My exp with HOG
Posted: Mon Jan 28, 2008 10:30 pm
After trying speed, cocaine, cliff hanger and orgasm, one per evening, I decided that I-doser probably isn't working for me.
I started reading the forums and noticed that some people had some heavy experiences with Hand of God, so I decided to try it.
Because I see many topics with only "yea it worked, felt awkward, etc" I decided to write a little more detailed review.
Around 10 PM I lied down on my bed, all lights out and my Sennheiser Wireless RS 140 headphones on my head. I enabled the dose and immediately noticed that it started different than the other doses, there was less white noise and the tone was more intense.
After ±8 minutes I lose concentration, because the tone was still the same and it got me bored. My mind started to think about regular things, but the strange thing was that everything I was able to think of, was very negative and included people I care. For instance: a plane with my girlfriend crashed, the balcony with me on it collapsed, my parents dying in a car accident, etc.
Then I realized my heart rate was pretty high.
When suddenly the high tone comes in, all my thoughts went away and I started to feel like I'm flying and falling the same time, spinning around. My arms and legs were getting numb. And then a strange thing happened. I felt I was nearly breathing! So I took a test and stopped breathing, but not forcing to do not. After a period, which felt like 5 minutes, I thought "wtf, I just have to breathe again or I’ll die". It was a strange but funny feeling.
Then it felt like I was going to pass out, but I didn't. Everything went black and I saw circles everywhere, and the right side of my body was feeling heavier than the left side.
My heart beat still high but also heavy, some beats made my body shake a little, and sometimes it felt it skipped a beat. That was really a strange feeling.
When the dose was over I noticed a pain in my right arm, which I suppose means I've been tensing that muscle real hard. Also I head very warm hand palms and my back was just wet from sweating.
Anyway, a nice experience which I'm certainly going to try again!
I started reading the forums and noticed that some people had some heavy experiences with Hand of God, so I decided to try it.
Because I see many topics with only "yea it worked, felt awkward, etc" I decided to write a little more detailed review.
Around 10 PM I lied down on my bed, all lights out and my Sennheiser Wireless RS 140 headphones on my head. I enabled the dose and immediately noticed that it started different than the other doses, there was less white noise and the tone was more intense.
After ±8 minutes I lose concentration, because the tone was still the same and it got me bored. My mind started to think about regular things, but the strange thing was that everything I was able to think of, was very negative and included people I care. For instance: a plane with my girlfriend crashed, the balcony with me on it collapsed, my parents dying in a car accident, etc.
Then I realized my heart rate was pretty high.
When suddenly the high tone comes in, all my thoughts went away and I started to feel like I'm flying and falling the same time, spinning around. My arms and legs were getting numb. And then a strange thing happened. I felt I was nearly breathing! So I took a test and stopped breathing, but not forcing to do not. After a period, which felt like 5 minutes, I thought "wtf, I just have to breathe again or I’ll die". It was a strange but funny feeling.
Then it felt like I was going to pass out, but I didn't. Everything went black and I saw circles everywhere, and the right side of my body was feeling heavier than the left side.
My heart beat still high but also heavy, some beats made my body shake a little, and sometimes it felt it skipped a beat. That was really a strange feeling.
When the dose was over I noticed a pain in my right arm, which I suppose means I've been tensing that muscle real hard. Also I head very warm hand palms and my back was just wet from sweating.
Anyway, a nice experience which I'm certainly going to try again!
