First Experience (Nitrous)
Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 2:52 am
I just dosed nitrous three times in succession.
Each time I never really felt anything until the end when the white noise starts to fade.
The first time, at the end I felt... well I'm not really sure how to explain how I felt. It was sort of like something washing over my entire body. When the dose stopped the feeling continued for about 30 seconds.
The second time, I feel I was a little more concentrated because I did get the swaying feeling. However at the end the feeling was essentially the same, but much less intense.
The third time, I wasn't able to concentrate very well at all. I felt nothing the whole time, and at the end the feeling was of an even lower intensity.
So it's been about five minutes since I completed the doses and I don't really feel the way it's described. Admittedly, though I don't feel exactly... normal. I definitely don't feel elated, I can still walk straight, I'm not at all giddy and I'm still quite dexterous. Maybe the lack of effectiveness is on my current inability to concentrate. I've tried counting backwards, yet I find myself striving to do it correctly. I always catch myself and make note of the mistakes made while doing the counting. I try recreating the beats in my head, but I get lost in imagining what the frequency waves would look like and eventually move to other thoughts and imaginings. What else could I do to concentrate better on this? I'm doing all the things all the manuals and tips say, I have turtle beach HPA2 true surround stereo headphones with 8 speakers at 20hz-20khz. It's down to my current inability to really just be mentally still. Any advice would be just tits. Thanks.
EDIT:
I just tried the OrgamsQH, and I must say, that this so far has had the most outstanding effects. It seems that I'm able to, at the beginning really sink into the sound. Sadly I was interrupted with three and a half minutes left. However, my heart began to RACE, my wiener got really hard and I felt very... "hot." I don't really know if I had an orgasm, or what an orgasm feels like for that matter (I'm a virgin and it didn't feel anything like masturbating). But irrefutably, there was an effect that has only gone to (hopefully) increase my ability to use this therapy.
Still would like any available tips though
P.S. I'm 19 years old, so you're not reading about some child and his "wiener feelings"
Each time I never really felt anything until the end when the white noise starts to fade.
The first time, at the end I felt... well I'm not really sure how to explain how I felt. It was sort of like something washing over my entire body. When the dose stopped the feeling continued for about 30 seconds.
The second time, I feel I was a little more concentrated because I did get the swaying feeling. However at the end the feeling was essentially the same, but much less intense.
The third time, I wasn't able to concentrate very well at all. I felt nothing the whole time, and at the end the feeling was of an even lower intensity.
So it's been about five minutes since I completed the doses and I don't really feel the way it's described. Admittedly, though I don't feel exactly... normal. I definitely don't feel elated, I can still walk straight, I'm not at all giddy and I'm still quite dexterous. Maybe the lack of effectiveness is on my current inability to concentrate. I've tried counting backwards, yet I find myself striving to do it correctly. I always catch myself and make note of the mistakes made while doing the counting. I try recreating the beats in my head, but I get lost in imagining what the frequency waves would look like and eventually move to other thoughts and imaginings. What else could I do to concentrate better on this? I'm doing all the things all the manuals and tips say, I have turtle beach HPA2 true surround stereo headphones with 8 speakers at 20hz-20khz. It's down to my current inability to really just be mentally still. Any advice would be just tits. Thanks.
EDIT:
I just tried the OrgamsQH, and I must say, that this so far has had the most outstanding effects. It seems that I'm able to, at the beginning really sink into the sound. Sadly I was interrupted with three and a half minutes left. However, my heart began to RACE, my wiener got really hard and I felt very... "hot." I don't really know if I had an orgasm, or what an orgasm feels like for that matter (I'm a virgin and it didn't feel anything like masturbating). But irrefutably, there was an effect that has only gone to (hopefully) increase my ability to use this therapy.
Still would like any available tips though
P.S. I'm 19 years old, so you're not reading about some child and his "wiener feelings"