Lucid Experience Log
Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 6:03 pm
Hello fellow dosers.
My name is Cade.
This is my journal.
The experience diary of a mad man.
I knew I would get around to making one someday.
I hope this helps a little.
My plan is to try every dose and will them to work.
Standard Dose = Red
Quick Hit Dose = Blue
Vico
Rating: 10/10
Experience:
My first dose ever, and my breakthrough. I had been meditating for months and months before I discovered idoser, so I had some concentration skills. I was skeptical about it, but after this dose my whole mind frame changed from, "This wont work." to "WOW!" Relaxation came quick and it wasn't my normal meditative relaxation, there was a whole lot more. I was pulled into it at that moment and knew in my mind that I had found something amazing. After a while of laying there in my warm cozy blanket of euphoria, then came a feeling of numbness. This numbness moved up from my feet to the top of my head in a matter of minutes, and by this point I was having some visual effects like what I get from accually taking Hydrocodone. Staring behind my eyes I found static forming together and I watched as this static seperated and it slowly formed a wave of pure pleasure throughout my body. Then came the closed-eye visuals. Random images started popping up in my head like when I try to go to sleep at night. Maybe this was the hypnogogic state, but I'm not sure. When the dose was finally over, I took my headphones off and tried to stand up, but my body didn't want me to. I managed to get up and fell right back down into the euphoria! Amazing! I laid there for nearly another 30 minutes, loving life and myself.
Sleeping Angel
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
I expected alot from this dose and got what I expected. This was one of my most loved doses because I had severe insomnia before I got an Alprazolam prescription, and I still use it sometimes to get on a regular sleeping schedule along with melatonin. Lets get down to the important shit. Put the headphones on, clicked play and layed down. A little bit into it I felt the extreme relaxation from the theta. Closed eye visuals were amazing, I really felt like getting up and drawing out what I saw but I decided not to ruin the only dose I had. (This was before 4.5) Everything started seeming slower and I was slowing down myself. It kept getting slower and slower until I didn't want to move, and the next thing I knew I was out. Great sleep dose. There's really not much to say about this dose except it works good for me.
Trip
Rating: 4/10 For now.
Experience:
I think I expected too much from this dose, and didn't give enough effort to concentrate and listen to it, but I don't remember seeing anything, cev's or oev's. It was relaxing but thats all. Like I said tho, I WILL make every dose work, and I WILL be coming back to dominate this one. >:]
Demerol
Rating: 10/10
Experience:
First off, if your in pain, stop reading this and go listen to this dose!
If not, here you go. This is the longest lasting pain killing dose that I've found. First, relaxation and extreme euphoria comes unto you. Second, comes the numbness. Your whole body goes numb starting at the end of each limb and moving inward. Pain is then gone in a matter of 15-20 minutes. I try not to make the doses sound like their description but this one truly meets up to it. It lasted 3 hours for me. The description says 2-4 hours and it doesn't lie. A definate pain dose. Also really fun if your want to be numb, and lost in euphoria for hours. I love it.
Cocaine
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Wow, where can I start? What a rush. I started off by just sitting there relaxed and I turned on the dose. At first I felt a little tired, and dissapointed but I rode it out. The dose kept fading in and out. Later on into the dose it started increasing in speed and I felt a small rush and a shitload of euphoria. It kept increasing and increasing in speed until i was ready to jump out my chair and do something. But I still waited. The beat eventually stayed at a consistent speed and the effects I was feeling were now amplifying, more and more I felt this amazing euphoric, numbing rush, that is very similar to cocaine. It acually felt like I had snorted a shitty line, except for the nasal burning and head numbness. I even got the crawling sensation throughout my body. I turned on Du Hast by Rammstein afterwards and immediatly started banging my head like a wild man! Haha! I played along with it on my guitar rocking out, which I haven't done sine I was like 15-16. This dose is great I highly recommend it to anyone. So fun.
CocaineQH
Rating: 4/10 For now.
Experience:
I've realized I'm not a big fan of quick hits, because of their short time span and overall weakness. This dose started as sitting comfortably in a chair with my eyes closed. I really didn't feel any effects until around the end of the dose, and they weren't too good. I couldn't concentrate on anything, and I felt speedy, but nothing like standard Cocaine. I'll come back to it.
Opium
Rating: 6/10
Experience:
Hmm. I didn't really get much out of this dose. I started it off and a couple minutes in I was relaxed. (like always) Nothing too special though.
I laid there for a while and started feeling more relaxed, and some euphoria. I had a pretty foggy head thought. By the end I felt like I had taken a codiene pill. Maybe this dose is supposed to be mellow and relaxing. Like it says its not as strong as the morphine or heroin. Felt like a flat Vico dose. I enjoyed it, but I wanted more out of it. I'll be trying it again very soon. Maybe I'll feel more effects from it.
Insomniac
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
I was slightly dissapointed because I couldn't find a difference between this dose and Sleeping Angel. I think maybe it decreased in speed alot slower but it was still the same. I would put this dose as a small step up from sleeping angel. Overall still a good dose for sleep. Enjoy.
Downer
Rating: 7/10
Experience:
Definately a downer, but not a strong one. I started by laying down, and getting comfortable. Turned the dose on and reall didn't feel anything but relaxation for a while. Farther into it I felt happy and anxiety free, sort-of like a low dose of Xanax with a very clear head. I would say this is a good dose to relax with. Its worth using and I think it could help when coming down off of drugs that speed you up like: Cocaine, Meth, Speed, etc. I couldn't really find anything more to say about it. Its a good downer dose.
Condition
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
I know this is a preparation dose, and it works very good for that, but its
an extremely good meditation dose also. Using before doses make it extremely easy for your brain to synchronize to the beat. I know its a long time to lay there for 20 minutes and then another 30 minutes, but its well worth the time.
SpeedQH
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Awesome. I did this dose with my eyes open. About 5 minutes into it I got up to go get something to drink and whoa. I felt dizzyness, my mind was racing, and I felt like the energizer bunny. When the dose was over I started to play a game with my friend all energized, and I kicked his ass bad for some reason, and he always wins. I felt like I was more concentrated on what I was doing, like real speed a.k.a. amphetamine. I felt like the hulk, and we went outside and knocked up the punching bag a little bit, and I never do that. Awesome dose man, awesome. The only reason I rated it two stars lower is because I'm rating all doses together QH, and Standard, and it didn't last as long. Awesome dose for a quick hit though.
Lucid Dream
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Starts off like any normal dose. Relaxation, and trancy, but then its drops like a rollercoaster to Theta and then slowly increases in speed to a high theta. During that time as the beat increases in speed I felt like I'm floating higher and higher out of my body, and it felt like I was about to astrally project. It scared me so I jumped and broke my concentration and the feeling left. I fell asleep and had a crazy dream. I'm going to try this one again, except this time I'll let it take its course.
LSD
Rating: 9.5/10
Experience:
I had CEV's from heaven and some from hell. I was laying down and felt warm and cozy for a while and then BOOM the visuals came at me like a train. I saw myself laying in a pool of blood smiling and happy, and the blood was washed away by sand. I saw plastic cups coming at me with wings like bats (weird). I saw myself sitting in a chair with my eyes closed and birds singing to me and then a spear came out of nowere and stabbed me in the chest, then my spirit was released out of my body and went into the sky. They were the most lucid closed-eye visuals I have every seen. Those were just some that I could remember. Awesome iDoser! This is a hit.
Morphine
Rating: 8.5/10
Experience:
Another insane euphoric dose. When I started this I expected it to be just like every other opioid dose, but no. I was orgasming in my legs about 5 minutes in and it was amazing. I was in and out of a euphoric haze for about 20 minutes then I was startled by the door slamming. When I came out the haze I felt like I had just had sex! I just wanted to lay there in pleasure, but I knew I had to come write this experience. :]
Inspire
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
This inspired me to write some bars down, and I'm black so rap comes natural. Haha! I felt so inspired by this, and a little Drake. So yeah.
It does what its meant to do. I'll be using this alot. Here's the link to the thread with the song I wrote.
http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=6245
Quick Happy
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
For a five minute dose this is amazing. I was pissed off at my girlfriend and needed to calm down. I would've used CalmME but I didn't have it.I put this dose on and smoked a cigarette and by the time I was done, I was dancing and laughing. Good dose man.
WhiteCrosses
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
This dose really put me out of it. I felt like a zombie afterwards. I think I had a wake induced lucid dream. Not much to say about it though. Try it yourself. It's worth it.
That's all for now.
I still have a shitload I'm going to write but it'll will be over a time span.
Love, Peace, and Afro Grease.
Btw, I've been gone for awhile and lost all my doses. I'm starting back up with the experiences now.
My name is Cade.
This is my journal.
The experience diary of a mad man.
I knew I would get around to making one someday.
I hope this helps a little.
My plan is to try every dose and will them to work.
Standard Dose = Red
Quick Hit Dose = Blue
Vico
Rating: 10/10
Experience:
My first dose ever, and my breakthrough. I had been meditating for months and months before I discovered idoser, so I had some concentration skills. I was skeptical about it, but after this dose my whole mind frame changed from, "This wont work." to "WOW!" Relaxation came quick and it wasn't my normal meditative relaxation, there was a whole lot more. I was pulled into it at that moment and knew in my mind that I had found something amazing. After a while of laying there in my warm cozy blanket of euphoria, then came a feeling of numbness. This numbness moved up from my feet to the top of my head in a matter of minutes, and by this point I was having some visual effects like what I get from accually taking Hydrocodone. Staring behind my eyes I found static forming together and I watched as this static seperated and it slowly formed a wave of pure pleasure throughout my body. Then came the closed-eye visuals. Random images started popping up in my head like when I try to go to sleep at night. Maybe this was the hypnogogic state, but I'm not sure. When the dose was finally over, I took my headphones off and tried to stand up, but my body didn't want me to. I managed to get up and fell right back down into the euphoria! Amazing! I laid there for nearly another 30 minutes, loving life and myself.
Sleeping Angel
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
I expected alot from this dose and got what I expected. This was one of my most loved doses because I had severe insomnia before I got an Alprazolam prescription, and I still use it sometimes to get on a regular sleeping schedule along with melatonin. Lets get down to the important shit. Put the headphones on, clicked play and layed down. A little bit into it I felt the extreme relaxation from the theta. Closed eye visuals were amazing, I really felt like getting up and drawing out what I saw but I decided not to ruin the only dose I had. (This was before 4.5) Everything started seeming slower and I was slowing down myself. It kept getting slower and slower until I didn't want to move, and the next thing I knew I was out. Great sleep dose. There's really not much to say about this dose except it works good for me.
Trip
Rating: 4/10 For now.
Experience:
I think I expected too much from this dose, and didn't give enough effort to concentrate and listen to it, but I don't remember seeing anything, cev's or oev's. It was relaxing but thats all. Like I said tho, I WILL make every dose work, and I WILL be coming back to dominate this one. >:]
Demerol
Rating: 10/10
Experience:
First off, if your in pain, stop reading this and go listen to this dose!
If not, here you go. This is the longest lasting pain killing dose that I've found. First, relaxation and extreme euphoria comes unto you. Second, comes the numbness. Your whole body goes numb starting at the end of each limb and moving inward. Pain is then gone in a matter of 15-20 minutes. I try not to make the doses sound like their description but this one truly meets up to it. It lasted 3 hours for me. The description says 2-4 hours and it doesn't lie. A definate pain dose. Also really fun if your want to be numb, and lost in euphoria for hours. I love it.
Cocaine
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Wow, where can I start? What a rush. I started off by just sitting there relaxed and I turned on the dose. At first I felt a little tired, and dissapointed but I rode it out. The dose kept fading in and out. Later on into the dose it started increasing in speed and I felt a small rush and a shitload of euphoria. It kept increasing and increasing in speed until i was ready to jump out my chair and do something. But I still waited. The beat eventually stayed at a consistent speed and the effects I was feeling were now amplifying, more and more I felt this amazing euphoric, numbing rush, that is very similar to cocaine. It acually felt like I had snorted a shitty line, except for the nasal burning and head numbness. I even got the crawling sensation throughout my body. I turned on Du Hast by Rammstein afterwards and immediatly started banging my head like a wild man! Haha! I played along with it on my guitar rocking out, which I haven't done sine I was like 15-16. This dose is great I highly recommend it to anyone. So fun.
CocaineQH
Rating: 4/10 For now.
Experience:
I've realized I'm not a big fan of quick hits, because of their short time span and overall weakness. This dose started as sitting comfortably in a chair with my eyes closed. I really didn't feel any effects until around the end of the dose, and they weren't too good. I couldn't concentrate on anything, and I felt speedy, but nothing like standard Cocaine. I'll come back to it.
Opium
Rating: 6/10
Experience:
Hmm. I didn't really get much out of this dose. I started it off and a couple minutes in I was relaxed. (like always) Nothing too special though.
I laid there for a while and started feeling more relaxed, and some euphoria. I had a pretty foggy head thought. By the end I felt like I had taken a codiene pill. Maybe this dose is supposed to be mellow and relaxing. Like it says its not as strong as the morphine or heroin. Felt like a flat Vico dose. I enjoyed it, but I wanted more out of it. I'll be trying it again very soon. Maybe I'll feel more effects from it.
Insomniac
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
I was slightly dissapointed because I couldn't find a difference between this dose and Sleeping Angel. I think maybe it decreased in speed alot slower but it was still the same. I would put this dose as a small step up from sleeping angel. Overall still a good dose for sleep. Enjoy.
Downer
Rating: 7/10
Experience:
Definately a downer, but not a strong one. I started by laying down, and getting comfortable. Turned the dose on and reall didn't feel anything but relaxation for a while. Farther into it I felt happy and anxiety free, sort-of like a low dose of Xanax with a very clear head. I would say this is a good dose to relax with. Its worth using and I think it could help when coming down off of drugs that speed you up like: Cocaine, Meth, Speed, etc. I couldn't really find anything more to say about it. Its a good downer dose.
Condition
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
I know this is a preparation dose, and it works very good for that, but its
an extremely good meditation dose also. Using before doses make it extremely easy for your brain to synchronize to the beat. I know its a long time to lay there for 20 minutes and then another 30 minutes, but its well worth the time.
SpeedQH
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Awesome. I did this dose with my eyes open. About 5 minutes into it I got up to go get something to drink and whoa. I felt dizzyness, my mind was racing, and I felt like the energizer bunny. When the dose was over I started to play a game with my friend all energized, and I kicked his ass bad for some reason, and he always wins. I felt like I was more concentrated on what I was doing, like real speed a.k.a. amphetamine. I felt like the hulk, and we went outside and knocked up the punching bag a little bit, and I never do that. Awesome dose man, awesome. The only reason I rated it two stars lower is because I'm rating all doses together QH, and Standard, and it didn't last as long. Awesome dose for a quick hit though.
Lucid Dream
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
Starts off like any normal dose. Relaxation, and trancy, but then its drops like a rollercoaster to Theta and then slowly increases in speed to a high theta. During that time as the beat increases in speed I felt like I'm floating higher and higher out of my body, and it felt like I was about to astrally project. It scared me so I jumped and broke my concentration and the feeling left. I fell asleep and had a crazy dream. I'm going to try this one again, except this time I'll let it take its course.
LSD
Rating: 9.5/10
Experience:
I had CEV's from heaven and some from hell. I was laying down and felt warm and cozy for a while and then BOOM the visuals came at me like a train. I saw myself laying in a pool of blood smiling and happy, and the blood was washed away by sand. I saw plastic cups coming at me with wings like bats (weird). I saw myself sitting in a chair with my eyes closed and birds singing to me and then a spear came out of nowere and stabbed me in the chest, then my spirit was released out of my body and went into the sky. They were the most lucid closed-eye visuals I have every seen. Those were just some that I could remember. Awesome iDoser! This is a hit.
Morphine
Rating: 8.5/10
Experience:
Another insane euphoric dose. When I started this I expected it to be just like every other opioid dose, but no. I was orgasming in my legs about 5 minutes in and it was amazing. I was in and out of a euphoric haze for about 20 minutes then I was startled by the door slamming. When I came out the haze I felt like I had just had sex! I just wanted to lay there in pleasure, but I knew I had to come write this experience. :]
Inspire
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
This inspired me to write some bars down, and I'm black so rap comes natural. Haha! I felt so inspired by this, and a little Drake. So yeah.
It does what its meant to do. I'll be using this alot. Here's the link to the thread with the song I wrote.
http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=6245
Quick Happy
Rating: 8/10
Experience:
For a five minute dose this is amazing. I was pissed off at my girlfriend and needed to calm down. I would've used CalmME but I didn't have it.I put this dose on and smoked a cigarette and by the time I was done, I was dancing and laughing. Good dose man.
WhiteCrosses
Rating: 9/10
Experience:
This dose really put me out of it. I felt like a zombie afterwards. I think I had a wake induced lucid dream. Not much to say about it though. Try it yourself. It's worth it.
That's all for now.
I still have a shitload I'm going to write but it'll will be over a time span.
Love, Peace, and Afro Grease.
Btw, I've been gone for awhile and lost all my doses. I'm starting back up with the experiences now.
