Out Of Body
Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2008 11:52 pm
Well, i must say I'm mad at myself D:
I was laying in bed with something over my eyes and the headphones in my ears.
So i was listening to Out Of Body and after a while i started feeling like a piece of paper. Like, i felt as if i was small and very thin. Which I'm not a thin person. I have hips, and everything.
Then i started feeling like i wasn't even in my bed anymore.
Now, usually i feel very contained and cramped in my room because i have a small one...and i usually feel bad vibes, ya know?
But while listening to this dose i felt like i was outside breathing in fresh air and i felt really calm. I didn't feel any bad vibes and I was to say the least really happy[by the way, tonight was a really bad night and i was in a horrible mood.
After that i started feeling like someone or something was standing over me.
And right before i turned the dose off[i know, i know
] i felt kind of nervous....And it seemed like something was holding my body.
I didn't feel hands or anything, but i felt like something was holding my body up instead of my bed.
After that feeling i started to get scared for some reason and i was contemplating for about 2 minutes on if i should turn it off or not...
The last feelings i had just made me really want to cry.
I'm not going to say it was a bad feeling, it just seemed way different.
More like it made me scared to even think about what it could be.
So yes, i finally turned it off.
And THAT is why i am mad at myself.
hahaha
That sounds more of like a review for HoG, rather than Out Of Body.
But i must say-even for turning it off too soon- it was amazing.
So, i got up out of bed and i walked by a mirror in my room and looked to fix my hair really quick but after i was staring in the mirror for a while I felt kind of beautiful.
I'm not a person to have a good self image, everyone who knows me knows that.
It made me wonder why after that[of all things] made me feel beautiful?
weird.
But whenever I'm in a bad mood, i decided I'm going to listen to Out of Body again.
Oh, & was this a weird response to out of body?
I was laying in bed with something over my eyes and the headphones in my ears.
So i was listening to Out Of Body and after a while i started feeling like a piece of paper. Like, i felt as if i was small and very thin. Which I'm not a thin person. I have hips, and everything.
Then i started feeling like i wasn't even in my bed anymore.
Now, usually i feel very contained and cramped in my room because i have a small one...and i usually feel bad vibes, ya know?
But while listening to this dose i felt like i was outside breathing in fresh air and i felt really calm. I didn't feel any bad vibes and I was to say the least really happy[by the way, tonight was a really bad night and i was in a horrible mood.
After that i started feeling like someone or something was standing over me.
And right before i turned the dose off[i know, i know
] i felt kind of nervous....And it seemed like something was holding my body.I didn't feel hands or anything, but i felt like something was holding my body up instead of my bed.
After that feeling i started to get scared for some reason and i was contemplating for about 2 minutes on if i should turn it off or not...
The last feelings i had just made me really want to cry.
I'm not going to say it was a bad feeling, it just seemed way different.
More like it made me scared to even think about what it could be.
So yes, i finally turned it off.
And THAT is why i am mad at myself.
hahaha
That sounds more of like a review for HoG, rather than Out Of Body.
But i must say-even for turning it off too soon- it was amazing.
So, i got up out of bed and i walked by a mirror in my room and looked to fix my hair really quick but after i was staring in the mirror for a while I felt kind of beautiful.
I'm not a person to have a good self image, everyone who knows me knows that.
It made me wonder why after that[of all things] made me feel beautiful?
weird.
But whenever I'm in a bad mood, i decided I'm going to listen to Out of Body again.
Oh, & was this a weird response to out of body?