Insane LSD Trip
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 4:12 pm
This was my first hallucinogenic dose. Before this I've done Marijuana, CocaineQH, Cocaine, Morphine, and Genesis. I did the Conditioning dose before the LSD dose.
So I put it on and at first not much, chillin. tryin to get into a trance. just relaxing, being comfortable. Counting down from 500 and what not and after a while, the first thing that happened was I noticed having weird thoughts. Like my mind was going back and forth between trying to concentrate and questioning if this really was a placebo effect or not. Then i noticed that entire convo in my head if it was legit or not sort of took place between two really weird people and like random shit kept happening. But this was all just my thoughts.
Then like i was chilling more and I saw a tiny face face for a split second (my eyes were closed, black shirt covering my eyes) But i shrugged it off and kept enjoying relaxing. Then I realized i had been in a trance for a while and I couldn't figure out the positioning in my hands. I was trying to figure them out but it felt like they were spun around and around a lot of times and then laying on the bed. I couldnt figure out if they were sideways or up or down or anything. So then I admitted that was pretty weird. I kept just having crazy weird thoughts that I can't remember or explain, flashes of weird ideas or visuals of them.
It was then I realized i felt really small. It started with my head - I felt the headphones were really close together meaning my head was small. Then i felt like my arms and legs were reallly small on the bed, like if I reached out i wouldn't reach far. Immediately following this discovery was the feeling of shrinking for a while - not to smaller but just from normal to that one size. So i was enjoying that continuous feeling and then this really really strong feeling came on. I was trying to place it in my mind what the feeling was, identify it. i couldn't. It was as if it was a feeling I had in a single dream when I was 8 or something, something far away. The feeling involved stone and rocks - not the physical form but just the the feeling of them. The feeling was really strong inside me to the point it felt like it was pouring out so I felt like I had this stone feeling pouring out my mouth. The only way to attempt to get an accurate description of the feeling is something very whole and dense, cold on the outside but knowing it's warm on the inside.
Then I again noticed my hands were even more confusing and twisted now and my body kept twitching a lot (which is a sign you're in a deep trance). I was chilling and wondering why I was so calm and not tripping like crazy for a few seconds after my previous trip. It was then I realized I was so calm because I thought I was listening to music and when i realized that, I listened carefully and heard it for 2 seconds. But it went away then, as if it knew it was being listened to.
After this, I felt like I was growing really quickly and my arms and legs were shooting out really far and they just kept going, again not increasing in size but just constantly from normal to growing - just the feeling of growing, not exactly growing. And when that stopped, all was calm for a bit. I was just like laying and still in a trance and then all of a sudden heard a deep ribbit like from a frog. This really surprised me in a good way and then i felt like i was in front of a giant frog king (which i think is a sign i should try the Toad dose next, like licking a toad) I only witnessed / felt this king for a second until i got zoomed away from there and the trip slowed down and ended with this feeling of like waving and "see you soon!"
It was pretty amazing.
So I put it on and at first not much, chillin. tryin to get into a trance. just relaxing, being comfortable. Counting down from 500 and what not and after a while, the first thing that happened was I noticed having weird thoughts. Like my mind was going back and forth between trying to concentrate and questioning if this really was a placebo effect or not. Then i noticed that entire convo in my head if it was legit or not sort of took place between two really weird people and like random shit kept happening. But this was all just my thoughts.
Then like i was chilling more and I saw a tiny face face for a split second (my eyes were closed, black shirt covering my eyes) But i shrugged it off and kept enjoying relaxing. Then I realized i had been in a trance for a while and I couldn't figure out the positioning in my hands. I was trying to figure them out but it felt like they were spun around and around a lot of times and then laying on the bed. I couldnt figure out if they were sideways or up or down or anything. So then I admitted that was pretty weird. I kept just having crazy weird thoughts that I can't remember or explain, flashes of weird ideas or visuals of them.
It was then I realized i felt really small. It started with my head - I felt the headphones were really close together meaning my head was small. Then i felt like my arms and legs were reallly small on the bed, like if I reached out i wouldn't reach far. Immediately following this discovery was the feeling of shrinking for a while - not to smaller but just from normal to that one size. So i was enjoying that continuous feeling and then this really really strong feeling came on. I was trying to place it in my mind what the feeling was, identify it. i couldn't. It was as if it was a feeling I had in a single dream when I was 8 or something, something far away. The feeling involved stone and rocks - not the physical form but just the the feeling of them. The feeling was really strong inside me to the point it felt like it was pouring out so I felt like I had this stone feeling pouring out my mouth. The only way to attempt to get an accurate description of the feeling is something very whole and dense, cold on the outside but knowing it's warm on the inside.
Then I again noticed my hands were even more confusing and twisted now and my body kept twitching a lot (which is a sign you're in a deep trance). I was chilling and wondering why I was so calm and not tripping like crazy for a few seconds after my previous trip. It was then I realized I was so calm because I thought I was listening to music and when i realized that, I listened carefully and heard it for 2 seconds. But it went away then, as if it knew it was being listened to.
After this, I felt like I was growing really quickly and my arms and legs were shooting out really far and they just kept going, again not increasing in size but just constantly from normal to growing - just the feeling of growing, not exactly growing. And when that stopped, all was calm for a bit. I was just like laying and still in a trance and then all of a sudden heard a deep ribbit like from a frog. This really surprised me in a good way and then i felt like i was in front of a giant frog king (which i think is a sign i should try the Toad dose next, like licking a toad) I only witnessed / felt this king for a second until i got zoomed away from there and the trip slowed down and ended with this feeling of like waving and "see you soon!"
It was pretty amazing.
