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Finally, I got a real expirience, with White Crosses. I'm actually not entirely sure if it was a real expirience, but I think it was. But anyways, I was using the tips from the 'MORE MUST READ TIPS' topic, and I started the dose, sat down on my floor, and listened for a second, then laid back onto my pillow. I have no bed close to my CP so I used my floor, because I usually used my chair. But I liad down and started at 650, or 750, I can't entirely remember. I started counting backwards and breathing deeply, I felt a little relaxed. Every so often I got 'butterflies' in my stomach, and thought that it was possible that that would ruin the dose. Around 32%, i started feeling like I was rocking back and forth, then side to side, then all at the same time. I felt like I was spinning in a circle, and lost feeling to my hands and legs, too. Then I heard a sound like a hair dryer, and thought I felt footsteps. Nothing was there. My heart started pounding, and my pulse I could feel my pulse. The footsteps seemed as if they were coming towards me, then away from me. I started thinking it could be my mom, and I don't really want her to find out about I-Doser, just incase she freaks out about it. Then I flipped out and got up, because I thought my mom was there. I took my jacket off my head and my vision was blurred, and colors looked grey. I felt somewhat dizzy, but managed to get up. I walked out of my computer room, dazed, and found that my parents were upstairs. :I So I only go through 40% of the dose. I'm going to do AnesthisiaQH next!

EDIT: Also, in your opinion, was this a REAL expirience or was it some kind of placebo?

Hey! I also have had the feeling of rocking back and forth! This is actually really encouraging because I wasn't sure if this was happening to me. I start to feel like I am rocking side to side pretty fast, and I think about how I am pretty sure I am not actually doing that. I've been practicing I doser for about a week now, and this is the strongest I have gotten. I've been listening to MarijuanaQH a lot though, and only once felt more disoriented than I thought I normally should after getting up. I'm sure they will get better with more practice. I definetely dont think you had a placebo though, since I have been experiencing some similiar effects.

Good to know! This was probably my first real expirience, and I've been listening to these for about a week, too.