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Hello everyone first of all i want to say i dont speak werry good English but i hope u will understant everything. Iam using i-doser for 3 days now and first my dose was cocaine and i didint felt anything. and tooday i tryed the crystalmeth and i didint believed things what i see i can see them just with my closed eyes but first i see colour only 2 colours dominating black and purple do anyone know why just those colours? and later i see only black but i see humans heads i dont know why only head i time i saw a women she was with blue coat and with hood on her head she was just standing in my head and i started thing who is she and she just looked at me and started to scream but i didnt heard nothing i just saw her face but i saw it liek high quality film or picture it was soo real and she was in my head about 20-30sec and disapeard and later i saw a black skin man head only head and the face i remember all the face how he loked like but and he started to scream and all those things i saw was screaming i dont know why they scream and later they the dose ended i didint saw nothing and i just feeled all my body has alot of power inside and i was soo easy and calm but i didint saw no more things i see them then i just close my eyes do u know why just with closed eyes i want to se more and the dose just stops i want still se them. now i just tried morphine i readed about it in this forum and i tried it it wasnt soo great but i saw faces again but i saw soo little faces they like in the circle shape all the backround with face is shape like a circle and around it only black and then i look into those facesi dont think nothing i dont thing about anything my mind is clear but my bell hurts 2 days i have problems with eating i dont know does it can change the dose or not but get back about those halucianations i saw not only people tooday but i saw a things i saw money i saw weed, car, my window, and i saw my girlfriend and she was with black nails and around her eyes was black make up and she staring at 1 open she were stanting near the window and looking and i saw she is crying but after 15-30 sec she disapeard and i saw a man with alot of head percings in his head and what head was flying around and he disapeared to and i saw alot of things and i see them all the time then i lisening those doses but then dose stops and get to the end i dont see nothing i dont feel anything now from morphine i just finished listening and started to write this. thank u for ur time i hope everyone understands what im writing ^.^ i know here is alot of grammar mistakes but i live in lithuania and i have only 2 english lessons a week ^.^ but i dont think i speak soo bad what people cant understand what i want to say

thevisuals you were getting were only in two colors nthey would later had turned into better looking visuals.

That's cool, I'm lithuanian, my grandma couldn't speak english very well at all. You're doing quite alright . Well I have been known to create visuals in my head of detailed people/places that i've never been to or ever seen before, and it's quite odd. I can't help but continue being distracted by random thoughts with certain doses, and sometiems with closed eyes they will become very intense scenery or acts being played out by people. Nothing scary has ever happened, it's all just, Ok. It's just not really happy or sad, or scary, it's just normal I guess lol.

trilithiumn wrote:That's cool, I'm lithuanian, my grandma couldn't speak english very well at all. You're doing quite alright . Well I have been known to create visuals in my head of detailed people/places that i've never been to or ever seen before, and it's quite odd. I can't help but continue being distracted by random thoughts with certain doses, and sometiems with closed eyes they will become very intense scenery or acts being played out by people. Nothing scary has ever happened, it's all just, Ok. It's just not really happy or sad, or scary, it's just normal I guess lol.

You will notice visuals start out blurry and hard to describe, then as you go on become more complex and easy to understand, until they become scenes and visions of people, then you may enter trances, almost like day dreams, but a tad stronger, not like that of lucid dreams, but they can be quite convincing.

If you keep your thoughts in the right place, you will have a good experience.