Got up this morning, decided to give Alcohol another go, and I could feel it begin to work a little better. Got only a little less than halfway, but was feeling a little goofy for a while afterwards.
Just a little while ago, I gave Opium a shot(heh). Just laid on my bed and counted down from 100 constantly. Nothing much at first but about 15 mins in I started seeing stuff (had my eyes closed) like people bending down over me and putting their hands on my face or something.These were just real quick flashes though. Then while I was counting backwards, 88 turned into 8888 and 87 turned into 8887
its hard to explain but was trippy. After that I saw people in a street holding life size #6s 
. They were holding them by the hole in the "6" and pointing them skywards, shooting them like guns . Can't remember much more from that trip, but something was definitely going on there. Next came Ecstasy which I did about 5 min ago. Absolutely nothing happened for about the first 10 mins and I was starting to have doubts but decided just to lay there and count down from 520 while concentrating on the "whoosh" sound in the background. Few moments later when I was at 490, I was startled by this flushing feeling in my legs, then again and again as my "soldier" began to stand at attention. I began to have those little "flashes" again like with Opium except this time, I saw what looked like the reflection of some kind of purple flower on water. Then that disappeared and the flushing feeling continued. I stopped a little over halfway, but I feel really good and kind of jittery after that
Gonna try MJ later tonight maybe and see what happens. 