hand of god (not sure how this happened)
Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2012 5:11 pm
I have been I-Dosing on and off for about a year now with little success. Still I bought the iPhone app anyway because the one effect I had managed to have on Ecstasy was great. So after trying most of the doses on the app, I finally decided to try Hand of God, which i had been avoiding because I have heard good and bad stories about it. Honestly I didn't think anything much would happen, so I let my mind wander while the dose played. I eventually found myself thinking that if I found myself in God's presence I would bow down and lift my arms with my palms toward God (i have no idea why i was thinking about this, maybe it was the dose). suddenly I felt my right hand begin to lift off of my bed like it was being pulled up very very slowly, I began to think this was just my brain acting up since I was so desperate for something to happen. I decided to returned my focus to the dose, but my hand kept rising, and now I could feel it was entirely off of my bed and my arm was beginning to rise as well. At this point I began to believe this might be the dose because the feeling of not being able to move that I get while dosing was still there (it usually goes away if i move at all). as the final five minutes of the song hit (I am guestimating here) my arm was fully off my bed up to my elbow, and i felt my hand begin to slowly flip over. It felt like my arm was part of some rusty old machine that needed oiling, just barely moving. finally when the dose was over I took my eye-cover off and immediately looked at my arm, and it was in fact off my bed with the palm facing the heavens, and i still couldn't move it. this continued for about the next five minutes where it remained paralyzed in that position even though I was up and walking around, knowing of nothing else to do I took a bunch of pictures so that I will never forget that moment although, even now I am doubting whether this was my brain making this happen or the dose...or God. 
it really didn't take that long, i am reasonably fast at typing, and i did not type this while my arm was still paralyzed, but that was a good one Sadlittlepony.