Binaural Forum

First off, hi! I'm Persephone, and I've had drug addictions since I was 16 (24 now). I've done just about everything you can imagine, with major addictions to Cocaine, Heroin, and of course Speedballing (always with a LOT of coke, and either Oxy or H). The I Doser "Speedballing" is converting to MP3 for me right now, and I'll try that just before bed, like I would normally with the real deal.

But my favorite drug of all time is Molly (MDMA).
So of course, Ecstasy was my first hit! This was my first time trying I Doser, and I came into it very, very pessimistic. Even the real MDMA hasn't had much of an effect on me the last two times I tried it So I thought sure, nothing would happen.

Boy was I in for a hell of a surprise. I was ready for bed at 1am, but figured I'd give the EcstasyQH a try, since it was only 10 minutes long. I hadn't yet figured out how to work the MP3 Background, so I just gave the file alone a try. My headphones are of medium-high quality (skull candies, $85, Best Buy... I love em), and my volume was somewhat high, but I had no complaints.

So I press play. At this point in the game, I'm not really sure if I should close my eyes, or keep reading about I Doser... whatever. I end up just fiddling around on 'teh webz'. Within seconds, I'm in a trance. Heavy, warm waves slowly make their way from my fingertips, up my arms, both up and down my spinal cord, and my whole body just feels like an Ice Cream Bazooka Chocolate Chip Cookie. Warm, but cold, and perfect, and I was melting in this awesomeness... quite frankly, I haven't felt that since the first time I tried Molly. Took me right back. I played it out, and was sad when I saw that it only had like :30 left. After it was over, I took my headphones off, and I could still hear the rush from the track (pattern). That lasted about a minute. Then got up to make some hot chocolate with marshmallows (which was PERFECT for this, btw), and just when I started to think it was over, I picked up my favorite, softest scarf to put it away... and the second I touched it, fell in LOVE. So it's been about 40 minutes now. No more waves, but still pretty dang happy. And my scarf is still wrapped around my neck, and covering my lips (feels rad on my lips).

This is the best thing to ever happen to my recreational drug life. No more dropping $300 a week on stupid drugs from sketchy people, with a crummy comedown. I can do this around my boyfriend without him wigging out on me. How did I not know about this sooner?!

<3

PS, I plan to log a lot.
Is there a journal type place on these forums where I can store them, without having to create obnoxious n00b threads?

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thanks :] I think I'll make like a tumblr or something?

I have tried several Doses and nothing has really blown my mind yet, but I think I will buy EcstacyQH now and give it a try! Have you tried the Marijuana dose yet? It's the only drug I've taken in real life and I read some time ago that if you're taken the drug before, the I-Dose should be more effective.

great to see youve found it just going to say think its brilliant that youve given it a try and like it this way rather than taking the actual physocal drug, good for you

Yes welcome we are happy you are enjoying it here, with practice dosing gets stronger and better so keep at it. Make sure you get premium too as you can mix mp3 and have many other awesome features included in the program. For the price of a video game you can become the video game. What doses do you currently have and tried? Just interested because of the sweet review you wrote.

lol, I listened to just over a minute of full length ecstasy and the effects came on REALLY fast, that's when I pulled out my earphones coz I'm a pussy

more please. I like the icecreamfeeling D:

Persephone wrote:First off, hi! I'm Persephone, and I've had drug addictions since I was 16 (24 now). I've done just about everything you can imagine, with major addictions to Cocaine, Heroin, and of course Speedballing (always with a LOT of coke, and either Oxy or H). The I Doser "Speedballing" is converting to MP3 for me right now, and I'll try that just before bed, like I would normally with the real deal.

But my favorite drug of all time is Molly (MDMA).
So of course, Ecstasy was my first hit! This was my first time trying I Doser, and I came into it very, very pessimistic. Even the real MDMA hasn't had much of an effect on me the last two times I tried it So I thought sure, nothing would happen.

Boy was I in for a hell of a surprise. I was ready for bed at 1am, but figured I'd give the EcstasyQH a try, since it was only 10 minutes long. I hadn't yet figured out how to work the MP3 Background, so I just gave the file alone a try. My headphones are of medium-high quality (skull candies, $85, Best Buy... I love em), and my volume was somewhat high, but I had no complaints.

So I press play. At this point in the game, I'm not really sure if I should close my eyes, or keep reading about I Doser... whatever. I end up just fiddling around on 'teh webz'. Within seconds, I'm in a trance. Heavy, warm waves slowly make their way from my fingertips, up my arms, both up and down my spinal cord, and my whole body just feels like an Ice Cream Bazooka Chocolate Chip Cookie. Warm, but cold, and perfect, and I was melting in this awesomeness... quite frankly, I haven't felt that since the first time I tried Molly. Took me right back. I played it out, and was sad when I saw that it only had like :30 left. After it was over, I took my headphones off, and I could still hear the rush from the track (pattern). That lasted about a minute. Then got up to make some hot chocolate with marshmallows (which was PERFECT for this, btw), and just when I started to think it was over, I picked up my favorite, softest scarf to put it away... and the second I touched it, fell in LOVE. So it's been about 40 minutes now. No more waves, but still pretty dang happy. And my scarf is still wrapped around my neck, and covering my lips (feels rad on my lips).

This is the best thing to ever happen to my recreational drug life. No more dropping $300 a week on stupid drugs from sketchy people, with a crummy comedown. I can do this around my boyfriend without him wigging out on me. How did I not know about this sooner?!

<3

PS, I plan to log a lot.
Is there a journal type place on these forums where I can store them, without having to create obnoxious n00b threads?

Lol, we only can do these "n00b" threads. However, with enough creativity, you can do what many I-Dosers do and set-up massive reviews, in which you review multiple doses and place them all in one post. Creating a sort of folder. Like this (http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic. ... ony#p50854)
Happy Dosing - SpaceMiNd