ºDOLEMITESº Experience Journal
Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2012 4:49 pm
My name is dolemite, I was a long time skeptic of I-Doser. Here are my experiences.
edit: Instead of making a thread everytime I did a dose, I'm just going to put all of them on here for easy access.
DOSES
MarijuanaQH
I hear a lot of praise for this dose and how it's good and stuff and all that. I've done this dose before but I never really 'tried' it I guess you could say. This time I focused very hard on the dose. Yeah hahha
This was a fun dose. I finished about like 5 minutes or 10 minutes ago. I didn't feel anything during the dose but now I am feeling it. As I type I notice I'm very relaxed and dumb with my writing (??). I don't know. But yeah. After I finished the dose I got up and started smiling for no reason at all. I don't know why. But I went outside to put my bike away and looked at the everywhere and realized it was all like HD TV. I was walking my bike into my shed and I started laughing. I don't even know why but I thought it was funny that I was laughing ?? I really have no clue but yeah I think I'm still under the effects and will probably look back at this paragraph and be like, whoah wtf. Whatever. Yeah. I like this dose. DO IT DUDES
lol
Vico
So I decided to try Vicodin since I've had no luck with Demerol yet (unfortunately) and this was pretty scary.
First off, I fell asleep during the dose. That was a huge mistake. I ended up being asleep for 4 and a half hours before I woke up. During my dreams I was kind of awake, but not awake. I knew that I could wake up any second, and I could see, but I wasn't able to wake up. I had a lucid dream that I went into school high off my ass on Vicodin. My vision was fucked up and I was slurring my words very badly. I was running around and I had no idea what the fuck was going on. It was pretty intense. I wanted to wake up so badly because I was so scared my vision would stay like that. Pretty intense dose. Still have a head high and hour later.
Absinthe
I did this dose at my grandparents house under a cover. I did the mobile version (15 minutes) and it was a very interesting experience. At first I felt kind of tired and loopy but eventually I felt very slishy and soshy (yes thats my best way to describe it) and I don't remember very much. I was thinking about a friend of mine burping and I heard them burp into my ear very loudly and it sounded very weird. I'm sorry if this review seems a little strange I am currently doing Demerol a second time and i have no idea what the fuck i am doing and my fingers are hitting every key on the keyboard haha
edit: Yes, so, where was I. I felt very surreal I guess you could say. The description of this dose pretty much explains the entire thing. You're drunk, but you aren't. I guess that's all I can say for now.
Effects:
Very vivid thoughts
Being drunkish, I guess?
PeyoteQH
So I wanted to try this before I moved onto the actual full-length Peyote dose. And this was a very nice dose . Like advertised, this is a hallucinogenic dose, so one would expect to have hallucinations. This dose was very similar to my TripQH dose only stronger. I would stare at my Picasso painting and I would get tunnel vision. Eventually my vision would turn black and white and would pulse. It would change from being very blurry to black and white high contrast. Small rectangle of bright white light would pop up in my peripheral vision. The wall in my peripheral vision turned into a black static and slowly crept into my view. Eventually the purple swirls came in, but not as strong as TripQH. So, this dose was stronger in some aspects to other hallucinogenic doses, while weaker in others.
Effects:
Hallucinations
Open Eye Visuals
Demerol
I have been anxious to try one of these prescription doses since I am very interested in tangible pills. Dim the light, cover the eyes, and play the dose.
Most people report getting numb about 15 minutes into the dose. I'm not sure if I was numb (nor can I remember) at that point but at the same time I think I fell asleep before the 15 minutes mark.
Before falling asleep I was kind of nodding off. I envisioned in my mind me punching someone, or something along those lines, and the next thing I know is that I've jerked my left arm forward into the darkness only to fall back down. My body then started to pulse over and over, and I could hear the pulse. I thought it was my heartbeat at first, but again, I'm not sure. My entire experience is very blurry and seems surreal. I don't remember much of waking up either though. I know what I did but I don't know how or why. Very cool experience though. Will try this again and then move onto Vico or another prescription.
Effects:
Numbness (to an extent)
Very blurry memory
Mix between mental and physical actions
Pulsating body
Marijuana
No noticeable effects. Did get a very bad cottonmouth however.
AcidQH
This was very similar to the TripQH dose only amplified somewhat. All the effects I experienced were all visual, no auditory or physical sensations. The first thing that happened was my vision started to distort. My vision turned gray and then my entire sight would go black and come back seconds later. Next, the old guitarist painting (same one in TripQH) started to change. It started becoming 3D as if it was right next to me. Random flashed of color on him let me see many different hidden patterns. For instance, his arm became a fish. His guitar, a duck, and the bottom of his guitar, a Chinese pot. After that the purple blobs came back only much more intense. Sorry if this was a bit short, I am very tired and not exactly feeling well.
TripQH
Three words. That. Was. INSANE.
So prior to me doing this dose, I downloaded all the I-Doser MP3's I had on my computer to my iPod. I didn't feel like the iPod app was that good with doses, any plus I wanted to try the full length ones, but I would have to be right next to my computer to do them. Anyways, after I had downloaded all of them onto my iPod, I went through and decided to pick one. I didn't want to be up too late, so I decided to pick a quickhit dose. I read some good reviews for the TripQH dose, so I decided to do that.
This was the first dose I had my eyes open for, and I believe for this dose to work your eyes NEED to be open throughout the entire dose. I found it very very easy to concentrate on the dose. Anyways, this was a 10 minute dose, so I didn't really expect much from it. The iPod version of Trip did nothing to me, so I though this one would be added to the "didn't work" list. In order for me to see these effects better, I hung up a poster I had painted some time back of the Old Guitarist on my wall directly in front of me. I got ready, set my iPod to TripQH, and gazed into my painting. Almost immediately, I could make the painting appear and disappear at my whim. All I would do is inhale, hold my breath, and stare at his arm. It would fade into the background of my wall until I gasped for air, or until my pupil had moved the slightest bit. I found this rather entertaining. But then, around 5 minutes in maybe, it seemed like I was getting tunnel vision. The longer I went without blinking, the farther it would go in. Now I know normally this happens if you stare at something for too long, but this was much much different. I'd say about 7 minutes in, purple shapes started swooping in and around my eyes. It's kind of like when you close your eyes and see those purple shapes. Exactly like this:
It was exactly like that GIF but it was overlayed onto my vision. They would swoop in and out the longer my eyes were open. In the last minutes of the dose, my vision turned completely black. If my eyes were open for about 5 seconds, the purple shapes would come in and turn black, and I could not see ANYTHING. These effects faded as the dose ended. When the dose was done I felt completely normal.. There were absolutely ZERO after effects, so you don't have to worry about that. I love love LOVE this dose. Amazing open eye visuals and hallucinations. I recommend this dose to everyone, and it's only 10 minutes so you really have nothing to lose.
My FAVORITE dose to date.
Effects:
Hallucinations
Open eye visuals
A-Bomb
Wow... don't even know where to start. Definitely worked though... wow.
So all was going good the first 10 minutes or so. I got into a good state of counting numbers. And then the notorious hrz bomb went off. That really fucked me up. I swear to god I had some crazy CEVs (closed eye visuals). As soon as the bomb went off I saw a cartoon nuclear bomb in extreme contrast, purple and black, black being the background of my closed eye (hard to explain). Anyways, this is where is gets weird... the picture started warping. It looked like there was a wave passing through is continually losing no strength. This wave transferred over to my face. I felt a wave go over my face for about a minute. I could feel it especially on my right temple for some reason... anyways... it was crazy. First dose to work for me. I HIGHLY recommend it if you want something that will work. Ive tried Marijuana, Anesthesia, Insomniac (hit and miss), and a few others to end up not working. This one worked great.... Great dose.
Effects:
Closed Eye Visuals
Floating Feeling
Wave going over face (???)
Experience 2
I was kind of scared to revisit this one. I didn't want to do it and have it have no effects on me, but I went ahead and did it anyways.
So I decided to revisit this one, because it was the first one to work for me. So this time, instead of counting backwards, I just tried to focus on my breathing and the sounds. My mind was wondering a lot though, I didn't really try hard enough until near the end to concentrate, which is a shame. About 5 minutes in the dose my chest started to feel heavy. This happens to me in most doses, but this wasn't the same. The weight was very localized. It felt like a small metal sphere laying in the center of my chest when I would exhale. It went away after a while though. After the hrz bomb went off, I again saw a bomb. However, this time it wasn't a mushroom cloud, it was more of a fireball. It went of over and over again. It eventually started playing in reverse I guess I could say. Unfortunately this time there were no physical sensations on my face, but oh well. After this point I really started to concentrate on the sounds, and had some more visuals. I'm not sure if I induced them by thinking about them or what, but I saw a closed eye to the right. Eventually I started to feel like I was falling, and I could control it. It felt like my hand had moved. The entire dose I though I had my left hand on my crotch, but I woke up to it being to my side. I will definitely continue to work on this dose as I am pleased with the results I am experiencing.
Effects:
Closed Eye Visuals
Heavy chest
Falling sensation
Adrenaline
This one was VERY interesting to say the least. This dose seemed a lot short than the 15 minutes it was. It felt like it was 3 minutes. It's all kind of a blur. Anyways, I'd say about 5 minutes in the dose, I felt tingly, but I assume thats just from laying down. Anyways, I get into a trance, and the weirdest fucking thing happened. I don't even know how to explain it. So, I was in a trance, not really conscious, when all of a sudden my body fell into my body. It seemed like my body was a foot above the bed and then just dropped. Holy fuck that got me conscious again. After that it seriously felt like my adrenaline was rushing. My heart rate was so fast. I felt cold. My head is throbbing, feels like its about to explode. I really want to run or something. Before the dose I was so tired, now I'm extremely jittery. To be honest I wasn't expecting anything from this dose at all, I am stunned to say the least.
Effects:
Cold feeling
Heart rate Increased
Falling Feeling
Feel Hot
Headache
Poppies
Don't feel like I did this one completely correct.. will have another go soon. Anyways, about 5 minutes into the dose I started getting a warm sensation that slowly traveled down my body. Not a euphoric feeling, just warmness. It felt good man. I feet also started twitching really bad. Not just like the little spasms you sometimes have, I mean like a kick. I kicked my left foot, and before that I kicked both my legs up a few times. I think about 12 minutes in I dozed off for about... 10 hours maybe? Maybe more. Hopefully next time I can extract some better effects from this dose. It seems promising.
Effects:
Warmness
Drowsiness
Fell asleep for hours
Feet kicking
Adrenochrome(Friends experience)
I didn't feel the effects, but he did. He had no confidence in this working at all, so he just fell asleep. Didn't care. All of a sudden a loud crackling woke him up. He looked up and looked at me, still listening. He looked to the wall and there were weird iron rusty pipes coming out of the wall. He closed his eyes and opened them again and they were gone.
Effects:
Hallucination
Nitrous
Powerful dose. I was probably sitting there for a good 5 minutes when the effects started kicking in, maybe 3 minutes. The first felling I got was being lightheaded. Following that was some very bad twitching. At first, my legs started twitching, like the Poppies dose. After that though, my entire body started moving. I remember one twitch on my shoulders moved my entire body right about 3 or 4 inches. I also got some CEVs every time the bass struck (hard to explain). Every time that struck I got a white flash in my eyes. Very trippy. Unfortunately I fell asleep during he dose and woke up 12 hours later . Will try this dose again though.
Effects:
Twitches
Lightheaded
CEVs
Experience 2
I probably counted down like 50 numbers before I started getting veerryyy lightheaded. I was getting so lightheaded it felt like my head was blowing up like a balloon. It was painful. Very painful. It was like a headache but engulfed my entire head. My head kept on filling up more and more and I felt like my head was going to pop at any second. I eventually had to stop the dose like 7 minutes in because it became too painful. I felt completely fine minutes later. I honestly don't understand how this dose makes people laugh?
To all you new I-Doser's, don't give up. You HAVE to clear your mind completely for it to work. You can't just wander thinking of fucking that hot chick in your math. Like most other I-Dosers say, pick a number, for 15 minute doses 400-500 works great. And then for the rest of the dose count backwards slowly.. 500.. 499.. 498... etc. When you get into a trance you might start repeating numbers, this is okay. While counting backwards in your head try and 'see' the numbers in your head. This pretty much clears your mind and allows the dose to do its magic.
I will not be rating doses "out of ten" because the rating is completely relative to the most extreme dose you've experienced, and experiences vary.
edit: Instead of making a thread everytime I did a dose, I'm just going to put all of them on here for easy access.
DOSES
MarijuanaQH
I hear a lot of praise for this dose and how it's good and stuff and all that. I've done this dose before but I never really 'tried' it I guess you could say. This time I focused very hard on the dose. Yeah hahha
This was a fun dose. I finished about like 5 minutes or 10 minutes ago. I didn't feel anything during the dose but now I am feeling it. As I type I notice I'm very relaxed and dumb with my writing (??). I don't know. But yeah. After I finished the dose I got up and started smiling for no reason at all. I don't know why. But I went outside to put my bike away and looked at the everywhere and realized it was all like HD TV. I was walking my bike into my shed and I started laughing. I don't even know why but I thought it was funny that I was laughing ?? I really have no clue but yeah I think I'm still under the effects and will probably look back at this paragraph and be like, whoah wtf. Whatever. Yeah. I like this dose. DO IT DUDES
lol
Vico
So I decided to try Vicodin since I've had no luck with Demerol yet (unfortunately) and this was pretty scary.
First off, I fell asleep during the dose. That was a huge mistake. I ended up being asleep for 4 and a half hours before I woke up. During my dreams I was kind of awake, but not awake. I knew that I could wake up any second, and I could see, but I wasn't able to wake up. I had a lucid dream that I went into school high off my ass on Vicodin. My vision was fucked up and I was slurring my words very badly. I was running around and I had no idea what the fuck was going on. It was pretty intense. I wanted to wake up so badly because I was so scared my vision would stay like that. Pretty intense dose. Still have a head high and hour later.
Absinthe
I did this dose at my grandparents house under a cover. I did the mobile version (15 minutes) and it was a very interesting experience. At first I felt kind of tired and loopy but eventually I felt very slishy and soshy (yes thats my best way to describe it) and I don't remember very much. I was thinking about a friend of mine burping and I heard them burp into my ear very loudly and it sounded very weird. I'm sorry if this review seems a little strange I am currently doing Demerol a second time and i have no idea what the fuck i am doing and my fingers are hitting every key on the keyboard haha
edit: Yes, so, where was I. I felt very surreal I guess you could say. The description of this dose pretty much explains the entire thing. You're drunk, but you aren't. I guess that's all I can say for now.
Effects:
Very vivid thoughts
Being drunkish, I guess?
PeyoteQH
So I wanted to try this before I moved onto the actual full-length Peyote dose. And this was a very nice dose . Like advertised, this is a hallucinogenic dose, so one would expect to have hallucinations. This dose was very similar to my TripQH dose only stronger. I would stare at my Picasso painting and I would get tunnel vision. Eventually my vision would turn black and white and would pulse. It would change from being very blurry to black and white high contrast. Small rectangle of bright white light would pop up in my peripheral vision. The wall in my peripheral vision turned into a black static and slowly crept into my view. Eventually the purple swirls came in, but not as strong as TripQH. So, this dose was stronger in some aspects to other hallucinogenic doses, while weaker in others.
Effects:
Hallucinations
Open Eye Visuals
Demerol
I have been anxious to try one of these prescription doses since I am very interested in tangible pills. Dim the light, cover the eyes, and play the dose.
Most people report getting numb about 15 minutes into the dose. I'm not sure if I was numb (nor can I remember) at that point but at the same time I think I fell asleep before the 15 minutes mark.
Before falling asleep I was kind of nodding off. I envisioned in my mind me punching someone, or something along those lines, and the next thing I know is that I've jerked my left arm forward into the darkness only to fall back down. My body then started to pulse over and over, and I could hear the pulse. I thought it was my heartbeat at first, but again, I'm not sure. My entire experience is very blurry and seems surreal. I don't remember much of waking up either though. I know what I did but I don't know how or why. Very cool experience though. Will try this again and then move onto Vico or another prescription.
Effects:
Numbness (to an extent)
Very blurry memory
Mix between mental and physical actions
Pulsating body
Marijuana
No noticeable effects. Did get a very bad cottonmouth however.
AcidQH
This was very similar to the TripQH dose only amplified somewhat. All the effects I experienced were all visual, no auditory or physical sensations. The first thing that happened was my vision started to distort. My vision turned gray and then my entire sight would go black and come back seconds later. Next, the old guitarist painting (same one in TripQH) started to change. It started becoming 3D as if it was right next to me. Random flashed of color on him let me see many different hidden patterns. For instance, his arm became a fish. His guitar, a duck, and the bottom of his guitar, a Chinese pot. After that the purple blobs came back only much more intense. Sorry if this was a bit short, I am very tired and not exactly feeling well.
TripQH
Three words. That. Was. INSANE.
So prior to me doing this dose, I downloaded all the I-Doser MP3's I had on my computer to my iPod. I didn't feel like the iPod app was that good with doses, any plus I wanted to try the full length ones, but I would have to be right next to my computer to do them. Anyways, after I had downloaded all of them onto my iPod, I went through and decided to pick one. I didn't want to be up too late, so I decided to pick a quickhit dose. I read some good reviews for the TripQH dose, so I decided to do that.
This was the first dose I had my eyes open for, and I believe for this dose to work your eyes NEED to be open throughout the entire dose. I found it very very easy to concentrate on the dose. Anyways, this was a 10 minute dose, so I didn't really expect much from it. The iPod version of Trip did nothing to me, so I though this one would be added to the "didn't work" list. In order for me to see these effects better, I hung up a poster I had painted some time back of the Old Guitarist on my wall directly in front of me. I got ready, set my iPod to TripQH, and gazed into my painting. Almost immediately, I could make the painting appear and disappear at my whim. All I would do is inhale, hold my breath, and stare at his arm. It would fade into the background of my wall until I gasped for air, or until my pupil had moved the slightest bit. I found this rather entertaining. But then, around 5 minutes in maybe, it seemed like I was getting tunnel vision. The longer I went without blinking, the farther it would go in. Now I know normally this happens if you stare at something for too long, but this was much much different. I'd say about 7 minutes in, purple shapes started swooping in and around my eyes. It's kind of like when you close your eyes and see those purple shapes. Exactly like this:
It was exactly like that GIF but it was overlayed onto my vision. They would swoop in and out the longer my eyes were open. In the last minutes of the dose, my vision turned completely black. If my eyes were open for about 5 seconds, the purple shapes would come in and turn black, and I could not see ANYTHING. These effects faded as the dose ended. When the dose was done I felt completely normal.. There were absolutely ZERO after effects, so you don't have to worry about that. I love love LOVE this dose. Amazing open eye visuals and hallucinations. I recommend this dose to everyone, and it's only 10 minutes so you really have nothing to lose.
My FAVORITE dose to date.
Effects:
Hallucinations
Open eye visuals
A-Bomb
Wow... don't even know where to start. Definitely worked though... wow.
So all was going good the first 10 minutes or so. I got into a good state of counting numbers. And then the notorious hrz bomb went off. That really fucked me up. I swear to god I had some crazy CEVs (closed eye visuals). As soon as the bomb went off I saw a cartoon nuclear bomb in extreme contrast, purple and black, black being the background of my closed eye (hard to explain). Anyways, this is where is gets weird... the picture started warping. It looked like there was a wave passing through is continually losing no strength. This wave transferred over to my face. I felt a wave go over my face for about a minute. I could feel it especially on my right temple for some reason... anyways... it was crazy. First dose to work for me. I HIGHLY recommend it if you want something that will work. Ive tried Marijuana, Anesthesia, Insomniac (hit and miss), and a few others to end up not working. This one worked great.... Great dose.
Effects:
Closed Eye Visuals
Floating Feeling
Wave going over face (???)
Experience 2
I was kind of scared to revisit this one. I didn't want to do it and have it have no effects on me, but I went ahead and did it anyways.
So I decided to revisit this one, because it was the first one to work for me. So this time, instead of counting backwards, I just tried to focus on my breathing and the sounds. My mind was wondering a lot though, I didn't really try hard enough until near the end to concentrate, which is a shame. About 5 minutes in the dose my chest started to feel heavy. This happens to me in most doses, but this wasn't the same. The weight was very localized. It felt like a small metal sphere laying in the center of my chest when I would exhale. It went away after a while though. After the hrz bomb went off, I again saw a bomb. However, this time it wasn't a mushroom cloud, it was more of a fireball. It went of over and over again. It eventually started playing in reverse I guess I could say. Unfortunately this time there were no physical sensations on my face, but oh well. After this point I really started to concentrate on the sounds, and had some more visuals. I'm not sure if I induced them by thinking about them or what, but I saw a closed eye to the right. Eventually I started to feel like I was falling, and I could control it. It felt like my hand had moved. The entire dose I though I had my left hand on my crotch, but I woke up to it being to my side. I will definitely continue to work on this dose as I am pleased with the results I am experiencing.
Effects:
Closed Eye Visuals
Heavy chest
Falling sensation
Adrenaline
This one was VERY interesting to say the least. This dose seemed a lot short than the 15 minutes it was. It felt like it was 3 minutes. It's all kind of a blur. Anyways, I'd say about 5 minutes in the dose, I felt tingly, but I assume thats just from laying down. Anyways, I get into a trance, and the weirdest fucking thing happened. I don't even know how to explain it. So, I was in a trance, not really conscious, when all of a sudden my body fell into my body. It seemed like my body was a foot above the bed and then just dropped. Holy fuck that got me conscious again. After that it seriously felt like my adrenaline was rushing. My heart rate was so fast. I felt cold. My head is throbbing, feels like its about to explode. I really want to run or something. Before the dose I was so tired, now I'm extremely jittery. To be honest I wasn't expecting anything from this dose at all, I am stunned to say the least.
Effects:
Cold feeling
Heart rate Increased
Falling Feeling
Feel Hot
Headache
Poppies
Don't feel like I did this one completely correct.. will have another go soon. Anyways, about 5 minutes into the dose I started getting a warm sensation that slowly traveled down my body. Not a euphoric feeling, just warmness. It felt good man. I feet also started twitching really bad. Not just like the little spasms you sometimes have, I mean like a kick. I kicked my left foot, and before that I kicked both my legs up a few times. I think about 12 minutes in I dozed off for about... 10 hours maybe? Maybe more. Hopefully next time I can extract some better effects from this dose. It seems promising.
Effects:
Warmness
Drowsiness
Fell asleep for hours
Feet kicking
Adrenochrome(Friends experience)
I didn't feel the effects, but he did. He had no confidence in this working at all, so he just fell asleep. Didn't care. All of a sudden a loud crackling woke him up. He looked up and looked at me, still listening. He looked to the wall and there were weird iron rusty pipes coming out of the wall. He closed his eyes and opened them again and they were gone.
Effects:
Hallucination
Nitrous
Powerful dose. I was probably sitting there for a good 5 minutes when the effects started kicking in, maybe 3 minutes. The first felling I got was being lightheaded. Following that was some very bad twitching. At first, my legs started twitching, like the Poppies dose. After that though, my entire body started moving. I remember one twitch on my shoulders moved my entire body right about 3 or 4 inches. I also got some CEVs every time the bass struck (hard to explain). Every time that struck I got a white flash in my eyes. Very trippy. Unfortunately I fell asleep during he dose and woke up 12 hours later . Will try this dose again though.
Effects:
Twitches
Lightheaded
CEVs
Experience 2
I probably counted down like 50 numbers before I started getting veerryyy lightheaded. I was getting so lightheaded it felt like my head was blowing up like a balloon. It was painful. Very painful. It was like a headache but engulfed my entire head. My head kept on filling up more and more and I felt like my head was going to pop at any second. I eventually had to stop the dose like 7 minutes in because it became too painful. I felt completely fine minutes later. I honestly don't understand how this dose makes people laugh?
To all you new I-Doser's, don't give up. You HAVE to clear your mind completely for it to work. You can't just wander thinking of fucking that hot chick in your math. Like most other I-Dosers say, pick a number, for 15 minute doses 400-500 works great. And then for the rest of the dose count backwards slowly.. 500.. 499.. 498... etc. When you get into a trance you might start repeating numbers, this is okay. While counting backwards in your head try and 'see' the numbers in your head. This pretty much clears your mind and allows the dose to do its magic.
I will not be rating doses "out of ten" because the rating is completely relative to the most extreme dose you've experienced, and experiences vary.