Trouble
Posted: Tue Jun 12, 2007 9:34 pm
Heya, So far only 2 doses have worked FR(worked really damn well) and quick happy.(made me smile).
Ive tried Nitrous like 4 times now, and ive tried different things, lights off. eyes closes, lying down, sitting down, focusing on beats, focusing on pink noise, focusing on nothing, focusing on other things (imagining the shape and geometrics of a complex object to get my mind off things). Nothing has worked.
So i pose this question. Is Nitrous just too weak, or am I just immune, I do carry a slight fear of something crazy happening on I-doser, which is why ive stayed away from halucinogens, could that be affecting me?
Either way, im going to try Exctecy dose with my girlfreind there (not talking or doing anything), and if i feel aroused, she said she'd help me with that problem . Who knows maybe this dose will work for me. It worked on her.(which was a very fun day i might add).
Also could it be my problem that ive always had a natural instinct to be in compleate control of my mental state and im just not allowing idoser to work with the bigger doses instictivly.
Please help me.
~Clowd
also, its my first post!
Ive tried Nitrous like 4 times now, and ive tried different things, lights off. eyes closes, lying down, sitting down, focusing on beats, focusing on pink noise, focusing on nothing, focusing on other things (imagining the shape and geometrics of a complex object to get my mind off things). Nothing has worked.
So i pose this question. Is Nitrous just too weak, or am I just immune, I do carry a slight fear of something crazy happening on I-doser, which is why ive stayed away from halucinogens, could that be affecting me?
Either way, im going to try Exctecy dose with my girlfreind there (not talking or doing anything), and if i feel aroused, she said she'd help me with that problem . Who knows maybe this dose will work for me. It worked on her.(which was a very fun day i might add).
Also could it be my problem that ive always had a natural instinct to be in compleate control of my mental state and im just not allowing idoser to work with the bigger doses instictivly.
Please help me.
~Clowd
also, its my first post!