So, i just started i-doser today..and so i decided to try viagra, because it's short..and well i wondered what it would be like! so i was about 2:25 into it and there was 3 short ticks...scared the CRAP out of me, the whole time i was thinking :this is kind of creepy, but than that happened and REALLY scared me...is that bad? i plan on using stronger doses (like peyote, i hear its strong) are they creepier?
i think im going to try this in the morning with my eyes closed on the bus with my friend (shes a girl, im most comfortable with them) so i don't get scared and maybe get used to it..sorry about the double post, any1 else have a problem with being too scared? (i get VERY paranoid..especially lately.)
I also get a bit paranoid when i listen to doses,i don't know why.
Maybe it is the fear to get into areas of oneself that are unknown and you dont know what you will experience. Maybe also the fear of losing control, falling into a trance-like state.
I don't think it is a good idea to do heavy stuff when you are paranoid. I think you should start with weaker stuff to get comfortable with seeing and thinking different and after that move on to the bigger stuff.
yeah, i figured..im trying alchohol next, and than trip i think..is it okay to be talkng on te computer, or doing my homework when i do these? or do i have to lay down with my eyes closed..
IMO its pointless to try a dose or anything new for that matter while being preoccupied with something eles. For trippy doses i like to be laying down as comfy as possible in a quiet place away from any distractions by myself. Then relax and put myself in a meditation like trance and clear my head and LET(not anticipate or force) the effects refill my mind(easier said than done). I like to count back from 100 to 0 to calm me down more and forget im trying to get the effects i want. It takes practice and patience but its worth it when you can achieve your desired effects 9 out of 10 times.
U do know that you just made a fool of yourself because there is no viagara one and u downloaded it illegally cause i seen it on limewire. P.S. The downloaded files dont always work
haha yeah there is no viagra...i remember before i did it the right way, but the files off of limewire have been ripped and cut and burned so much and then trasferred they won't work...so yeah just do what the other peeps said. but about doing it on the bus, i do french roast on the bus all the time before school and if works great for me but im not sure how welll a dose like that will do on the bus, unless you have great headhpones