Experiences - Updated every day (19 August Updated - MariQH)

[redsky]

Hello guys/girls,

( I'm from the Netherlands, and i can talk rather fluent English, but i might use some words which won't match in my story, since it's hard to explain some feelings)

This week i found out about i-Doser. After reading some stuff about it, i was like: Yeah right, some music/sounds which will bring in a "mood/trance". But, i could only say if it really works if i try it. So i will tell my experiences.

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My Setup:

Earphones / Headphones: Earphones (Upgrading to headphone soon)
Place where i took it: In my chair (Soon i'll be taking doses on my bed)
About the room: Full Dark, Eyes Closed and Relaxing in my chair.


Dose 1 - Lucid Dream
My mood: Very relaxed, is looking forward to it all day
My Experience rating: 6/10

So this was my first dose, to see if it wasn't just bullshit. Let me make that clear for you guys... it convinced me. But ok, i'll tell my story from the start. As you can see from my setup i was relaxing in my chair at about 22:30, when i took this dose. I still had in my thoughts that nothing will happen, i was wrong. After 10 minutes of concentrating my heart started to beat faster. Then after about 15 minutes (don't know exactly since i had my eyes closed), i started to feel something really strange. My both feet were on the floor, and after 15~ minutes, my right feet was slowly starting to lift. It wasn't floating, but my heal was starting to lift in the air, and my toes still on the ground. 2 Minutes after that, my left leg was undergoing the same, but in the opposite. It started to lift too, but this time my toes started to lift, and my heal stayed on the ground. Another 2 minutes later, my right arm was also undergoing something. As my right arm was resting on my left leg (crossed arms, but relaxed), it started to turn. As it was turning, it also started to lift. Not my complete arm, but only from the wrist, so my elbow was still in contact with my body. This was the final point for me, it freaked me out, so i quit the dose at 68%. I dropped on my bed and it continues. While i was laying face-down, my back started to feel like it had a cramp, i just couldn't relax it, only by turning over, but it would come back in a few seconds. After that, the only thing i saw was this huge Eye, that was just watching me. I few minutes later i probably fell asleep since i don't remember more.

Conclusion: Maybe it wasn't the right dose to start with, but it definately did something with me. I gave it a 6 because i didn't experience what i should experience.

Dose 2 - Anesthesia
My mood: Normal
My Experience rating: 2/10

So i was undergoing another dose. I don't know why but i picked Anesthesia. It was the same setup as Day 1. I don't know the exact times, cause i had my eyes closed all the time, so i'm telling the times from my feeling. I don't think the dose was the right one for me, as i still am a beginner. After about 20 minutes, i just felt like i was being warmed up. My body was getting warmer. My head became REALLY heavy, and i couldn't keep it steady, it was just falling left or right. One more thing happened. As my head was getting heavy, i felt like my thumbs were making contact. I don't know for sure if they really did make contact, or if it was just my feeling, but my hands were on my legs, so they were near eachother. I guess i'll be giving Anesthesia another try when i'm a more experienced Doser.

Conclusion: Probably took this one way too soon. I'm reading this forum a lot, and i read much about Marijuana(QH) and Trip(QH) for begginers. So i'll just keep on going, and will definately try Anesthesia when i'm more experienced.

Dose 3 - Nitrous
My mood: A little energetic
My Experience rating: 7/10

I promised to take Trip, but for some reason i felt more like taking Nitrous. So that's what i did. I think i finally got some results of this one, allthough they weren't really strong.

As i was sitting in my chair, the dose started to work out really quick. Within 1 minute i felt really relaxed, my breathing became slower and slower. Quick after that, my head just wanted to go backwards, but it couldn't go further because of my chair. It felt like it was paralyzed, cause it would "hurt" a bit when i tried to bring it back to it's original place. Further in the dose, it felt like i was making backflips all the time. This effect wasn't really strong, like they wasn't any force, but just fell like i was floating in space. This wasn't for a long time, more like 8-10 backflips and it faded away. There was allso one moment i saw 3-4 white light flashed, while having my eyes closed.

After the dose, i went straight down to bed, and i could really feel the spot where my neck had been paralyzed. When i was on the bed, everything fellt soft and smooth. Like i was laying in a air-castle (correct english?). I tried to text a friend of mine, but that wasn't a success, i couldn't press the right buttons. The effect of smoothness didn't stay long, only for like 5 minutes. After that i wanted to sleep, and while i was just laying still, i had 4-5 waves of energy trough my body. I don't know how to explain exactly, but i was laying on my left side, and i felt this warm, energetic wave from my left ear till my legs. This happend like 4-5 times and faded away allso. After that i was just relaxing and fell asleep.

Conclusion: Probably the best till now, there were definately effects as you can read. Alltho they weren't really strong, i liked it. And i'll definately take Nitrous again sometime. The effect that was the strongest was that i was getting really relaxed.

Dose 4 - MarijuanaQH
My mood: Somewhat tired
My Experience rating: 2/10

Another dose taken. This one almost without effects. Probably cause the "cracking" part scared me out. I'm not scared of taken any dose, but i didn't expected it, so i opened my eyes to turn down the volume.

The only thing that i felt with this dose, was that i got really relaxed. My head wanted to go with the waves, sort of rocking back and forwards, allthough it doesn't even sound like music.

I'm probably taking this one tonight, but this time i won't lose my concentration.

Conclusion: I totally lost my concentration during this one, and that probably blew it. So i'll be taking it another time!

Updated, August 17th: I tried another dose of MarijuanaQH. This time, with headphones and lying on my bed. I was prepared for the crackling noise so i allready knew i was going to finish it this time, and that's what i did. But with minor, to no results. Maybe it was because the light on the hall was still on, and i saw that within my eyes sometimes, but i almost had no results. I took the full dose, and the only thing that happened that i was getting slightly more relaxed. Normally i don't like to just lie in bed, but this time i didn't care. But like i said, it were really minor effects (if it were effects overall?). For now on i'll probably keep doing MarijuanaQH, hoping for results soon. At least i can lie in bed while dosing, making me much more relaxed and comfortable!

Conclusion: This time finished the full dose, but with minor till no results. I can lie in my bed now while dosing so expect another MarijuanaQH tonight/tomorrow!
Rating: 3/10

Updated, August 19th: Finally, my patience is being paid off (i think). Allthough i didn't really had big effects, i at least had 1 effect (i'm almost sure it's an effect of it). Again i took this on my bed with a headphone, and this time it was fully dark. While listening i didn't feel anything really, untill the cracking part came. When the cracking became louder i got this warm "wave" trough my body and i could feel it even better in the tip of my toe, it was sort of tingling (English?). That was the only thing i felt while listening. When the dose was finished, i was just lieing on my bed, and felt a bit dissapointed, cause i thought it still didn't had any effect on me. But i was wrong, after about 5 minutes, my right arm became really light, almost weighless. I begin to had some twitches* (*: I don't know if it's the exact word i look for, but i read that word a lot on this forums so i think it means "muscle spasms". Like your muscles cramp for a second. I can't really explain it). After about 1 minute, my right arm just wanted to lift, but this time it didn't felt like the Lucid Dream effect. I could actually put my arm down if i want to, but it just wanted to lift, so i just let it go. This was the only real noticable effect, and the twitches ofcourse. But i'm happy with this, cause i know it has some effect on me, and i'll keep using it untill i really have my breaktrough on it.

Conclusion: This one definately gave me hope, since some things happend. I'll take this one untill i really have full effects. I feel like i'm getting more relaxed after each one.
Rating: 6/10

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I would really appreciate it, if somebody could give me some information off which dose i should take next. Hopefully camera will check out this thread and give some usefull information. Untill now, i'll probably keep on going with 1 dose at a day (will probably always be in the evening), and if things starting to go well, i might go over to 2 doses a day.

Thank you for reading/helping!

[trilithiumn]

Well senior redsky, I have to say I may or may not be able to clue you in.
Some doses are more active the more often you use it. So using one often may produce better affects. another thing, if you can find some, use earphones that go over top of your ears. The setting is everything, A dark place, quiet, I turn everything off, make sure no one's going to bother or disturb me, and I lay down in a bed, keeping eyes closed.

volume also counts, it seems it's easier to focus on yourself when the volume is loud in your ears and you know it's going to work if it works for you.

Also, they state there's three type of people, People who are immune, or can't take doses because they simply don't work, and there's People who over using them again and again become better at getting effects.

Camera seems to very thoroughly enjoy quickhits, but for someone like me they do not work as well. I would attempt a quickhit of something like Nitrous, or perhaps Marijuana as people seem to get good results from it.

Also let me note that Lucid Dreaming, Is perfect for as you fall asleep before bed, It makes you sleepy and the effects is vivid, realistic dreams which sometimes you can do stuff in, which is pleasant for some. I had a bad dream the other night that was pretty wicked because I used Astral Projection before sleep. I also had great dreams after Hand of God.

I would suggest, personally, First Love, because it will definitely make you feel good. And Genesis. Genesis makes you wait the whole 30 minutes almost, and then in the last 2 minutes, it hits you just right and you feel it go through your entire body, alot of positive energy involved, no scary or weird feelings. You will feel at ease and at peace with everything. I'll suggest one more, Energizer, Total high ready to run down the block kind of buzz. my girlfriend and i took this dose at the same time and instantly were ready for a sexual encounter, It was invigorating.

If you have any questions at all man just message me, or check my experiences here,

http://www.i-doser.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=5955

[redsky]

First of all, thank you for your great reply. It was really usefull.

About the 3 kind of peoples... I'm not quitting i-Doser, since have experienced "something" with Lucid Dream. Same goes for Anesthesia, but it was really week.

There's one thing i forgot to tell about the Anesthesia. During the dose, my 2 thumbs started to make contact, and i couldn't feel if they really made contact, or it was energy. It's a bit hard for me to explain.

I guess i'm trying Marijuana or First Love tonight, and i'll keep updating my posts.

Thanks again trilithiumn!

PS: There is only one thing i would like to know. Since i only tried Lucid Dream and Anesthesia, i got this question. The noise you hear, is it supposed to be there. Cause i definately heard a difference in the loudness of the noise. So, i guess the noise is supposed to be in the doses? Or is my sound/earphones screwed?

[trilithiumn]

Like alot of people say, Though i haven't noticed it myself because i don't often try the same thing twice, but using a dose more than once for some people will make it stronger each time. Camera sais his cocaineQH actually keeps getting better. so hey, who knows. I would definitely give Lucid, a try before sleep sometime, and Anestesia one more go, because for me it has been a powerful dose. One of the better if you're looking to "catch a buzz. Concentrate on your energy tonight, focus on keeping your body relaxed. take 3 deep breathes through the mouth and out the nose, it will prepare you a little. And just let it do it's thing. Also, apparently MarijuanaQH has this Alien noise somewhere in it, that tends to scare the crap out of people, So maybe try something else haha...if you're sensative to positive energy, like you felt with your thumbs, Try genesis, It will leave you refreshed and feeling great.

[redsky]

And another usefull post. I'm not actually scared of it, i'm still searching for my "breaktrough". I know i will have it sometime, since my first Dose already did something to me, and i finished that one only till 68%.

About the 3 deep breathes. Did you mean that i should do that during the Lucid Dream dose, cause in about the middle of the dose, i wasn't breathing steadily, i was breathing faster and faster, and it became really hard to control my breathing.

By the way, if you have some time, i just edited my 1st reply to you. It's in the PS section, and it's about the noise in the doses. Is the noise supposed to be in the doses?

One more thing. In the Anesthesia dose, i tried to do the counting. Picking a random high 3-digit number and count back till 100. Is it also possible that this just works negative on me? Meaning that the dose will be less effective, cause on the Lucid Dream, i didn't do that

Thanks again!

[trilithiumn]

I meant before each dose take those breathes, if your breathing changes due to the dose just roll with it, the often does change your breathing but it usually helps with the general effect of the dose. Let your body change as naturally as you can once it begins. The noise is always there. Sounds like train tracks in some doses. Sounds like Fuzz or garbled shit in others. Eventually I don't even hear it, usually only in the beginning is it super noticable. Another thing, If you focus intently on the beats in each ear themselves, I've actually played with the sound, like I've heard the organ being played and I could have actually at that moment wrote the music for it, and I've played my own thought music to the beats, and I've also heard voices, strange noises indeed throughout. Some are stranger than others. Sometimes I dont' hear anything weird at all, just get dosed up. It's a strange thing it is lol. But no, your speaks are fine, I would take a couple deep breathes before each dose and then try to let the body run itself, and you just let the mindgames run their thing. People say don't get distracted with the weird thoughts and shit that run through your head but I would have to say some of my neat experiences came through actually just letting my mind run, entertaining these strange thoughts. On a certain dose it started with light distractedness and just free roaming random ideas and soon after letting it go wild it just turned into vivid scenes of people doing things, it was all pleasant, letting my mind create things out of it's own accord. Things that were familiar and yet unfamiliar to me.

[redsky]

Thanks for all your help Trilithiumn. It's really helpfull to me, since i don't wanna give this up. I guess i'm trying MarijuanaQH tonight, since i hear from many people that it gave their breaktrough.

I'll be updating tonight, or else tomorrow in the morning.

BTW: The noise i heard in the Lucid Dream sounded like a waterfall to me

PS: I'm at my work now, and i work all day on my pc. Now i never experienced that i'm tired, but since 2 minutes ago i'm feeling rather tired/sleepy. And the things are a bit spinning around me, not like the whole room is spinning and stuff. But it feels like something is spinning or anything like that. Is it possible that i still get that from the Anesthesia yesterday (cause it didn't really work out)? Or is it just that i'm getting really tired from my pc screen now?

[trilithiumn]

Anesthesia had quit an effect for me, but you're probably suffering from dehydration and or lack of sleep.

[redsky]

I guess it was just an afternoon "blackout". Cause it faded away within 15 minutes. So i guess it wasn't from the Anesthesia.

To all the people: Like i said, i'll be taking a dose every day, so it will be much appreciated to get some comments/tips.

Thank you

[cameraboirzu]

Good to see you got a couple working!
You may wan't to do the same doses more than once.
Your brain become more used to hearing them, and can induce the state you wan't easier, making the expereiences more powerful each time.
Trip is about 5x stronger for me than when I first tried it a month or two ago.

I'm not saying go try Trip; but retry some of your doses that didn't work perhaps?

[redsky]

Finally, camera replys. Thanks for your help Camera, i was already doubting if anybody was even reading this but ok. Maybe you could have a look at my MarijuanaQH experience (did it yesterday night).

The change in waves, with the cracking part, scared/freaked me for a few seconds, since i didn't expected it. So i guess i'll be taking it again tonight!

[cameraboirzu]

Finally, camera replys. Thanks for your help Camera, i was already doubting if anybody was even reading this but ok. Maybe you could have a look at my MarijuanaQH experience (did it yesterday night).

The change in waves, with the cracking part, scared/freaked me for a few seconds, since i didn't expected it. So i guess i'll be taking it again tonight!

Yes, Im back everyone. I was on vacation.
Looks like trilithimn has really helped out while I was away for a couple days with no net access.

I took a peek at your experiences again, more thoroughly. But you would like advice on your MarijuanaQH dose. You said you felt relaxed; that may have been mild effects from the dose, or because of relaxation from sitting still for 10 minutes. I would count it as an effect.

However, you ran into trouble about halfway through at those annoying crackling noises. They suck right? What you need to do is just be aware that they are sounds, and focus your attention to counting and keeping your cool. If you keep your thoughts in the right spot you will not get scared.

The dose usually kicks in shortly after the crackles, which is why it's important to stick through to the end of the dose.

[redsky]

Thanks for the information, really helpfull. Glad that ur back. Now back on the MarijuanaQH experience. I wasn't really scared of it, but it was just the moment i started to feel relaxed, and suddently this annoying sound came. So i totally lost my concentration.

But, untill now, the only dose i really felt some effects was Nitrous. So what would you suggest? Taking another dose of MarijuanaQH this night?

[cameraboirzu]

Thanks for the information, really helpfull. Glad that ur back. Now back on the MarijuanaQH experience. I wasn't really scared of it, but it was just the moment i started to feel relaxed, and suddently this annoying sound came. So i totally lost my concentration.

But, untill now, the only dose i really felt some effects was Nitrous. So what would you suggest? Taking another dose of MarijuanaQH this night?

If you feel effects from nitrous it means you're susceptible to doses.
MarijuanaQH didn't work for me right away either. In fact, many doses don't work for me right away. You need to repeat doses a couple times to get them working. And if you do a dose 3 times and it doesn't work, keep trying.
However, be advised, everyone will run into a dose that they cannot get working. I have not run into a dose that hasn't worked on me, but I know I will eventually.

[redsky]

I allready thougt that. I actually feel relieved that i felt effects at Nitrous, even tho they weren't big effect. But well. I updated my post again, i did another MarijuanaQH!