maximum Peyote
Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2007 8:19 pm
Alright everyone. Haha im gunna tell you about one of my many experiences soo far.
Peyote was the first dose to knock my socks off, And really make me belive in idoser.
Before listening to peyote i listened to content, which really helped me to focus. so when the dose started i was laying there counting backword from 1000, in the dark, on my bed with a white t-shirt ffolded and placed just above my nose and over my eyes.
So i was listening and i reallized at about 970 or so it was really getting hard for me to remember what number i was on. But i kept at it, trying my hardest to count down. after about a minute i totally forget about counting down and i go in to this trance. The sounds got lounder and more obviouse were the pulses. at this state i had no thoughts just wonder and awe. I really didnt feeel anything except the fact that i kept trying to remember things. i was searching for common things to remember, like what day it was, where i was, my middle name, and why i was laying there. It was supper hard, and i mean i was out of it.
So i decided to let it go. I just chilled. it was about 25% through the dose that i could feel the shirt being pulled off my face. I was really surprised, but i didnt really get it. So it kept going, and it felt soooo wierd. I didnt really take in what was on my face. I didnt remember that i put a shirt on my face, and i didnt remember that i was on my bed.
I finally reallize that its not the shirt that is being pulled off, its me turning my head to the left. I couldnt stop it. I kept urging my head to go to the right but it wouldnt. So my head went farther and farther to the left. My head was barely moving at all, but it felt like it was moving sooo much. After about 2 minutes my neck started to really hurt from trying to counter the turning. So i gave up and let it go. At this point i couldnt feel the bed underneath me and i didnt no whenter i was lying on my back or stomach. But my head kept turning, to the point where i felt it gooo all the way around in about a 340 degreee cirlce.
At 50% i was at the point where the sheet was fully off of my face, and i couldnt hear the pulses anymore, and i could barely see anything except a small liight coming through the crack under my door. I couldnt hear the pulses so I thought it was over. but i was stuck in teh trance and i got really really scared that i wouldnt be able to get to my cpu to access the reset button.
So i kept trying to get my right hand up to my head to take my headphones off. but it was hard becuase i was litterally rolling in my bed, thinkuing that my head kept turning. My right hand was really failing with the motor skills, so i decided for some reason to shake my head to get the head phones off which was a horrible idea. so i try my hardest to sit up and shake my head phones off, but everything is soooo slow, like a computer lagging.
At this point im freaking out trying to yell and i reallize the louder i yell the slower i talk. So i decide to chill out and wait the dose out.
At this point im counsiouse and the dose is at about 90%. Im starring at the light underneath my door, and it is about the brightest light ive seen ever. soo i stare at it trying my hardest to squint my eyes. i lay there for like 5 mintunutes and in the last 30 seconds as the dose is ending, i start to hear the pulses again,. i gained my visison fully back at about 30 seconds after the dose is over. I reallized i never opened my eyes throughout the whole dose. It was all in my head. I wasnt tripping with my eyes open at all. Everything was normal as i was looking around my room,. I looked down at myself and i realized i was sooo tied up in my extension wire that i coulda probably seriously cut off some circulation, or worse suffocate.
haha idoser is great. especially when you get the full affect. soo keep practicing. I was a skeptic once, but i got better and better. peace gusy.
Peyote was the first dose to knock my socks off, And really make me belive in idoser.
Before listening to peyote i listened to content, which really helped me to focus. so when the dose started i was laying there counting backword from 1000, in the dark, on my bed with a white t-shirt ffolded and placed just above my nose and over my eyes.
So i was listening and i reallized at about 970 or so it was really getting hard for me to remember what number i was on. But i kept at it, trying my hardest to count down. after about a minute i totally forget about counting down and i go in to this trance. The sounds got lounder and more obviouse were the pulses. at this state i had no thoughts just wonder and awe. I really didnt feeel anything except the fact that i kept trying to remember things. i was searching for common things to remember, like what day it was, where i was, my middle name, and why i was laying there. It was supper hard, and i mean i was out of it.
So i decided to let it go. I just chilled. it was about 25% through the dose that i could feel the shirt being pulled off my face. I was really surprised, but i didnt really get it. So it kept going, and it felt soooo wierd. I didnt really take in what was on my face. I didnt remember that i put a shirt on my face, and i didnt remember that i was on my bed.
I finally reallize that its not the shirt that is being pulled off, its me turning my head to the left. I couldnt stop it. I kept urging my head to go to the right but it wouldnt. So my head went farther and farther to the left. My head was barely moving at all, but it felt like it was moving sooo much. After about 2 minutes my neck started to really hurt from trying to counter the turning. So i gave up and let it go. At this point i couldnt feel the bed underneath me and i didnt no whenter i was lying on my back or stomach. But my head kept turning, to the point where i felt it gooo all the way around in about a 340 degreee cirlce.
At 50% i was at the point where the sheet was fully off of my face, and i couldnt hear the pulses anymore, and i could barely see anything except a small liight coming through the crack under my door. I couldnt hear the pulses so I thought it was over. but i was stuck in teh trance and i got really really scared that i wouldnt be able to get to my cpu to access the reset button.
So i kept trying to get my right hand up to my head to take my headphones off. but it was hard becuase i was litterally rolling in my bed, thinkuing that my head kept turning. My right hand was really failing with the motor skills, so i decided for some reason to shake my head to get the head phones off which was a horrible idea. so i try my hardest to sit up and shake my head phones off, but everything is soooo slow, like a computer lagging.
At this point im freaking out trying to yell and i reallize the louder i yell the slower i talk. So i decide to chill out and wait the dose out.
At this point im counsiouse and the dose is at about 90%. Im starring at the light underneath my door, and it is about the brightest light ive seen ever. soo i stare at it trying my hardest to squint my eyes. i lay there for like 5 mintunutes and in the last 30 seconds as the dose is ending, i start to hear the pulses again,. i gained my visison fully back at about 30 seconds after the dose is over. I reallized i never opened my eyes throughout the whole dose. It was all in my head. I wasnt tripping with my eyes open at all. Everything was normal as i was looking around my room,. I looked down at myself and i realized i was sooo tied up in my extension wire that i coulda probably seriously cut off some circulation, or worse suffocate.
haha idoser is great. especially when you get the full affect. soo keep practicing. I was a skeptic once, but i got better and better. peace gusy.
haha i dont lie dude. Well i try not to anyway. But in this case everything is true. 
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