Binaural Forum

ok hey, im aaron
this is my first post
not becuase im new to i-doser
but just because i never felt liek registering untill now

ok, so last night my friend spent the night over my house and i tried genesis. i layed in my bed for a whiel nice and relaxed and i was counting down and pictureing myself climbing a rope. hand over hand stuff and that seemed to get my mind off of distractions. i felt something building a few times and right before i felt it getting like a heavier feeling i always had to swallow for some reason, i dont know why. so after about like 10-15 of some feelings and a little tingling in my eyes (which were shut) i opened them to see if i was like completly fine, and i lok over at my friend and was like "i dont think anythings happening" and just as i said that i saw a small light flash very quickly out of the corner of my eye. it scared the shit out of me for some reason. i saw this a few times in my room. my body was shaking and i was VERY cold. i threw the headphones off and mad emy friend turn the lights on. for some reaso i was like petrafied! so i walked into my other room (which was completly dark) because i was cold so i wanted a blanket and i walked in there and like i just remeber being scared as hell so i ran back and my friend was like "what?!?" and iw as liek cd00d its soo fkn scary!!! i dno, it just kind of kept going on, i was scared to be in dark places cuz these little light flashes were scaring me for some reason. i dno retarted

any one elese have any expericne liekt this?
very cold, very scared for no reason?

I never tried it but it sounds pretty intense, I might try it tonight or something.

I've had that feeling of having to swallow around the same time you described. Not with this dose, but with others constantly. I wonder why that is...

that having to swallow is usually a placebo for getting excited. I get that on a lot of doses because you get excited that it might work.

Yeah I experienced that same feeling with black sunshine. Sometime towards the end of the dose (maybe 3/4ths or so) I heard some sound in my environment, and I just went into this state of paranoia. I felt like I was on the edge of a heart attack, I was so scared, and I kept opening and closing my door, and even though it was like 70 degrees, I was freezing.