Experiences - Updated every day (19 August Updated - MariQH)
Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 12:45 am
Hello guys/girls,
( I'm from the Netherlands, and i can talk rather fluent English, but i might use some words which won't match in my story, since it's hard to explain some feelings)
This week i found out about i-Doser. After reading some stuff about it, i was like: Yeah right, some music/sounds which will bring in a "mood/trance". But, i could only say if it really works if i try it. So i will tell my experiences.
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My Setup:
Earphones / Headphones: Earphones (Upgrading to headphone soon)
Place where i took it: In my chair (Soon i'll be taking doses on my bed)
About the room: Full Dark, Eyes Closed and Relaxing in my chair.
Dose 1 - Lucid Dream
My mood: Very relaxed, is looking forward to it all day
My Experience rating: 6/10
So this was my first dose, to see if it wasn't just bullshit. Let me make that clear for you guys... it convinced me. But ok, i'll tell my story from the start. As you can see from my setup i was relaxing in my chair at about 22:30, when i took this dose. I still had in my thoughts that nothing will happen, i was wrong. After 10 minutes of concentrating my heart started to beat faster. Then after about 15 minutes (don't know exactly since i had my eyes closed), i started to feel something really strange. My both feet were on the floor, and after 15~ minutes, my right feet was slowly starting to lift. It wasn't floating, but my heal was starting to lift in the air, and my toes still on the ground. 2 Minutes after that, my left leg was undergoing the same, but in the opposite. It started to lift too, but this time my toes started to lift, and my heal stayed on the ground. Another 2 minutes later, my right arm was also undergoing something. As my right arm was resting on my left leg (crossed arms, but relaxed), it started to turn. As it was turning, it also started to lift. Not my complete arm, but only from the wrist, so my elbow was still in contact with my body. This was the final point for me, it freaked me out, so i quit the dose at 68%. I dropped on my bed and it continues. While i was laying face-down, my back started to feel like it had a cramp, i just couldn't relax it, only by turning over, but it would come back in a few seconds. After that, the only thing i saw was this huge Eye, that was just watching me. I few minutes later i probably fell asleep since i don't remember more.
Conclusion: Maybe it wasn't the right dose to start with, but it definately did something with me. I gave it a 6 because i didn't experience what i should experience.
Dose 2 - Anesthesia
My mood: Normal
My Experience rating: 2/10
So i was undergoing another dose. I don't know why but i picked Anesthesia. It was the same setup as Day 1. I don't know the exact times, cause i had my eyes closed all the time, so i'm telling the times from my feeling. I don't think the dose was the right one for me, as i still am a beginner. After about 20 minutes, i just felt like i was being warmed up. My body was getting warmer. My head became REALLY heavy, and i couldn't keep it steady, it was just falling left or right. One more thing happened. As my head was getting heavy, i felt like my thumbs were making contact. I don't know for sure if they really did make contact, or if it was just my feeling, but my hands were on my legs, so they were near eachother. I guess i'll be giving Anesthesia another try when i'm a more experienced Doser.
Conclusion: Probably took this one way too soon. I'm reading this forum a lot, and i read much about Marijuana(QH) and Trip(QH) for begginers. So i'll just keep on going, and will definately try Anesthesia when i'm more experienced.
Dose 3 - Nitrous
My mood: A little energetic
My Experience rating: 7/10
I promised to take Trip, but for some reason i felt more like taking Nitrous. So that's what i did. I think i finally got some results of this one, allthough they weren't really strong.
As i was sitting in my chair, the dose started to work out really quick. Within 1 minute i felt really relaxed, my breathing became slower and slower. Quick after that, my head just wanted to go backwards, but it couldn't go further because of my chair. It felt like it was paralyzed, cause it would "hurt" a bit when i tried to bring it back to it's original place. Further in the dose, it felt like i was making backflips all the time. This effect wasn't really strong, like they wasn't any force, but just fell like i was floating in space. This wasn't for a long time, more like 8-10 backflips and it faded away. There was allso one moment i saw 3-4 white light flashed, while having my eyes closed.
After the dose, i went straight down to bed, and i could really feel the spot where my neck had been paralyzed. When i was on the bed, everything fellt soft and smooth. Like i was laying in a air-castle (correct english?). I tried to text a friend of mine, but that wasn't a success, i couldn't press the right buttons. The effect of smoothness didn't stay long, only for like 5 minutes. After that i wanted to sleep, and while i was just laying still, i had 4-5 waves of energy trough my body. I don't know how to explain exactly, but i was laying on my left side, and i felt this warm, energetic wave from my left ear till my legs. This happend like 4-5 times and faded away allso. After that i was just relaxing and fell asleep.
Conclusion: Probably the best till now, there were definately effects as you can read. Alltho they weren't really strong, i liked it. And i'll definately take Nitrous again sometime. The effect that was the strongest was that i was getting really relaxed.
Dose 4 - MarijuanaQH
My mood: Somewhat tired
My Experience rating: 2/10
Another dose taken. This one almost without effects. Probably cause the "cracking" part scared me out. I'm not scared of taken any dose, but i didn't expected it, so i opened my eyes to turn down the volume.
The only thing that i felt with this dose, was that i got really relaxed. My head wanted to go with the waves, sort of rocking back and forwards, allthough it doesn't even sound like music.
I'm probably taking this one tonight, but this time i won't lose my concentration.
Conclusion: I totally lost my concentration during this one, and that probably blew it. So i'll be taking it another time!
Updated, August 17th: I tried another dose of MarijuanaQH. This time, with headphones and lying on my bed. I was prepared for the crackling noise so i allready knew i was going to finish it this time, and that's what i did. But with minor, to no results. Maybe it was because the light on the hall was still on, and i saw that within my eyes sometimes, but i almost had no results. I took the full dose, and the only thing that happened that i was getting slightly more relaxed. Normally i don't like to just lie in bed, but this time i didn't care. But like i said, it were really minor effects (if it were effects overall?). For now on i'll probably keep doing MarijuanaQH, hoping for results soon. At least i can lie in bed while dosing, making me much more relaxed and comfortable!
Conclusion: This time finished the full dose, but with minor till no results. I can lie in my bed now while dosing so expect another MarijuanaQH tonight/tomorrow!
Rating: 3/10
Updated, August 19th: Finally, my patience is being paid off (i think). Allthough i didn't really had big effects, i at least had 1 effect (i'm almost sure it's an effect of it). Again i took this on my bed with a headphone, and this time it was fully dark. While listening i didn't feel anything really, untill the cracking part came. When the cracking became louder i got this warm "wave" trough my body and i could feel it even better in the tip of my toe, it was sort of tingling (English?). That was the only thing i felt while listening. When the dose was finished, i was just lieing on my bed, and felt a bit dissapointed, cause i thought it still didn't had any effect on me. But i was wrong, after about 5 minutes, my right arm became really light, almost weighless. I begin to had some twitches* (*: I don't know if it's the exact word i look for, but i read that word a lot on this forums so i think it means "muscle spasms". Like your muscles cramp for a second. I can't really explain it). After about 1 minute, my right arm just wanted to lift, but this time it didn't felt like the Lucid Dream effect. I could actually put my arm down if i want to, but it just wanted to lift, so i just let it go. This was the only real noticable effect, and the twitches ofcourse. But i'm happy with this, cause i know it has some effect on me, and i'll keep using it untill i really have my breaktrough on it.
Conclusion: This one definately gave me hope, since some things happend. I'll take this one untill i really have full effects. I feel like i'm getting more relaxed after each one.
Rating: 6/10
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I would really appreciate it, if somebody could give me some information off which dose i should take next. Hopefully camera will check out this thread and give some usefull information. Untill now, i'll probably keep on going with 1 dose at a day (will probably always be in the evening), and if things starting to go well, i might go over to 2 doses a day.
Thank you for reading/helping!
( I'm from the Netherlands, and i can talk rather fluent English, but i might use some words which won't match in my story, since it's hard to explain some feelings)
This week i found out about i-Doser. After reading some stuff about it, i was like: Yeah right, some music/sounds which will bring in a "mood/trance". But, i could only say if it really works if i try it. So i will tell my experiences.
===============================================
My Setup:
Earphones / Headphones: Earphones (Upgrading to headphone soon)
Place where i took it: In my chair (Soon i'll be taking doses on my bed)
About the room: Full Dark, Eyes Closed and Relaxing in my chair.
Dose 1 - Lucid Dream
My mood: Very relaxed, is looking forward to it all day
My Experience rating: 6/10
So this was my first dose, to see if it wasn't just bullshit. Let me make that clear for you guys... it convinced me. But ok, i'll tell my story from the start. As you can see from my setup i was relaxing in my chair at about 22:30, when i took this dose. I still had in my thoughts that nothing will happen, i was wrong. After 10 minutes of concentrating my heart started to beat faster. Then after about 15 minutes (don't know exactly since i had my eyes closed), i started to feel something really strange. My both feet were on the floor, and after 15~ minutes, my right feet was slowly starting to lift. It wasn't floating, but my heal was starting to lift in the air, and my toes still on the ground. 2 Minutes after that, my left leg was undergoing the same, but in the opposite. It started to lift too, but this time my toes started to lift, and my heal stayed on the ground. Another 2 minutes later, my right arm was also undergoing something. As my right arm was resting on my left leg (crossed arms, but relaxed), it started to turn. As it was turning, it also started to lift. Not my complete arm, but only from the wrist, so my elbow was still in contact with my body. This was the final point for me, it freaked me out, so i quit the dose at 68%. I dropped on my bed and it continues. While i was laying face-down, my back started to feel like it had a cramp, i just couldn't relax it, only by turning over, but it would come back in a few seconds. After that, the only thing i saw was this huge Eye, that was just watching me. I few minutes later i probably fell asleep since i don't remember more.
Conclusion: Maybe it wasn't the right dose to start with, but it definately did something with me. I gave it a 6 because i didn't experience what i should experience.
Dose 2 - Anesthesia
My mood: Normal
My Experience rating: 2/10
So i was undergoing another dose. I don't know why but i picked Anesthesia. It was the same setup as Day 1. I don't know the exact times, cause i had my eyes closed all the time, so i'm telling the times from my feeling. I don't think the dose was the right one for me, as i still am a beginner. After about 20 minutes, i just felt like i was being warmed up. My body was getting warmer. My head became REALLY heavy, and i couldn't keep it steady, it was just falling left or right. One more thing happened. As my head was getting heavy, i felt like my thumbs were making contact. I don't know for sure if they really did make contact, or if it was just my feeling, but my hands were on my legs, so they were near eachother. I guess i'll be giving Anesthesia another try when i'm a more experienced Doser.
Conclusion: Probably took this one way too soon. I'm reading this forum a lot, and i read much about Marijuana(QH) and Trip(QH) for begginers. So i'll just keep on going, and will definately try Anesthesia when i'm more experienced.
Dose 3 - Nitrous
My mood: A little energetic
My Experience rating: 7/10
I promised to take Trip, but for some reason i felt more like taking Nitrous. So that's what i did. I think i finally got some results of this one, allthough they weren't really strong.
As i was sitting in my chair, the dose started to work out really quick. Within 1 minute i felt really relaxed, my breathing became slower and slower. Quick after that, my head just wanted to go backwards, but it couldn't go further because of my chair. It felt like it was paralyzed, cause it would "hurt" a bit when i tried to bring it back to it's original place. Further in the dose, it felt like i was making backflips all the time. This effect wasn't really strong, like they wasn't any force, but just fell like i was floating in space. This wasn't for a long time, more like 8-10 backflips and it faded away. There was allso one moment i saw 3-4 white light flashed, while having my eyes closed.
After the dose, i went straight down to bed, and i could really feel the spot where my neck had been paralyzed. When i was on the bed, everything fellt soft and smooth. Like i was laying in a air-castle (correct english?). I tried to text a friend of mine, but that wasn't a success, i couldn't press the right buttons. The effect of smoothness didn't stay long, only for like 5 minutes. After that i wanted to sleep, and while i was just laying still, i had 4-5 waves of energy trough my body. I don't know how to explain exactly, but i was laying on my left side, and i felt this warm, energetic wave from my left ear till my legs. This happend like 4-5 times and faded away allso. After that i was just relaxing and fell asleep.
Conclusion: Probably the best till now, there were definately effects as you can read. Alltho they weren't really strong, i liked it. And i'll definately take Nitrous again sometime. The effect that was the strongest was that i was getting really relaxed.
Dose 4 - MarijuanaQH
My mood: Somewhat tired
My Experience rating: 2/10
Another dose taken. This one almost without effects. Probably cause the "cracking" part scared me out. I'm not scared of taken any dose, but i didn't expected it, so i opened my eyes to turn down the volume.
The only thing that i felt with this dose, was that i got really relaxed. My head wanted to go with the waves, sort of rocking back and forwards, allthough it doesn't even sound like music.
I'm probably taking this one tonight, but this time i won't lose my concentration.
Conclusion: I totally lost my concentration during this one, and that probably blew it. So i'll be taking it another time!
Updated, August 17th: I tried another dose of MarijuanaQH. This time, with headphones and lying on my bed. I was prepared for the crackling noise so i allready knew i was going to finish it this time, and that's what i did. But with minor, to no results. Maybe it was because the light on the hall was still on, and i saw that within my eyes sometimes, but i almost had no results. I took the full dose, and the only thing that happened that i was getting slightly more relaxed. Normally i don't like to just lie in bed, but this time i didn't care. But like i said, it were really minor effects (if it were effects overall?). For now on i'll probably keep doing MarijuanaQH, hoping for results soon. At least i can lie in bed while dosing, making me much more relaxed and comfortable!
Conclusion: This time finished the full dose, but with minor till no results. I can lie in my bed now while dosing so expect another MarijuanaQH tonight/tomorrow!
Rating: 3/10
Updated, August 19th: Finally, my patience is being paid off (i think). Allthough i didn't really had big effects, i at least had 1 effect (i'm almost sure it's an effect of it). Again i took this on my bed with a headphone, and this time it was fully dark. While listening i didn't feel anything really, untill the cracking part came. When the cracking became louder i got this warm "wave" trough my body and i could feel it even better in the tip of my toe, it was sort of tingling (English?). That was the only thing i felt while listening. When the dose was finished, i was just lieing on my bed, and felt a bit dissapointed, cause i thought it still didn't had any effect on me. But i was wrong, after about 5 minutes, my right arm became really light, almost weighless. I begin to had some twitches* (*: I don't know if it's the exact word i look for, but i read that word a lot on this forums so i think it means "muscle spasms". Like your muscles cramp for a second. I can't really explain it). After about 1 minute, my right arm just wanted to lift, but this time it didn't felt like the Lucid Dream effect. I could actually put my arm down if i want to, but it just wanted to lift, so i just let it go. This was the only real noticable effect, and the twitches ofcourse. But i'm happy with this, cause i know it has some effect on me, and i'll keep using it untill i really have my breaktrough on it.
Conclusion: This one definately gave me hope, since some things happend. I'll take this one untill i really have full effects. I feel like i'm getting more relaxed after each one.
Rating: 6/10
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I would really appreciate it, if somebody could give me some information off which dose i should take next. Hopefully camera will check out this thread and give some usefull information. Untill now, i'll probably keep on going with 1 dose at a day (will probably always be in the evening), and if things starting to go well, i might go over to 2 doses a day.
Thank you for reading/helping!