My Opium Experience

[Itsjake1]

Well Today was the day i finally actually try a full dose, and i chose opium.

Since my computer is a tad far away from my bed, i set up on my floor with a heated blanket on me and a blindfold and a comfy pillow. I didn't turn my lights off because i felt uncomfortable, but everything was silent and comfy so i started my dose.

I started to countdown from like the 500's as the dose began and eventually i got into a very comfortable sort of trance state. as i was counting down i would sort of drift in and out of counting, or skip numbers (348, 343, 342, etc.) I thought that was weird because i didn't know why i would do that, and then for about 5 seconds i felt really dizzy like the room was spinning. That was pretty cool. also my knee felt like it was pulsing for like 30 seconds, other than that with a few twitches here and there i didnt get much. By the time 40% came I got called down for dinner haha so i was kind of angry because i knew things were about to heat up. By that time i just felt like time had stopped and nothing could go wrong, i was definitely in a trance by 40%

So later on tonight when i get home from guitar lessons im going to give it a go again, or ill try speed. I dunno, but ill post my experience later tonight.


Glad it sorta worked for me

[Itsjake1]

Ohhh my lord that was intense....I just tried opium again for the second time from a few hours ago. Much different experience this time, first my right leg felt really numb and heavy and i could not move. i stopped counting because i knew i was in a trance at the time. this was about 15% in when i thought it was like 50%. This numb feeling lasted to 20% when i decided to open my eyes for a second, i had a sweatshirt over my eyes by the way. Now when i opened my eyes the crazy thing happened, i was looking sort of downward toward where the sweater was covering my mouth and it looked like there was a flashlight shining inside underneath this sweatshirt covering. IT WAS SO FREAKING WEIRD. but i didnt realize it at the time, like a delayed reaction. So for what seems like around 5 seconds (when it was really only like 1 second) i looked down at that area, so then i looked straight forward to where it's covering my eyes, and there was a lot of light shining there. I got so freaked out i turned it off and sat up.

So i guess this was sort of like a OEV i guess, is this supposed to happen? i feel a little weird right now, but i only did 20%


Just tried quickhappy, i suppose it works since i was still feeling sorta drowsy from my high before and now im completely up and aware and i feel pretty happy. Thumbs up

[pcaputo]

well you're extremely receptive to binaurals. you haven't even done a full dose and you've had strong effects. and opium is a fairly mild dose. I wouldn't suggest using a heated blanket though... i've had many doses cause me to break out in a sweat before they're over. i'd say be comfortable but not all bundled up like that. as for your OEV, it may have been that lights were on and in your altered state you thought strange things were happening while in reality you just had an altered perception. try to get all the way through a dose.

[Itsjake1]

well last night i tried Lucid dream, and i moved my computer close to my bed so i could lay down.

that was a very cool experience, during the entire dose i was lucid (i think)

because i would drift off into a trance and it was like i couldn't hear the dose anymore i was just completely in a dream, but i was awake and i basically could do whatever i wanted to do in that dream. It was extremely cool. so lucid dream worked for me and im going to have to try it again.

oh and your right about the blanket, because LD made me sweat like a mofucka

[pcaputo]

sounds like you may have had a lucid experience. a lucid dream is when you are dreaming but have full control over what happens in the dream. I've had lucid dreams many times in the past. it usually happens when i realize i'm dreaming during a dream. i doubt you were lucid during the dose though... you have to be asleep to be lucid. doses like that are designed to have you fall asleep right at the end of the dose. its tough to be awake and dreaming at the same time.. you know what i mean? looks like you're making a lot of progress though!!!! keep going down the rabbit hole...

[Itsjake1]

well im pretty sure i was asleep while i felt "lucid" because i would i guess wake up from what i was dreaming about and right when that happened i would hear the dose again, but while i was dreaming about stuff i had full control over what i could do and at that time i wouldn't be able to hear the dose.