Not sure if i am feeling actual i-doser effects...
Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2012 7:49 pm
I have been I-dosing for some time now, and the only dose that i have gotten possible legitimate results from was EcstasyQh. When i do this dose nothing happens to me for the entire dose, but when the dose is completely finished, and i have been been unmoving for about 20 seconds i feel an insane tingling begin in my legs and work it's way through my entire body getting stronger as it goes. i have had it get so strong that my eyes actually began to roll back into my head and started twitching uncontrollably. It feels amazing
Now this may seem like there is no problem, but i began to have doubts when i later realized that i can almost completely recreate this feeling without i-doser. It is extremely difficult for me to explain but if i tense up the right muscles in my lower body (not even remotely sure which ones) i begin to have the same effect, but not quite as strong. Is it possible that i was just doing this on accident after a dose one day, and all the meditation of listening to the dose just made it stronger, or is this the actual dose, and i just somehow remembered the feeling and am able to recreate it?
any ideas are welcome
Now this may seem like there is no problem, but i began to have doubts when i later realized that i can almost completely recreate this feeling without i-doser. It is extremely difficult for me to explain but if i tense up the right muscles in my lower body (not even remotely sure which ones) i begin to have the same effect, but not quite as strong. Is it possible that i was just doing this on accident after a dose one day, and all the meditation of listening to the dose just made it stronger, or is this the actual dose, and i just somehow remembered the feeling and am able to recreate it?
any ideas are welcome