Beginning experiences
Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 3:01 am
So, I've been interested in this program for a while, but I never really got around to trying it out, until now. My original reactions are not positive. I've tried Opium, Vico, Orgasm, Nitrous, Oxy and French Roast. Nothing gave me any reaction, with the exception of Oxy, which made my left hand spasm as if I had no motor control over it. I'm pretty sure that was just me being paranoid.
I have a hard time concentrating. My mind wanders off. I've tried a number of suggestions such as breathing and counting, to no avail. I've got pretty nice headphones (V-Moda Vibe earbuds) and a nice dark place to dose in.
Well, tonight, at someone's suggestion (can't remember who), I went into the Windows audio control panel and set the speaker settings to "Stereo Headphones". Then I settled down with Nitrous. I tried counting down from 100, and when that left me with nothing, I just tried to focus on the beats as best I could. Well, about 8 minutes in, I GOT SOMETHING. It lasted only a minute, and it was weak, but it was cool. My whole body felt...sort of numb and weightless at the same time. Like, I could tell my limbs were there, but I couldn't feel the pressure from my bed and my sheets, I just felt like I was floating. Then it was gone. It didn't feel good exactly, but it was very interesting.
So tomorrow, I'm gonna try Nitrous some more. I'm gonna do it a couple times in a row and see if I can expand the effects. After that maybe I'll move up to mary jane. I'm excited. Should be fun.
I have a hard time concentrating. My mind wanders off. I've tried a number of suggestions such as breathing and counting, to no avail. I've got pretty nice headphones (V-Moda Vibe earbuds) and a nice dark place to dose in.
Well, tonight, at someone's suggestion (can't remember who), I went into the Windows audio control panel and set the speaker settings to "Stereo Headphones". Then I settled down with Nitrous. I tried counting down from 100, and when that left me with nothing, I just tried to focus on the beats as best I could. Well, about 8 minutes in, I GOT SOMETHING. It lasted only a minute, and it was weak, but it was cool. My whole body felt...sort of numb and weightless at the same time. Like, I could tell my limbs were there, but I couldn't feel the pressure from my bed and my sheets, I just felt like I was floating. Then it was gone. It didn't feel good exactly, but it was very interesting.
So tomorrow, I'm gonna try Nitrous some more. I'm gonna do it a couple times in a row and see if I can expand the effects. After that maybe I'll move up to mary jane. I'm excited. Should be fun.