My 1st Dose[Trip] Experience...not satisfied
Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 5:01 am
Ok yesterday just before I went to sleep around midnight I decided to try a dose for the first time. I put the dose on my Iriver and lied down on my bed with the lights out and a pair of wireless headphones.
The thing is I was trying to focus but it's hard. I mean you try to focus on the sounds and then I think about what someone's experience was like on these forums, or I just randomly think of a song. I can't concentrate on the sounds ONLY for more than a minute.
This is what happened.
1st effect) I felt like my arms were heavy...could be because I was lying down straight in the same position for 15 mins.
2nd effect) I started thinking about weird thoughts e.g. a man kissing his family...could be because I was bored.
3rd effect) For less than 1 minute my eyes were closed and in the black I saw a blue outline of a mountain and some blue lines.
Overall I'm disappointed. I didn't think the 'trip' would be seeing blue stuff FOR LESS THAN A MINUTE.
How do I enhance my experience? And did those things really happen to me because of the dose or because I was bored, etc?
The thing is I was trying to focus but it's hard. I mean you try to focus on the sounds and then I think about what someone's experience was like on these forums, or I just randomly think of a song. I can't concentrate on the sounds ONLY for more than a minute.
This is what happened.
1st effect) I felt like my arms were heavy...could be because I was lying down straight in the same position for 15 mins.
2nd effect) I started thinking about weird thoughts e.g. a man kissing his family...could be because I was bored.
3rd effect) For less than 1 minute my eyes were closed and in the black I saw a blue outline of a mountain and some blue lines.
Overall I'm disappointed. I didn't think the 'trip' would be seeing blue stuff FOR LESS THAN A MINUTE.
How do I enhance my experience? And did those things really happen to me because of the dose or because I was bored, etc?