now the conslusion, is it worth the money?

I don't think it is a good idea to do heavy stuff when you are paranoid. I think you should start with weaker stuff to get comfortable with seeing and thinking different and after that move on to the bigger stuff.

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Oh PLEASE DONT TALK SUCH CRAP! Just because you have never had a bad trip doesn't mean they don't exist. And the trip that doesn't do anything is NOT a bad trip, it is just NO trip. There are people killing themselves when going bad. I have gone bad several times, the worst were on weed and on mushr...