White Crosses and Black Sunshine
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 2:26 pm
I have been wanting to try these two for quite along time. I see they gain a lot of praise and I wanted to know why. I wanted to know about them. The names alone remind me of the song "Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden" Here is the breakdown of the two doses as listed in the store.
W Crosses
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White Crosses / Recreational (VERY STRONG) / 30 Minutes / White Crosses is a strange one. When the team that invented this dose showed it at our monthy dose meeting, it was greeted with a bunch of confused faces. Describe it, we said. OK. White Crosses is a simple stimulant that brings a sense of euphoria, openness, and intellectual expansion. There can be a mild psychedelic component as the new user feels they see the world a little differently. The sensation of mind-expansion and openness quickly fade after the first few uses and physical and mental stimulation dominate the experiential effects. It is a hybrid designer dose for experienced users. Fine. When we put on the headphones, and White Crosses finished, we couldn't believe it. This underground bastard-dose that has been talked about in the halls of I-Doser Labs turned out to blow the minds of everyone who tried it. THAT says a lot for White Crosses.
I really didn't know what to expect as they were vague and don't clearly tell you what your going to feel. And if you looking to get high stop reading and gtfo. These doses were extremely intellectual. Thoughts, Ideas, Memories.BlackSunshine
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Black Sunshine / Recreational (VERY STRONG) / 35 Minutes / You know a dose is good when all of a sudden our email box is spammed with high regards for a specific dose. That happened when White Crosses was released, another popular dose of ours. All everyone could talk about was White Crosses. Black Sunshine can be considered our first sequel dose. From the team who created White Crosses, comes BLACK SUNSHINE. They said they could do a dose just as good or better than White Crosses, and everybody laughed. Well, THEY DID IT! BLACK SUNSHINE is the anti-stimulant. I wish we could easily put into words what this dose does, but it is so beyond words... let's try: It takes your brain and twists it so that everything shines with a beautiful glow, then it goes beyond and reverses all that glow deep inside you. There is no sunshine when you are looking face to face with your soul, and Black Sunshine puts you in a room with your soul and lets you two talk it out, but without talking. Communicating, with yourself, but so deep under you will strain to remember. Highly advanced, this dose attempts to bring you further under than any dose before it. Be warned, this is not a dose for everyone. If you aren't sure, stick to the lighter, more earthly, doses. A dose that can't be described. BLACK SUNSHINE.
I was actually looking to get high. I wasn't feeling too good about myself and wanted to just vanish for a little bit. I decided to try White Crosses and Black Sunshine. I am not sure if it is a good idea yet but this is the results. I put my headphones on, Swiveled around and grabbed my Plushy as normal. I hit play and I am greeted with a fast energetic wave.
This dose changed frequently and heard it the whole time. I never lost myself in the dose. This was the interesting part. However I did have... a revelation. It was a place of zen. Like one of those sand gardens in my mind. It was very visual. As if I was dreaming while I was awake. I would like to describe it all but I don't want to make this one too long. I saw a mans shoes.
I looked up, saw his legs, bent at the knees. He was sitting. I look higher, he has a belly, his arm on the back of the seat. He is sitting on a bench. I finally see his face. It was my father. He spoke to me "It's OK, I still love you." And I began to run to him. By the time I made it to him I was a little girl. His daughter with tears in my eyes crying the words "I love you too Daddy!"
He faded into a mist as I grasped his leg to hug him and I saw all of my friends and family from long past with their heads bowed. It was a strange feeling. After a moment I notice their heads are bowed because they are weeping. I turn around and there is a casket. I am the body inside. My body opened its eyes and looked at me and the dose ended.
Now I opted to do white crosses because Black Sunshine seemed nifty but it was the "sequel" Yet I was nearly traumatized from White Crosses. I never wanted to cry so badly in my life and I felt so open emotionally. I clicked onto Black Sunshine and hit play. This is the one that really bothered me.
I don't remember it at all. The time that I put the headphones on to the time I took them off is completely lost. I have no memory of what happened at all. If you were to ask me if I even played it I couldn't tell you at all. But after that 35 mins of nothing The feelings of White Crosses were locked. I became completely aware of everything. Quick to react. Minutes felt like hours, hours days, and the day an eternity.
Once again I am not sure what I experienced but it was like nothing else. Just thinking of my father like that still makes my cry. My day at work went completely smooth. Fast and calculated. I give these doses a 11/10. No that is not a mistake its really 11. I don't recommend them. But the experience was like no other.
I would like to hear more of your exps. please! 
I wasn't so much a fan of Orgasm as I was of First Love, Ecstasy, and Masochist. Orgasming is nice but I thing the during feeling when your on edge feels so much more awesome.
