Attempt #4 - Absinthe
Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 9:54 am
So i started on all this stuff being a major skeptic. After having a fair amount of "real life" experiences with a lot of the content provided, i was almost determined to not let this actually work. And my first attempts where backing up my thoughts that this is a load of hog wash.
My first dose was a few days ago and was with ecstasy, with very small results. At one stage there was maybe some slight eye roles for about 20-30 seconds but nothing more.
Then i tried orgasm which did nothing, a few hours after that, i tried cocaineQH again, nothing.
Tonight I decided to give it one more try. I read a few forum posts and saw that Absinthe was apparently a rather strong effect and that it was relatively easy to use. There where also a few posts on "how to" dose. I followed these more closely this time around and went to the extreme of going in a completely dark room.
Here is what happened.
Absinthe
It doesn't take too long to get into it, at first it seems as though you have some very short micro sleep's with only a few second long dreams and then they disappear as fast as they start. They start with a large amount of between time and become more and more frequent as the dose goes, they also become more and more vivid as well. These where all completely random "dream" like images, and all had happy themes. (This i suppose, really is determined by your own individual state of mind). This i call Phase 1, it lasted maybe 60% - 70% of the dose, i wasn't tracking any time at all.
My biggest surprise (and was a large concern at the time) was at one stage i came of out the dose "trance" with this insane feeling of numbness down the bottom of my left hand (Small finger and down the side of hand). It felt as though i had been sitting on it for too long. I became rather jittery towards it and was going to turn the dose off, however i shook my hand for a minute or so and the numbness died off, i was expecting the pins and needles feeling to follow but it never came. so i decided to continue.
After having my hand go numb it took me out of what i call phase 1, it took me into phase 2. This is when the dream images stopped, the next effect was a very weird sensation of "shapes and colours". They where of nothing specific & It's really hard to describe them. The best way i could put even a theme of what they where would be a simple kaleidescope. One word comes to mind when i think of these is "clarity". It was all super clear, super sharp & super colorful. however, it was a lot of "nothing" if you get what i mean
I noticed i really only saw these when i had my eye's closed and when i opened them, what i could see in the room seemed less clear, less sharp than what i was seeing with my eyes closed.
One other thing i did take particular note of was the alertness of the finishing fade. You come out of any sort of mindset as soon as it starts its fade. there is no slow "come down", its almost an instant change from the "trance" to the "normal" mindset.
All in all, I'd say it was an amazing experience, definitely worth the effort and will certain be giving other doses a go.
My first dose was a few days ago and was with ecstasy, with very small results. At one stage there was maybe some slight eye roles for about 20-30 seconds but nothing more.
Then i tried orgasm which did nothing, a few hours after that, i tried cocaineQH again, nothing.
Tonight I decided to give it one more try. I read a few forum posts and saw that Absinthe was apparently a rather strong effect and that it was relatively easy to use. There where also a few posts on "how to" dose. I followed these more closely this time around and went to the extreme of going in a completely dark room.
Here is what happened.
Absinthe
It doesn't take too long to get into it, at first it seems as though you have some very short micro sleep's with only a few second long dreams and then they disappear as fast as they start. They start with a large amount of between time and become more and more frequent as the dose goes, they also become more and more vivid as well. These where all completely random "dream" like images, and all had happy themes. (This i suppose, really is determined by your own individual state of mind). This i call Phase 1, it lasted maybe 60% - 70% of the dose, i wasn't tracking any time at all.
My biggest surprise (and was a large concern at the time) was at one stage i came of out the dose "trance" with this insane feeling of numbness down the bottom of my left hand (Small finger and down the side of hand). It felt as though i had been sitting on it for too long. I became rather jittery towards it and was going to turn the dose off, however i shook my hand for a minute or so and the numbness died off, i was expecting the pins and needles feeling to follow but it never came. so i decided to continue.
After having my hand go numb it took me out of what i call phase 1, it took me into phase 2. This is when the dream images stopped, the next effect was a very weird sensation of "shapes and colours". They where of nothing specific & It's really hard to describe them. The best way i could put even a theme of what they where would be a simple kaleidescope. One word comes to mind when i think of these is "clarity". It was all super clear, super sharp & super colorful. however, it was a lot of "nothing" if you get what i mean
I noticed i really only saw these when i had my eye's closed and when i opened them, what i could see in the room seemed less clear, less sharp than what i was seeing with my eyes closed.
One other thing i did take particular note of was the alertness of the finishing fade. You come out of any sort of mindset as soon as it starts its fade. there is no slow "come down", its almost an instant change from the "trance" to the "normal" mindset.
All in all, I'd say it was an amazing experience, definitely worth the effort and will certain be giving other doses a go.
I've been lurking around the forum, trying to find a good beginner's dose, and I think I just found it!