my experiences (one more drop in the sea)
Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 4:45 pm
ok,first a little about me i'm 14,never did drugs(except a little bit of nicotine and alot of alchohol),i've been meditating since age of 7 from time to time(sometimes reguraly,mostly when i feel i need it).i did kuji-in and alot of diferent meditations and trances (mostly shamanic).couple of years ago i got my hands on brainwave generator,i used it for some time but not with too much results.today i found about this program and downloaded it to try it out and results were far better than with bwg...the first 1 i did was AcidQH (in middle of dose my neibhor started hitting her mat to clean it,just outside my window so it anoyed me alot).the results were weak,a felt a bit lighter,and i wanted to get out and kill my neibhor more and more with every hit LOL,also i saw alot of strange things but it wasn't realy a halucination...when i finished and opened my eyes everything was black and white but the collors came back pretty fast.when she finished i played ADRENOCHROME and first my jaw felt kinda weard and than i was waving my (i don't have a clue what was waving maybe my head,maybe nothing lol) in synch with the waves and i also saw the waves like on the computer but in a way like waves extruded from my eyes,that soon disapeard and i felt energised and than my mom got back home and pulled my phones of after listening to it for around 8 minutes .imedeatly after that i felt realy havy and sleepy,but like 5 minutes after being interupted it dissapeard and i felt normal and around 15 minutes after being interupted i got realy realy energised and got a strength boost...i don't know how long after that i felt a strange urge to just rub my body and i just lied down and rubed LOL.then all the effects disappeard after 5-10 minutes.
now i'll do something else,maybe morphine or lsd or something else.
what do u think about my results and sorry for my bad english,not my primary language?
also people who are lefthanded have more devealoped connection between their brain sides,does that make them mor suitable for theese kinda influences?
now i'll do something else,maybe morphine or lsd or something else.
what do u think about my results and sorry for my bad english,not my primary language?
also people who are lefthanded have more devealoped connection between their brain sides,does that make them mor suitable for theese kinda influences?