Almost an OBE from white crosses?
Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 3:04 pm
I have always been very skeptical about "out of body experiences" I have never really even read about them, I just know people talk about having them and how strange it is to be out of your body and be a free flowing entity.
I have never been one to have a STRONG i-doser effect, until last night.
Last night around 3am I decided to try White Crosses just for the hell of it. at first I wasn't feeling anything not even relaxed until about what i would say was 25% of the way into the dose. Then I started to kinda drift off almost into a sleep like state, which happens to me with most doses, and then I was awaken to a warm and numb left hand which i thought was kinda strange but I have felt it before and then the sensation moved to my whole body. I thought it to be pretty cool and a nice relaxing feeling. Then I started to feel gravity pulling me down, this was pretty intense. It felt like i was being torn apart and almost like my face was melting, I was able to see in front of me but everything was super blurry and i was feeling pretty dizzy (by the way my eyes are closed but I can see) I was sitting up but I wasn't I could move my soul but not my body. My body was still laying down but my soul was sitting up in the bed. I started getting kinda scared (im not one to be scared easily) the feelings i was feeling was too intense I had to force my eyes open i couldn't take it.
I wasn't trying to have an OBE or astral project or whatever. It wasn't even on my mind. It just kinda happened. I guess that's why I got scared and didnt actually continue.
I thought the dose was about over by this time because the normal pulsing siren sound was quieting down and the white noise was getting louder so I decided that was enough and got up only to find the dose was at 75% but I was back to normal now and didnt want to scare the piss out of myself again.
Can someone tell me if that was an "almost obe"?
I can't wait to do white crosses again tonight!
I have never been one to have a STRONG i-doser effect, until last night.
Last night around 3am I decided to try White Crosses just for the hell of it. at first I wasn't feeling anything not even relaxed until about what i would say was 25% of the way into the dose. Then I started to kinda drift off almost into a sleep like state, which happens to me with most doses, and then I was awaken to a warm and numb left hand which i thought was kinda strange but I have felt it before and then the sensation moved to my whole body. I thought it to be pretty cool and a nice relaxing feeling. Then I started to feel gravity pulling me down, this was pretty intense. It felt like i was being torn apart and almost like my face was melting, I was able to see in front of me but everything was super blurry and i was feeling pretty dizzy (by the way my eyes are closed but I can see) I was sitting up but I wasn't I could move my soul but not my body. My body was still laying down but my soul was sitting up in the bed. I started getting kinda scared (im not one to be scared easily) the feelings i was feeling was too intense I had to force my eyes open i couldn't take it.
I wasn't trying to have an OBE or astral project or whatever. It wasn't even on my mind. It just kinda happened. I guess that's why I got scared and didnt actually continue.
I thought the dose was about over by this time because the normal pulsing siren sound was quieting down and the white noise was getting louder so I decided that was enough and got up only to find the dose was at 75% but I was back to normal now and didnt want to scare the piss out of myself again.
Can someone tell me if that was an "almost obe"?
I can't wait to do white crosses again tonight!