wishing to push the limits, we wish you luck. You'll need it.

Use #1 (2/25/12)
I wasn't very sure what to expect when I used this dose, but after my first experience with it, I love it!

This dose is one that really followed the description. My experience was NOT placebo, because I try to make it a point not to read the descriptions until AFTER I Dose. This makes it easier for me to not 'expect' anything, which helps me Dose better.

Anyway, I felt almost all of the things mentioned in the description. The first thing I felt was extreme warmness, which was kind of like being under the water in a hot tub. My body felt very heavy, but it was very pleasant. I also started to feel very tired and relaxed. I did notice that my mouth got very dry, but I think this may have just been because I was breathing out of my mouth.. Keep your mouth open for half an hour and breathe without swallowing/salivating, and your mouth WILL get dry.

Once I realized my mouth was dry, I tried to breathe out of my nose. It was difficult for me to do during this dose, though. I didn't feel comfortable with my mouth shut. It was waaaay more relaxing to have my mouth open.

Once I figured out my breathing situation, I got back into the Dose..and all I can say is WOW!

At certain parts during the dose, my heart would begin to pound very, very fast. Then, all of the sudden, I'd feel as if my whole body was spinning as if I was rolling down a hill. It was very strange. The Dose would 'calm down' and the spinning would go away, as well as the fast heart beat..but once it picked back up again, it would do the same as before. This happened all throughout the dose, and I was super tempted to just reset the dose again because I absolutely loved it!

Instead, I went to sleep feeling so warm and comfortable. I had a VERY vivid dream last night, following this Dose. I remember every detail and conversation. The colors in the dream were also insanely vivid..almost hard to 'look' at. It was awesome!

Can't wait to try this dose again. If you want something to get you ready for bed, but with a slightly strong effect, try Heroin!

[SadLittlePony]

Haha sounds like the Peyote is doing its job though.

I love how you described the heroine. it actually makes me want to grab this dose. sadly im out of money at the moment. but hey when i get paid its on. I love to relax and chill. It always helps my video gaming