Snapping out of a dose instead of going further in...
Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 8:49 pm
Hi everybody!
I've tried a couple of doses like Opium, MultipleO etc.. At one point it starts to feel like the dose starts working on my brain. But the second I feel something anywhere on my body, I get that feeling in my stomach like I'm falling (scared maybe?) and I realize I'm pressing my eyelids together and my whole body is very tense... then I snap out of wherever I was going...
I try meditating as good as possible counting up and down and focusing on my breath, doesn't change a thing though.
I lay down in a dark room, no sounds around, with good earphones.
I know I feel something, but I just can't get there because I snap out of the dose.
Does anyone else have this kind of problem?
Could anyone give me some advice?
I've tried a couple of doses like Opium, MultipleO etc.. At one point it starts to feel like the dose starts working on my brain. But the second I feel something anywhere on my body, I get that feeling in my stomach like I'm falling (scared maybe?) and I realize I'm pressing my eyelids together and my whole body is very tense... then I snap out of wherever I was going...
I try meditating as good as possible counting up and down and focusing on my breath, doesn't change a thing though.
I lay down in a dark room, no sounds around, with good earphones.
I know I feel something, but I just can't get there because I snap out of the dose.
Does anyone else have this kind of problem?
Could anyone give me some advice?