forgot to mention, i was a little freaked out a couple of times because my mind was becoming separated from my body. i could feel an OBE on the horizon if i wanted to go. kinda crazy for one thats supposed to be a painkiller!

everyone is different, but here is my advice. if you arent experiencing the effects you want from these things, treat them as a meditation. focus on the steady white noise behind the fluctuations. quiet your mind... notice your mental chatter and choose to focus on the sounds instead of think :)

last night me and my good friend mary tried oxy as i was laying down to sleep. it was very intensely altering. it wasnt a "body" high. i.e. the change was mostly to my mind. halfway through the dose (im guessing), i started to hallucinate. it started with seeing white faces that were melti...

first time i was very relaxed for hours after... im listening to it right now... calm, mildly tingly, waves of happy happy. winner in my mind. also because of the calmness my voice gets lower... woah hahahha im going to try something stronger later after i smoke... i will post my experience here... ...