I-Doser side effect? Possibly....
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I-Doser side effect? Possibly....
SO. I have been dosing for a genuinely....decent? amount of time.. about two months, the thing is, After I tried a dose called "Adrenochrome" I'm gonna skip everything except for how and what I noticed, this dose made me EXTREMELY paranoid the NEXT DAY. not only a few hours past, but. a whole 24 hours after dosing, WELL. what I just happened to notice was... I don't know.. they seem be most resemble the black wooden "shadow figure" cutouts that people put by their tree to make it look like it was a person leaning onto their tree. well.. Because of the extreme paranoia, I couldn't stop looking everywhere (NOTE: I was seeing these....things. before adrenochrome, but adrenochrome allowed me to fully realize what I was seeing), when I started looking around everywhere I noticed these.. shadowy pure black "Slenderman-esqe" figures,HUMAN FIGURES. very VERY tall and lanky... I knew My mind wasn't playing tricks because I could look these things straight on. before they seem to notice that Im looking at it and disappears just a split-second later, these... demons.. whatever they are. I will be looking down the road completely straight and see one of these figures within 45° degrees or less to my right or left, I will see it, it will see me and manage to completely disappear a split-second later, right after I manage to look at it straight on. I see these figures as limp body's.. hanging by the neck off of something.. I don't know what they're hanging by.. it's purely black. no color. I will see these swinging figures.. hanging off of telephone poles.. where they're I'd nothing but BLUE sky behind it! where does a pure black figure appear from that? ....I don't know... these things are either following behind me, or just about about 75 yards ahead of me waiting for me to look at it... no matter where these or THIS thing is it is always facing towards me. never sideways. these figures don't have any human features besides the shape too. just.. pure black as if they were flat wood and painted over with black....I've seen these things ever since I started using I-Doser, I've just never fully realized what these things were until I used Adrenochrome,now I constantly see them. atleast when I'm using I-Doser, if I stop dosing on anything/everything they seem to either tone down, or disappear completely, What really concerned me as this being a side effect is the fact that my friend whom I introduced to I-Doser, (Formally atleast), he mentioned seeing and describing the same black figures as me, explaining how they behave with him, EXACTLY. like the ones I see,
even down to the behavior. we NEVER mentioned anything about everyday life with I-Dosing tapes, until he got concerned and explained the same things I was seeing, he didn't believe me, I convinced him, Im going to try an experiment to see if he goes off of I-Doser while I'm on, if his disappear and mine precede, then I'll go without for a week, and so forth and whatnot, I'll be making updates.. this is a social experiment of my own doing... anyone who seems interested in this let me know, I can explain it more, really the only reason I posted this is because I see these.. things... everywhere. outside or inside. And they seem to want to case me bodily harm, if they even can, I don't know.. I haven't let one come close enough to see... If anyone is more than interested, I'll be making updates to the experiment, ~Clax
even down to the behavior. we NEVER mentioned anything about everyday life with I-Dosing tapes, until he got concerned and explained the same things I was seeing, he didn't believe me, I convinced him, Im going to try an experiment to see if he goes off of I-Doser while I'm on, if his disappear and mine precede, then I'll go without for a week, and so forth and whatnot, I'll be making updates.. this is a social experiment of my own doing... anyone who seems interested in this let me know, I can explain it more, really the only reason I posted this is because I see these.. things... everywhere. outside or inside. And they seem to want to case me bodily harm, if they even can, I don't know.. I haven't let one come close enough to see... If anyone is more than interested, I'll be making updates to the experiment, ~Clax
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I'd get myself checked out for psychosis if I were you.
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This is the thing. I stop seeing them when I stop using I-Doser, they start when I start, & it might be an actual side affect because my friend is experiencing the same exact thing as me, under the almost EXACT same conditions as I am, what are the odds of him also having the same exact mental disorder triggered by the same thing, under the same conditions.. I mean.. those odds have to be completely astronomical, This is why I say that it is a possible side effect. ~Clax
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I saw a similar figure one time while I was going through "sleep paralysis" I felt it was a slender, dark female creature who wished to harm me, but I don't know if she was able.
I don't know if this was an actual entity or figment of my brain.
I don't know if this was an actual entity or figment of my brain.
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I think doing meditative exercises opens up the chakras and possibly you could have had a kundalini awakening. Google that and see if any of that makes sense to you.
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Personally I would lay off the I-doser for a while and look up how to do "grounding" exercises.
People need to know what's going on with these I-doser sessions. It's really an advanced form of meditation but it can take you farther than what you're spiritually ready for. It's not always safe and psychoses can develop. Like I said, lay off the I-doser and learn about grounding techniques.
Read this topic. It's possible you are over stimulating your "third eye."
http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=10280
People need to know what's going on with these I-doser sessions. It's really an advanced form of meditation but it can take you farther than what you're spiritually ready for. It's not always safe and psychoses can develop. Like I said, lay off the I-doser and learn about grounding techniques.
Read this topic. It's possible you are over stimulating your "third eye."
http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=10280
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SpaceMiNd & steadyeddie, SpaceMiNd) Thank you for this suggestion but I'm doing some heavy research before anything, steadyeddie) Your post and link had more to do with my...."problem"? more than anybody else. so my attention is mainly devoted to you, first order if business is I found out that the over stimulation of the pineal gland is actually growth, because there have been experiments where they exposed people's pineal glands to vibrations and resonances to stimulate it's growth and growth was recorded, but as a side effect of the growth the people reported seeing shadows, figures even, & auras that weren't there, this fits me and my friend fit that part perfectly, but if that's the case... what would cause this? why would it cause it? how? and is it good or bad? are you not supposed to cross certain spiritual boundaries? are these guards so to speak to keep you from crossing the boundary any further? they seem to be ominous they don't want to harm me soo much as warm me.. I was whispered to me from them.. only once. but I heard (in a voice I've never heard before) "No further...." and the they just stopped, I haven't seen one since I stopped using I-Doser, I took that as a big enough warning... I'm going to be trying it again to see if it gets worse or if I get whispered to again.. warned even... I'm heavily interested in this.. his is absolutely incredible if this beyond the boundary stay can actually achieve something worth while.. wish me luck! anymore help or comments about where I should stop would be helpful..... ~ Clax
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Be careful and try to research all you can before going any further. In fact, I'm really curious as to why you want to go further with this. Nothing good ever happens to people who see shadow figures, you realize this?
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I know I'm going to be doing as much research as possible, thank you for the concerns though, I want to go further into because... well why not?, Right? These sound frequencys can cause this right? so who's to say that those same sounds in a different frequency can "cure" it? but I'm more interested in why they/it warned me... as if something would happen if I kept on trying I-Doser.. are they trying to protect me from something? do they not want me to go near this something? either way. if it's good or bad, I'm curious as to why they are trying to steer me away from it? what is it? how could it harm me soo much that even these ominous evil seeming... creatures.. were trying to warn me of it, It might do me more harm than good.. but they don't scare me anymore I can just walk right through them/it and they'll vaporize and appear somewhere else,
They talk to sometimes to, one if them whispered to me "No further" I mean if these things are evil.. what's to say that they're trying to keep me from something good? useful and of value? I don't know but I want to find out, I can already feel that this road will only lead me to a place that I will not enjoy, But ive already set foot upon the the road.. I must follow the path I've chosen.. ~ Clax
They talk to sometimes to, one if them whispered to me "No further" I mean if these things are evil.. what's to say that they're trying to keep me from something good? useful and of value? I don't know but I want to find out, I can already feel that this road will only lead me to a place that I will not enjoy, But ive already set foot upon the the road.. I must follow the path I've chosen.. ~ Clax
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steadyeddie wrote:Personally I would lay off the I-doser for a while and look up how to do "grounding" exercises.
People need to know what's going on with these I-doser sessions. It's really an advanced form of meditation but it can take you farther than what you're spiritually ready for. It's not always safe and psychoses can develop. Like I said, lay off the I-doser and learn about grounding techniques.
Read this topic. It's possible you are over stimulating your "third eye."
http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=10280
You sir are a truly well rounded individual ! To come onto a forum about Binaurals, and help educate people on the spirituality beyond the binaural ( enhanced meditations ) is really pretty awesome in my opinion. I did know opening yourself up spiritually in any way can sometimes happen too quickly, but I didn't even think that could be caused by binaurals for whatever reason, and because this slipped my mind certain things have been out of focus since I became a heavy Doser. I think its time for me to reinforce what I believe in meditation I learned only the basics growing up, and I always knew there was more to learn. So thank you for the link
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I don't know about all that, but I've been experimenting with binaurals since bwgen came out. And also been into yoga, meditation, self-hypnosis, kundalini, reiki, etc. There's more than a little overlap here. Binaurals, as you put, can definitely enhance meditation. I'm concerned for the original poster. Before he goes trying to play with madness, he needs to learn some grounding techniques. I can't say whether the "shadows" are actual spiritual entities or manifestations of his psyche, but he needs to be careful.
That said, I come here to this forum to seek discussion on binaurals in general. I wish that bwgen was available for iOS, as I don't like being stuck to anyone else's idea of frequencies. Personally, I'm a bit disappointed that this technology is being used less for "enhanced meditations" and more for a "buzz." And further, I'm frankly not that impressed with the i-doser programs, at least the ones I've tried.
That said, I come here to this forum to seek discussion on binaurals in general. I wish that bwgen was available for iOS, as I don't like being stuck to anyone else's idea of frequencies. Personally, I'm a bit disappointed that this technology is being used less for "enhanced meditations" and more for a "buzz." And further, I'm frankly not that impressed with the i-doser programs, at least the ones I've tried.
LucidGamer wrote: You sir are a truly well rounded individual ! To come onto a forum about Binaurals, and help educate people on the spirituality beyond the binaural ( enhanced meditations ) is really pretty awesome in my opinion. I did know opening yourself up spiritually in any way can sometimes happen too quickly, but I didn't even think that could be caused by binaurals for whatever reason, and because this slipped my mind certain things have been out of focus since I became a heavy Doser. I think its time for me to reinforce what I believe in meditation I learned only the basics growing up, and I always knew there was more to learn. So thank you for the link
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Are you sure you are not taking real drugs?
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The only thing that I've done that you can consider a drug is ibuprofen.
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Any updates?
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Yes. Actually, I'm quite sorry I've been a bit busy, But I stopped I-Doser since that happened, atleast until a week ago, the 14th to be exact and I've been doing it, I still see the shadow figures.. but very rarely and not in as much detail or frequency as I used to. I just tried Adrenochrome though, I just came back from a brisk walk & they're appearing in more frequencies, detail, & honestly seem to be a bit cocky and humorous instead of dark and menacing like before, if I feel that they're watching me from one direction they'll trade places before I can tell if they were actually there or not. then I'll look back and they'll be right in front of me scaring the ever living shit out of me, making me fall on my ass sometimes, then they'll almost flaunt the fact that they scared me by appearing far out and randomly appearing in different spots,
as fat as they possibly can before completely disappearing for about a half hour, they're almost making me laugh at how these things are actually developing sense of humor..... kind of creepy too though...
as fat as they possibly can before completely disappearing for about a half hour, they're almost making me laugh at how these things are actually developing sense of humor..... kind of creepy too though...