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I think I might do it.

black sunshine was awesome. it was the second dose i tried and at first i didnt realy know what it was doing and thought it was doing nothing but then it changed suddenly and i felt really panicy and i just had major anxiety and then all of a sudden all my bad memories just came back to me one after the other so fast it was crazyyy. i had visions of me drowning and being rushed on a hospital bed. all the meanwhile i had this possesive thought of "its like we never existed" and then i calmed down and this voice started talking to me. i had this 10 min conversation with my soul... it told me love and hate are the same thing. they are binding and that the only thing that is actually REAL are dreams and the earth was just a place to get together to talk about dreams...

fucked up aye? its one of my favourites. i havent yet tried it a second time.

yea, it made me really paranoid. i felt like i was in a horror movie, the unsuspecting victim of some insane crime, and it was about to happen. shadows were moving all over the place, and noises always followed me where i wasn't looking. freaky

yeah! at that part i was lying on my bed terrified and it felt like something was coming to get me and it was almost there.

this sounds really bad:p

I also felt paranoid, It felt like someone was in the room with me.

u guys just convinced me of what dose to try next... BLACK SUNSHINE

wow somehow that scares the shit out of me but makes me want to do it at the same time

is this all happening with your eyes opened or closed?? I 've always been wondering if there are some must listen to while your eyes are open or closed.

Does it really make a difference?? I'm new to I-Doser and so far I think its really awesome! Although I've only tried two doses so far, I really can't wait to try more!

i think its eyes open. I want to try and sit in my closet where its pitch black and listen to one...anyone tryed this?

OAR RAider wrote:i think its eyes open. I want to try and sit in my closet where its pitch black and listen to one...anyone tryed this?

lol I LOVE how there are so many people interested in exploring the nether regions of their soul. My room is in my basement so at any time of the day I can achieve perfect black darkness while I dose.

i was trying this dose in school (on my laptop) and just as the paranoia started to settle in, somebody slammed the door behind me. i was shocked like hell and with my eyes closed, i saw a series of bright flashes, almost like the camera on a rollercoaster flashes. i have yet to finish this, but i'm looking forward to it.

Definately trying this out

black sunshine was amazing i had a deep conversation with my soul whom eventually convinced me to try crawling back into my mother's womb. she was not to please but it was an amazing experience.

thehotghost wrote:black sunshine was awesome. it was the second dose i tried and at first i didnt realy know what it was doing and thought it was doing nothing but then it changed suddenly and i felt really panicy and i just had major anxiety and then all of a sudden all my bad memories just came back to me one after the other so fast it was crazyyy. i had visions of me drowning and being rushed on a hospital bed. all the meanwhile i had this possesive thought of "its like we never existed" and then i calmed down and this voice started talking to me. i had this 10 min conversation with my soul... it told me love and hate are the same thing. they are binding and that the only thing that is actually REAL are dreams and the earth was just a place to get together to talk about dreams...

fucked up aye? its one of my favourites. i havent yet tried it a second time.

when you say conversation... could you explain a bit more? was it just a voice in your head? were you aware of your surroundings?