hmm did i just fuck up?

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 4:21 pm

well, my back has been giving me hell today... im in a shitty mood.. I found a sample pack of lexapro.. well i went straight to erowid and seen that it can have some pleasant effects... and right now anything pleasant would be great..
but i just thought it's been 18 minutes since i took it i parachuted it for faster onset..
but i thought now i have seizures... can SSRI's cause seizures?
I usually do a ton of research before taking anything but I just didn't care as long as it's better than right now.
so.... the question being

can SSRI's in high doses cause seizures?

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 4:56 pm

im still alive... lol

lucidthoughts · Post by **lucidthoughts** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 6:21 pm

Lexapro sucks.
It takes 2 weeks to get in your system and it has no recreational effects.

cameraboirzu · Post by **cameraboirzu** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 6:46 pm

Lexapro's time release.
I'm prescribed lexapro. I don't take it though

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 7:23 pm

oh i got it powder and parachuted 4 of the 10mg ones...
i feel very sick and light headed and dizzy... i was hoping it would get me high and make a difference in my mood at least.

lucidthoughts · Post by **lucidthoughts** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 7:35 pm

Dude.
I just told you it has no recreational value.
Its for depression and it takes 2 weeks to get in your system.
Of course you feel sick.
It wont get you high,
It wont relax you.
It wont do anything unless its taken 1 daily for 2 weeks.

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 7:42 pm

I had already taken it before then, i seen on erowid it could cause a mood lift.. and I was up for that..
I think from now i'll stay away from high doses i have a script of it somewhere..

lucidthoughts · Post by **lucidthoughts** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 7:49 pm

What I'm saying is it only works when its used proper.
I was prescribed Lexpro before.
And I visit Erowid.org for everything.
I don't think it gives a mood lift.
Other people have probably had a placebo.

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 8:01 pm

Yea, i also visit erowid for everything too.. there were a couple positive ones on there... so i thought i'd give it a try it's shitty..
here are the OD symptoms at least im not in a coma right now or having another seizure..

* Drowsiness
* Nausea
* Vomiting
* Dizziness
* Increased heart rate (tachycardia)
* Low blood pressure (hypotension)
*

Irregular heart rhythm (arrhythmia)
*

Insomnia
*

Coma
*
Seizures.

lucidthoughts · Post by **lucidthoughts** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 8:05 pm

Yeah.
I hope it works out ok.

blackplague · Post by **blackplague** » Mon Oct 05, 2009 8:21 pm

yea, another one of my stupid mistakes, i don't have all of those gladly..
im just drinking a ton of water because that's what it was saying on erowid.. get plenty of fluids.
so im doing that..
damn i should have read more into this shit.. i thought seen how i've taken half that and had no ill effects and seen on erowid it sounded good. i thought i'd try that dose.
good thing i wasn't bold and took like 100mg

i usually do a ton of research before doing anything at all..
I have a lot of knowledge on drugs but this time i messed up i'm not going to die or anything i just feel like shit..
i've just been in a slump lately and didn't really care i thought mood lift hell yeah..
it's just another one of my mistakes.

I think i need to try dmt or something and have a great experience i've heard it can be life altering if taken
at the right state of mind and everything.

now im feeling even worse dammit

NEVER TAKE THIS SHIT
.. I'm going to take a xanax and try to sleep this off.

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