this was really cool for me because i have an extremely rare veiw on existance I.e everything is an illusion and "life" as we know it is only masking the most pure form of existance...
its possible peyote taught me how to get into that state of mind by myself.
because even tho its what i believe its still rare for me to be able to TRULY believe that everything is illusion to the point where i would pass a lie detector test... this is simply because our whole lives we are born into and conditioned to believe in "reality"
im thinking that maybe i'll have a moment one day in this state where my soul can leave my body and i can have an out of body experience for real

anyone else had this sorta experience where you find yourself "tripping" without the dose?