Only when i smoke (chakra experience)?

[tgrokz]

just as a heads up, i use AKG k271 closed back studio monitoring headphones (which MUST work) in a very dark room with no distractions laying face up on my bed. i try to breathe nicely and clear my mind as best as i possibly can and put all my focus on the beats. i have tried every single method to get it to work. the only things that happens to me are slight auditory hallucinations and a sense of my body rocking back and forth at the speed of the beats. this is BS to me, seeing as the auditory hallucinations and the rocking happen in every single dose, with no other effects.
im an audio engineer who has studied binaural sound before i even knew about this, so i know the effects that it can potentially deliver. i, for one, believe that this is the tip of the iceberg when it comes to audio therapy or any other brain stimulus caused by binaural sound, or even sound at all. i believe it works, but it hasn't been proving my theory correct. that being said:

i've been experimenting with i-doser for a few days straight with almost no results. the most it would do is give me the feeling of my body rocking at the same speed and intensity as the beats and slight auditory hallucinations. the only reason why i considered this BS was because i heard the same exact halucinations and felt the same exact rocking in every dose i tried.

im also a habitual weed smoker, so the posts on this board about smoking+dosing=results intrigued me.

last night, still dead set on trying to get the doses to work, i smoked half a bowl, laid down, and popped on chakra. within the first few minutes, i felt a warmth throughout my entire body. it didnt stem from one place, though. it was an overall slow warming of my entire body. considering it was my first working dose, i started getting excited, but i feared that my excitement would only blow my attention and ruin the dose. it turns out that the excitement boosted it. the warm energy was so powerful that it made me loose any tangible feeling in all of my appendages.

then it got weird. i felt my chest absorb the energy from my body, then, and this took me by total shock, it started to raise up on its own. after a minute or so, my chest went down and the energy flowed to my arms. again, my arms raised slightly. just for the record, this was all physical. i didnt imagine my body raising up, it just flexed my muscles in such a way that forced it to happen. it also felt amazing.

anyway, after my arms, it went to my legs. they didnt raise up at all, but they were filled with positive energy. thats when warmth spread to my danger zone, so to speak. this feeling was more intense than my chest, arms, and legs combined. my entire crotch area lifted as if i were thrusting my hips. i wasnt erect at all, but i felt like i could have completely climaxed. this lasted for about 2 minutes. my pelvis went down, and the feeling disappeared completely. there were about 7 minutes left in the dose, but after the feeling left, i became irritated by the noise and bored.

now, here is my problem. the ONLY time i have ever gotten this to work was when i was already high. this defeats the purpose of using i-doser, for the most part. i DO have a form of ADHD (class 4 ADHD, whatever that means) and i do not practice meditation, but i can still deeply concentrate or focus on something without distracting myself...for the most part. the only change in the dosing was the use of MJ. is there any reason for this? any thoughts on how i could achieve these states of euphoria without the use of weed?

also, it seems that every time i shift my weight, any high that i MAY have (like the rocking that i described above) goes away completely and i feel like i must start over. i dont ever start over, but i feel like its a waste of time if i dont.

any advice?

[Enthralled]

umm well since you have adhd im going to recommend what i did years before idoser was even conceived. I used to practice the sweet art of Lucid dreaming until i got bored with running around and banging every good looking girl i could find. I did this: Count up to 30, then count up to 29, then 28, 27, and so on. You usually wont make it below 20 if you do it right (super concentration, relaxation, dark room). Also, count slow. Dont count like this:123456... but like this: 1...2...3...4...5...6...7..8 and so on. SO do it slow and maintain concentration, and relaxation. Now after doing that, if you make it below 20, do this: imagine the frequency (the waves) the beat creates in your mind. So in short, think of the wave in your mind. Like if the beat is slow then imagine a slow moving wave in your mind. Then imagine yourself riding that wave and maintaining good concentration. Dont scratch any itches, dont catch any boners, dont try to force any ignorant boners down, and dont masturbate as all of this will ruin concentration. Though they might improve relaxation. Back to what i was saying, ride that wave for a while until you decide you are getting bored. Then hop of the wave and float into the sea below it. Yes you have to imagine a sea that the frequency is on. I know this is kinda wordy so im going to stop there. Have a nice day.