Is this what Black Sunshine is supposed to do?

[Ensoi]

Well, at first there was nothing (of course) but then I started getting really cold and was seeing light, it seemed like someone was shining a light on me, then I saw people sitting on a bench somewhere and then I saw a back of a car and then a bee flew passed it which scared me, I have a fear of them.

Is that a sign that it was working? or did I fall asleep and not realize it?

[Drewm1273]

Black sunshine from what I get from it bring out your fears and let you confront them it can be spiritual or just frightening, But If you have bad anxiety or heart problems I wouldn't recommend something like this I would try heroin if I was you it just makes me in a good mood and I am high for 30-45min after words.

[Billyboy]

So All this Gate of Hades, Black sunshine, Masochist stuff are making bad feelings? why would someone do it? Im not talking bad about it but i want to understand it.

[Drewm1273]

Well it's not necessarily bad feelings, ok put it like this some people in real life like shrooms, acid, salvia, stuff like that, Me personally wouldn't touch the stuff because it causes bad hallucinations and stuff somtimes, ( bad trips ) but there is alot of people who like to trip balls, Sorry if i'm not making it very clear Kinda hard to explain.

[Ensoi]

Black sunshine from what I get from it bring out your fears and let you confront them it can be spiritual or just frightening, But If you have bad anxiety or heart problems I wouldn't recommend something like this I would try heroin if I was you it just makes me in a good mood and I am high for 30-45min after words.

That actually sounds pretty cool, I might try it again.

If it's supposed to bring out my fears (Which i'm guessing phobia is part of it) and confront them why did I lose? >: