A little update
Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2016 1:35 am
I'm not sure how many of you will remember, but at the end of December I posted here. I pretty much said that the doses wern't working for me, and I was sad about it. A few nights after I made that post, I uninstalled I doser and forgot about it until last night. Last night, I was having some trouble sleeping, as I always do, and decided to give it a try again. I tried "Zero Gravity" thinking that it would be like normal, and I was shocked.
See, before when I did doses, I tried to keep my mind from wandering. Whenever a thought would pop into my head I'd think "No, stop it!" and maybe that's why nothing was working. Because this time, I let my mind wander. I let it think about whatever it wanted to think about, and I felt much different. My body was numb, and it seemed like the bed dissipated from under me. I kept seeing me floating in the cosmos in my head. It was unlike anything that I've ever experienced, and it's actually hard to exactly explain how I felt.
After that, I decided to try "Budder" just now, and same thing. I let my mind wander, and I felt the same. That's where my problem comes in. Those two doses felt relatively the same. I'm not an expert, but I'm confident in saying that I don't think that should have happened. What I'm thinking is that the first few times I tried, I wasn't getting anything. This time, I'm getting a bit of it, but not quite all of it. Maybe some day in the future I'll get all of it? I don't know.
What do you guys think? I'll be eagerly refreshing this page waiting to read your thoughts. Don't be afraid to post what you think down below. Thanks in advance, and Happy dosing guys!
See, before when I did doses, I tried to keep my mind from wandering. Whenever a thought would pop into my head I'd think "No, stop it!" and maybe that's why nothing was working. Because this time, I let my mind wander. I let it think about whatever it wanted to think about, and I felt much different. My body was numb, and it seemed like the bed dissipated from under me. I kept seeing me floating in the cosmos in my head. It was unlike anything that I've ever experienced, and it's actually hard to exactly explain how I felt.
After that, I decided to try "Budder" just now, and same thing. I let my mind wander, and I felt the same. That's where my problem comes in. Those two doses felt relatively the same. I'm not an expert, but I'm confident in saying that I don't think that should have happened. What I'm thinking is that the first few times I tried, I wasn't getting anything. This time, I'm getting a bit of it, but not quite all of it. Maybe some day in the future I'll get all of it? I don't know.
What do you guys think? I'll be eagerly refreshing this page waiting to read your thoughts. Don't be afraid to post what you think down below. Thanks in advance, and Happy dosing guys!