Genesis
Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2008 1:25 pm
Alright Ive had scores of good experiences and this one i feel i want to post about.
I lied down on my bed chilling with me headphones on, and just sat there, listening. I did the whole setup thingy prior, and now i just started to relax. I thought about school, and all the stress and anything that came to mind. I ran through sinarios of worst comes to worst, just like we all commonly do. And as i was sitting there i just started to feel this mood lift. Everything was alright. It was goign to be okay, and i just needed to chill and look at the glass half full, rather than half empty.
I thought at this point the dose had done its work, and i still had about 17 minutes left. So i wasnt expecting anything else (which in my opinion really hellped the outcome). As i kept listening, i felt smarter, and i could come up with a solution to everything, i was at a point of perfectness, when in reality life is totally fucked up.
So I continued, and i just felt like my stomach musles were relaxing more than ever, and the rest of my body did so right afterward. It only kept getting better. I was at the point of feeling soo good, that if someone were to tell me i would die in the next five minutes, it would be okay.
I was at an honest to god state of Nirvana. or at least as close as i could ever imagine.
It was better than any real drug ive ever done. Thats really all i can say.
I do know that it works sometimes and not others. The first time i did it, it worked awsome, the second time didnt do jack shit. The third and fourth were amazing, and the fifth sucked and so on.
From this experiece i belive that idoser doses work sometimes and othertimes they dont.
The better ive gotten at idoser, the more often i get them to work.
i dont care what anyone says, i dont care if it is placebo , or if its really working, and i dont care if in reallity idoser totally has horrible outcomes, it works for me, and i will keep doing it.
peace nikkas
I lied down on my bed chilling with me headphones on, and just sat there, listening. I did the whole setup thingy prior, and now i just started to relax. I thought about school, and all the stress and anything that came to mind. I ran through sinarios of worst comes to worst, just like we all commonly do. And as i was sitting there i just started to feel this mood lift. Everything was alright. It was goign to be okay, and i just needed to chill and look at the glass half full, rather than half empty.
I thought at this point the dose had done its work, and i still had about 17 minutes left. So i wasnt expecting anything else (which in my opinion really hellped the outcome). As i kept listening, i felt smarter, and i could come up with a solution to everything, i was at a point of perfectness, when in reality life is totally fucked up.
So I continued, and i just felt like my stomach musles were relaxing more than ever, and the rest of my body did so right afterward. It only kept getting better. I was at the point of feeling soo good, that if someone were to tell me i would die in the next five minutes, it would be okay.
I was at an honest to god state of Nirvana. or at least as close as i could ever imagine.
It was better than any real drug ive ever done. Thats really all i can say.
I do know that it works sometimes and not others. The first time i did it, it worked awsome, the second time didnt do jack shit. The third and fourth were amazing, and the fifth sucked and so on.
From this experiece i belive that idoser doses work sometimes and othertimes they dont.
The better ive gotten at idoser, the more often i get them to work.
i dont care what anyone says, i dont care if it is placebo , or if its really working, and i dont care if in reallity idoser totally has horrible outcomes, it works for me, and i will keep doing it.
peace nikkas