Did it work?
Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 11:26 am
Hi, i was wondering...i've tried i-doser a few times, but each time i'd either be distracted or fall asleep.
Yesterday was the first time i did everything properly (lying down, listening to the whole thing, focusing, etc.).
I tried peyote, but i'm not sure whether it worked. During the time i was listening i was kinda losing my thoughts and they were becoming something between dream and actual thought. But the thing is, that happens anyway when you're trying to fall asleep, and think of something, and suddenly it becomes weird thoughts, especially if i start falling asleep with light music, it will always keep me in that kind of between sane and dreaming. So i'm not sure whether it was just me falling asleep or actually peyote.
The other weird things were, i kinda felt my brain more, and it seemed to pulsate with the sound, but then again, wouldn't that normally happen after listening to buzzing for 35 mins???
The only factor that seemed to show that it was working was the fact that my hands were sweating like crazy, and felt kind of numb.
Near the end of the dose i accidentally cleared my throat and i realized that i was sounding like a robot. So i started talking and making sounds, and it was weird, like i was in a metal box. I got all excited because i thought i was tripping, but then i realized that it was probably just the sound i was making which was mixing with the frequency that i was listening to (i still had my earphones on and the sound was still goinng) which was making me sound like a robot.
So i'm still not sure it worked??? How do i know the difference between it actually working and what i described above???
Yesterday was the first time i did everything properly (lying down, listening to the whole thing, focusing, etc.).
I tried peyote, but i'm not sure whether it worked. During the time i was listening i was kinda losing my thoughts and they were becoming something between dream and actual thought. But the thing is, that happens anyway when you're trying to fall asleep, and think of something, and suddenly it becomes weird thoughts, especially if i start falling asleep with light music, it will always keep me in that kind of between sane and dreaming. So i'm not sure whether it was just me falling asleep or actually peyote.
The other weird things were, i kinda felt my brain more, and it seemed to pulsate with the sound, but then again, wouldn't that normally happen after listening to buzzing for 35 mins???
The only factor that seemed to show that it was working was the fact that my hands were sweating like crazy, and felt kind of numb.
Near the end of the dose i accidentally cleared my throat and i realized that i was sounding like a robot. So i started talking and making sounds, and it was weird, like i was in a metal box. I got all excited because i thought i was tripping, but then i realized that it was probably just the sound i was making which was mixing with the frequency that i was listening to (i still had my earphones on and the sound was still goinng) which was making me sound like a robot.
So i'm still not sure it worked??? How do i know the difference between it actually working and what i described above???