Peyote: At first I tried going straight for the Peyote dose trying to follow all the things I've read online about how to get these to work. Well, for a few seconds (after a few tries) I thought I saw some colored blurs colliding in front of me before going away again, but I'm not sure if that's just because I so badly wanted to see results. Especially since I wasn't staying too focused on the sound just thinking about wanting to see or feel something. I haven't gone back to the Peyote yet since then.
French Roast: The first dose I'm fairly sure actually worked was the french roast when I needed to wake up enough to enjoy a date with my girlfriend after a long, tiring day at work. I think the short 5min requirement plus the fact that it wasn't too hard to clear my mind since all it was supposed to do is energize. I think it did. Felt like caffeine making my mind more alert, but my body still feeling the same exhaustion.
Opium: Although I wasn't too worried about results from this one I figured it came in the mp3 pack so I might as well try it. A couple times with no effect, but eventually I may have achieved success. Somewhere near probably 60% I felt my arms and legs get stiff or heavier (somewhat like a combination of the two if that makes sense) then a feeling of peace and happiness that physically felt warm spreading from my face throughout my body. I read later that others had felt this and so I think this was also possibly a success.
Marijuana: The big one for me though was last night. I was already in a good mood and relaxed and about ready to go to bed. I decided that I would take the slow and steady approach and listen to the forums. The consensus seemed to believe that marijuana was one of the easier ones for beginners to ease into. So, I laid down, got comfortable, covered my eyes and started the dose and my breathing and counting. I can't tell you when I started feeling the effects, because they seemed to last 15mins even though the dose was only that long and I certainly took at least 8 to feel anything. Anyway, I felt like I was floating slowly downwards and saw myself slowing floating down through these little rings of light, and I felt very much at peace.
This was fine I figured the light was a placebo and everything else seemed to fit the description of the dose, but then I had a very vibrant image pop into my head of a store that upon seeing realized I had only been in once maybe twice as a child. A clothing store of a sort, but the actual products were still a blur. I did, however, suddenly remember its exact location in the town as well. Then, my girlfriend moved in bed and this shook me just enough to shake away the image. I had an instance of disappointment then cleared my mind and went back to my breathing and counting rather than trying to pull the image back. I began to see stars in a clear night sky much like I would've back home before moving to the big city area, and finally some streams of color changing light moving by as a fish tail would casually in water.
This all seemed very strong for something like marijauna that is NOT supposed to have these effects. I would say everything, aside from the peacefulness, was placebo and even thought so, but didn't wanna question it and ruin the fun. After-all, who cares if I experienced extra stuff that wasn't part of the dose? However, I described the building and location to my mother when I called her tonight and she said that this place was where she had bought her wedding dress and where my dad, brother, and I rented our tuxes. I couldn't have even pulled out a glimpse of this memory before last night (I was VERY young).
So, sorry about the very long post, but I'm very excited about this and wanted to share my I-dosing journey up to this point with all of you. Feel free to comment about any and all parts of this excessively long post should you be willing to read through it, but I would especially like to hear your thoughts on my marijuana dose experience. Maybe others have had strong effects from this one? Maybe not? What may have brought out this dormant memory if not the dose? I don't know about all of you, but this definitely wasn't something I ever experienced when smoking actual marijuana (I have stopped, but definitely remember the way it effected me haha).
Whatever you choose to post or don't choose to post thank you for reading this long post!
