Ecstacy 1 - First Experience
Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 1:43 pm
Well, so this evening I had my very first session with I-Doser. For my first dose I chose to start of with the Ecstacy 1. Why not start of with a bang, eh?
Anyways. I read about on the guidelines on the forum, so I descided to follow them to the point. I went into my bedroom. Got out the softest pillow i could and made sure I was lying comfy on my bed. Blinds was pulled shut. I already had the program installed on my laptop, so I put that next to the bed. I had brought out my best sennheiser headset. I shut the lights and started the dose.
At first all I heard was something I could best describe as white noise with pulsating tones on top. Nothing exciting really. After what might have been a few minutes I did however become aware of slight distant rhytmic and not quite musically notes hidden deep within the noise. While I was lying there my thought drifted away and after some time I must have fallen asleep or something. If it was sleep or not I cannot say for sure, but there are definately some time during my first half of the session where everything went blank.
About midways - or slightly after midways (hard to tell) - in my session i suddenly woke up. It felt as if I was no longer alone in the room. The sensation was an eerie feeling, and the more i thought about it the more it felt like that someone was touching my forehead. I can only describe it as rippling sensations like if someone was massaging my forehead. I pulled my self together - not really wanting to let go of the experience - and relaxed, knowing that there was noone else in the room (even though it was dark and I couldn't be 100% sure).
The sensation growed ever stronger and after what might have been a few minutes I felt warm in my entire body. My breathing got heavier and it felt like I was floating in the room. It was a definitive sense of arrousal.
Alas, when I felt like i was reaching the peak the sounds and noises changed - keeping my arrousal at that level for a while, but not taking it further. Then slowly the sensation faded away and the session was over. I felt extremely relaxed afterwards.
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I am a true believer now and can't wait to buy my second dose. Too bad the shop is offline at the moment. Hope it wont be staying that way for long. I am definately gonna try some more - something else perhaps?
Anyways. I read about on the guidelines on the forum, so I descided to follow them to the point. I went into my bedroom. Got out the softest pillow i could and made sure I was lying comfy on my bed. Blinds was pulled shut. I already had the program installed on my laptop, so I put that next to the bed. I had brought out my best sennheiser headset. I shut the lights and started the dose.
At first all I heard was something I could best describe as white noise with pulsating tones on top. Nothing exciting really. After what might have been a few minutes I did however become aware of slight distant rhytmic and not quite musically notes hidden deep within the noise. While I was lying there my thought drifted away and after some time I must have fallen asleep or something. If it was sleep or not I cannot say for sure, but there are definately some time during my first half of the session where everything went blank.
About midways - or slightly after midways (hard to tell) - in my session i suddenly woke up. It felt as if I was no longer alone in the room. The sensation was an eerie feeling, and the more i thought about it the more it felt like that someone was touching my forehead. I can only describe it as rippling sensations like if someone was massaging my forehead. I pulled my self together - not really wanting to let go of the experience - and relaxed, knowing that there was noone else in the room (even though it was dark and I couldn't be 100% sure).
The sensation growed ever stronger and after what might have been a few minutes I felt warm in my entire body. My breathing got heavier and it felt like I was floating in the room. It was a definitive sense of arrousal.
Alas, when I felt like i was reaching the peak the sounds and noises changed - keeping my arrousal at that level for a while, but not taking it further. Then slowly the sensation faded away and the session was over. I felt extremely relaxed afterwards.
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I am a true believer now and can't wait to buy my second dose. Too bad the shop is offline at the moment. Hope it wont be staying that way for long. I am definately gonna try some more - something else perhaps?