Newbie to I-Doser...not binaural beats though
Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 4:45 pm
So I've been meditating for about 15 years now, studied binaural beat, astral projection, and any other ways to temporarily alter reality and enrich my life. I hear about this from another forum I belong to and decided to give it a go. I figured the best way to do this for my first time is to take a dissacociative mind-altering substance....just to break down my skeptical barriers and see where this takes me.
I decided if I was tripping on DXM or smoking weed, then taking the same "I-Dose" as the substance I'm using would be redundant and retarded. Instead I might as well use some Doses that would be enhanced by whatever I was on.
Being spiritual and curious I decided that Hand of God sounded like the best one (talk about wanting to jump in the deep end the first time you swim, right?). But I soon chickened out. Why? Well coupled with whatever I was on, I felt that if it DID work and I was confronted by Our Creator, I'd be overwhelmed and was unworthy. Not to mention it dawned on me that, like any conventional drug, taking the hardest "dose" the first time is generally a bad idea...
So I went with Out of Body Experience! It was awesome. I was aware of my body but my mind was drifting off and it was like my mind could tell my body to move all it wanted - but my body wasn't going to respond. I just layed in my bed, made the room pitch black and free of any outside sound. I started the OBE dose and just concentrated on my breathing, and some closed eye visuals I had, probably due to what I was one. Then I just slipped away and for the first time in as long as I can remember - my problems were irrelevant! I didn't have a single stress in the world because I could finally get to a different plane of existence/reality. Very Soothing.
Right after that I wanted more!!!! So I decided on the most popular (Gee I wonder why) - ORGASM!!! Yea I didn't blow it all over myself...like I hoped . I got aroused and my mind drifted to sexual thoughts....then it was over. Since I was already aroused I figured I'd finish myself off and go to sleep...but here's the funny part (for the reader...for me it was frustrating): the substance I was on can make you impotent or never actually acheive orgasm. I gave up after an hour (YES AN HOUR!!!!!) frustrated. Not too worried about it though. There's always tonight...and I'll make sure I do the Orgasm dose when I'm sober.
Overall I had an excellent experience - and I think it's because I've used binaural beats before for mediatation and have conditioned my mind to let go and just "go with it". Why not? I almost pity those people (here and other places on the net) who are too skeptical for their own good. Just take some deep breaths and let go. Just enjoy yourself and stop going into everything as a critic!
And speaking of enjoying yourself - why the hell (no pun intended) would anyone want to listen to Gates of Hades?!?!? Especially BEFORE they listen to HoG?!?!? Out of everything that's here - orgasm, marijuana, ephoria, etc.....why the hell would you choose the worst one?
I decided if I was tripping on DXM or smoking weed, then taking the same "I-Dose" as the substance I'm using would be redundant and retarded. Instead I might as well use some Doses that would be enhanced by whatever I was on.
Being spiritual and curious I decided that Hand of God sounded like the best one (talk about wanting to jump in the deep end the first time you swim, right?). But I soon chickened out. Why? Well coupled with whatever I was on, I felt that if it DID work and I was confronted by Our Creator, I'd be overwhelmed and was unworthy. Not to mention it dawned on me that, like any conventional drug, taking the hardest "dose" the first time is generally a bad idea...
So I went with Out of Body Experience! It was awesome. I was aware of my body but my mind was drifting off and it was like my mind could tell my body to move all it wanted - but my body wasn't going to respond. I just layed in my bed, made the room pitch black and free of any outside sound. I started the OBE dose and just concentrated on my breathing, and some closed eye visuals I had, probably due to what I was one. Then I just slipped away and for the first time in as long as I can remember - my problems were irrelevant! I didn't have a single stress in the world because I could finally get to a different plane of existence/reality. Very Soothing.
Right after that I wanted more!!!! So I decided on the most popular (Gee I wonder why) - ORGASM!!! Yea I didn't blow it all over myself...like I hoped . I got aroused and my mind drifted to sexual thoughts....then it was over. Since I was already aroused I figured I'd finish myself off and go to sleep...but here's the funny part (for the reader...for me it was frustrating): the substance I was on can make you impotent or never actually acheive orgasm. I gave up after an hour (YES AN HOUR!!!!!) frustrated. Not too worried about it though. There's always tonight...and I'll make sure I do the Orgasm dose when I'm sober.
Overall I had an excellent experience - and I think it's because I've used binaural beats before for mediatation and have conditioned my mind to let go and just "go with it". Why not? I almost pity those people (here and other places on the net) who are too skeptical for their own good. Just take some deep breaths and let go. Just enjoy yourself and stop going into everything as a critic!
And speaking of enjoying yourself - why the hell (no pun intended) would anyone want to listen to Gates of Hades?!?!? Especially BEFORE they listen to HoG?!?!? Out of everything that's here - orgasm, marijuana, ephoria, etc.....why the hell would you choose the worst one?