Had way to FREAKY of an experience.
Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2014 1:20 am
I had a two very strange experiences. After many many attempts of dosing, I think i finally had a breakthough, a freaky one.. TWICE.. This happened a week or so ago and I haven't been able to get it off my mind so i figured i would share with you and hopefully someone has had a similar account.
Btw, this story is seriously Trippy and hopefully not confusing for you all.
I was trying the dose I believe it was peyote..and mid dose or I don't even know when in the dose it was, because I faded out into a hard trance or sleep like state, but i felt someone rubbing my body! it felt good, it was comforting! I had a t shirt over my eyes and was still in a deep trance state and I somehow just automatically knew it was a girl rubbing my body.and it felt SO REAL. and out of no where I snapped out of my trance and thought "omg i am home alone, and someone is TOUCHING ME. OMG THIS IS REAL. I can still feel it" so I threw the headphones off and ripped the t shirt off my eyes and the room was dark, so in the most frightened state of mind i scrambled to hit the lights. As a hit the lights, there was a random girl in my bed! and she was smiling at me. I was freaking the f**** out! My heart was going insane. I started shouting at her asking her how she got in here and who is she. she said "I come in at night and watch you sleep sometimes, but tonight i felt like touching you." Typing this s*** gives me chills thinking about it. But anyone I grabbed her out of my bed forcefuly and told her im calling the police and wasnt letting go of her till they got here. thats when she started hitting me, she was punching me in the face violently and then everything started to go black.
and then BOOM, I instantly was back in my bed with the headphones on and t shirt over my eyes. I spawled up immediately with a extreme shortness of breath and a hot sweaty feeling. I was so scared but so relieved to know ALL of that ^^^^ wasnt real. But it felt SO DAMN REAL. it wasn't like a dream. It wasn't anything like a fog or blur of conversation and imagery like dreams are. It was linear, straightforward conversation, crystal clear imagery, I perfectly remember every word, every detail to it. I was there!
I feel as if I almost had a Astral projection perhaps? But I never saw my body lying sleeping on the bed or anything, or felt as if i can fly, Or as if i wasnt human, Cause I was human, I was me.
This has happened twice to me btw, the second time wasn't anything as creepy or frightening, the 2nd time I just snapped out of a Binaural beat in very real like state again, and was walking around my room and I felt dizzy and I wasn't able to stand or Walk and everything was spinning and fear set into me again, I thought it was some crazy effects the dose did and i was schocked that it was happening and I started screaming and shouting and hitting into everything and then once again my vision dwindled away and I was screaming I was blind and coudn't see. And then BAM! i snapped back out and was truly in reality shakened up.. My mouth was wide open when I woke up this time though. My jaw hurt. I think i was shouting or doing something strange while in the trance, not sure though..
Any insight???????????????? Thanks for reading.
Btw, this story is seriously Trippy and hopefully not confusing for you all.
I was trying the dose I believe it was peyote..and mid dose or I don't even know when in the dose it was, because I faded out into a hard trance or sleep like state, but i felt someone rubbing my body! it felt good, it was comforting! I had a t shirt over my eyes and was still in a deep trance state and I somehow just automatically knew it was a girl rubbing my body.and it felt SO REAL. and out of no where I snapped out of my trance and thought "omg i am home alone, and someone is TOUCHING ME. OMG THIS IS REAL. I can still feel it" so I threw the headphones off and ripped the t shirt off my eyes and the room was dark, so in the most frightened state of mind i scrambled to hit the lights. As a hit the lights, there was a random girl in my bed! and she was smiling at me. I was freaking the f**** out! My heart was going insane. I started shouting at her asking her how she got in here and who is she. she said "I come in at night and watch you sleep sometimes, but tonight i felt like touching you." Typing this s*** gives me chills thinking about it. But anyone I grabbed her out of my bed forcefuly and told her im calling the police and wasnt letting go of her till they got here. thats when she started hitting me, she was punching me in the face violently and then everything started to go black.
and then BOOM, I instantly was back in my bed with the headphones on and t shirt over my eyes. I spawled up immediately with a extreme shortness of breath and a hot sweaty feeling. I was so scared but so relieved to know ALL of that ^^^^ wasnt real. But it felt SO DAMN REAL. it wasn't like a dream. It wasn't anything like a fog or blur of conversation and imagery like dreams are. It was linear, straightforward conversation, crystal clear imagery, I perfectly remember every word, every detail to it. I was there!
I feel as if I almost had a Astral projection perhaps? But I never saw my body lying sleeping on the bed or anything, or felt as if i can fly, Or as if i wasnt human, Cause I was human, I was me.
This has happened twice to me btw, the second time wasn't anything as creepy or frightening, the 2nd time I just snapped out of a Binaural beat in very real like state again, and was walking around my room and I felt dizzy and I wasn't able to stand or Walk and everything was spinning and fear set into me again, I thought it was some crazy effects the dose did and i was schocked that it was happening and I started screaming and shouting and hitting into everything and then once again my vision dwindled away and I was screaming I was blind and coudn't see. And then BAM! i snapped back out and was truly in reality shakened up.. My mouth was wide open when I woke up this time though. My jaw hurt. I think i was shouting or doing something strange while in the trance, not sure though..
Any insight???????????????? Thanks for reading.
